Chapter 2 #2
If Jahrein and I had not just finished freaking each other, I would have believed that he was really trying to protect me. Just like a brother would. I knew better, though. He all but snatched me out of that boy’s arms, and pushed me out the water.
My daddy saw some of that scene. “What’s going on? That nigga was trying to fuck with her?” Ray-Ray asked Jahrein.
“Hell, yeah.” Jahrein glared at the dude. “I had to check that nigga. I told him that she was my little sister.” he spat loudly, making sure Mr. Hard Body heard him.
I simply rolled my eyes.
“Yeah, you watch out for her, dog. Make sure that none of these niggas fuck with her.” Ray-Ray’s dumb ass said. If only he knew.
Me and Jah went and bought us some nachos, and ate it at one of the patio tables with the umbrella. Pretty girls were traveling in bunches, and they all gave Jahrein a glimpse. However, he didn't seem to notice as he pigged out.
He sat right next to me instead of across from me. Anyone walking by would naturally assume that we were together together.
Once I was finished with my food I stood and took a long stretch. A group of boys walked past me all saying, “Dammmmn.”
“I see ya.” Jah wiped his mouth, and clamored in a sarcastic tone as he mean mugged the dudes.
“What?” I asked him confused.
“You was trying to show off for those niggas.” he spat, as he looked me up and down.
“No, I wasn’t. I didn’t even know that they were behind me.” I snapped, with much attitude. I didn't like what he was implying. I wasn't that girl that sought a whole bunch of attention. People just gave it to me; whether I wanted it or not.
“You knew.” he insisted as, he stood towering above me, all in my face.
“No I didn’t, boy.” I frowned, as I tried to walk away. He grabbed me by the hand and pulled me into him.
He smirked sneakily. “Where are you going? You know that I have to keep a eye on my little sister.”
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“So, how does he look?” April questioned over the phone.
I was lying in bed, chatting with my girl. She was letting me know about all the haps throughout our hood. She was telling me about who got pregnant, who got locked up, and who died.
Both Red and Ray had gone to the club. Jalero had fallen asleep, and Jahrein was outside.
I had told her about Jahrein, but managed to leave out a few details. She was fifteen and told me to hook her up with my new stepbrother. I told her that he already had a girlfriend, and quickly changed the subject. I wasn't really trying to introduce him to another chick.
We talked for a while. Since I didn't have to share the phone for a change, I had all the time in the world on the phone with no interruptions.
I had a long day and was knocked out before twelve.
I was having all kinds of dreams, before I felt something lay on top of me.
I thought that I was losing my mind, until I opened my eyes and saw Jah staring back at me, smelling like a pound of weed.
“Wake your ass up.” he whispered.
“What chu doing?” I whined, as he grinded his thang on me.
“You had my dick harder than a jawbreaker earlier. I know you aint gon leave your boy hanging?”
“What you want me to do?”
“Let me stick it in for a minute.”
“Nooo.” my heart raced.
“Come on. Just for a minute. I’ll just stick the head in. It won’t even hurt.”
I was not trying to hear that shit. My girl Raquel ended up pregnant, listening to that it won't hurt shit and she was just eleven! “No.” I stated firmly.
“Come on, baby. I won’t nut in you or nothing like that. You won’t get pregnant. I promise.”
I wasn't concerned about getting pregnant, really. Hell, I heard that sex hurts!
Finally, he stopped begging, but was now kissing me.
Now, that feels good, and I didn't see anything wrong with that.
Therefore, I let him kiss me, until he trailed down and lifted my shirt.
He started sucking each of my breasts, gently back and forth.
My back arched, because it was feeling too good as his tongue slithered all over them.
He flicked his tongue expertly, making me feel slightly delirious.
I didn't even realize that he was taking off my panties, until they were passing my knees.
“Noo.” I whined as I tried to pull them back up. He was stronger and still managed to take them completely off. I tried to close my legs, but he still wedged himself between them.
“Stop being so difficult. I aint gon hurt you. Look, I still have my clothes on.” he whispered and that made me relax a little. After all, he did still have all his clothes on.
He continued placing kisses on my neck, and I relaxed more.
He kissed my breasts, my stomach, and finally he reached my coochie.
I was so hot that I willingly opened my legs wider, as he dove in.
He found my center and was licking the hell out of it.
I wrapped my legs around his neck, and began grinding as I had done earlier at Water World.
“Umm.” escaped my lips against my will. I was now humping his face and didn't care that we were making the bed squeak. I was rolling my hips all over him, giving him a facial. Apparently, we were caught up in the moment.
“Oh, yeah.” I whispered as I felt my center thump harder and harder.
Then my body began shaking uncontrollably.
I was somewhat embarrassed, because I didn’t know if that was normal.
Jah didn’t seem to mind, because he kept going.
The sensation was too much for me, as I tried to move away, but he wouldn't let go.
He just kept on licking, and soon my center was thumping again. By then I was on another planet.
My body wasn't used to that. So, I lied on my back, reeling from those orgasms. I wasn’t paying Jah no mind. I guess that’s how he managed to get completely naked. Before I knew what was what, he was between my legs rubbing his thang on my center.
In my mind I was screaming stop, but my mouth wouldn't open. What he was doing felt good, and I was confused. So many boys from the hood had tried to get some, but I would never budge. That's why I couldn't believe that for whatever reason I couldn't stand my ground with him.
My center was extra sensitive, so I could really feel him as he stroked me. He kept rubbing the center then sliding down to what I thought was my pepe hole. He started grinding and pressing harder into that hole. That's when things stopped feeling good. He was trying to go deeper and deeper inside.
“It hurts.” I complained.
“Well, do you want me to take my time, or get this part over with?” he panted.
My stupid ass told him to get it over with, and with that he rammed himself completely inside of me. I let out the loudest scream that I could muster. “Awwww!”
“Shhh. You gon wake up Lero.”
“I don’t care. Take it out!” I cried.
“It’s already in there now. Just let me finish.
” he whispered, as he started moving inside of me.
The initial pain was the worst so it could not have gotten any worse, so I bore with it.
I thought that he was going to hurry and finish, but he was once again taking his time.
Honestly, I wanted it to be over, because he was killing me.
Apparently, he knew our parents’ routine, because he was not concerned with time as he stayed between my legs for what seemed like hours. Eventually, I was able to get into it a little.
Then right as I was getting comfortable with that position he made me get on top.
He instructed me to dance and bounce my butt on his thang.
When I sat on him I could feel it in my stomach.
It damn near felt unnatural for him to be there.
He was stretching me so far that I just knew that he had torn something.
“Bounce.” he demanded as he smacked my ass.
I wouldn't move. The pain had me traumatized.
Deciding to get it popping, he moved in and out of me.
He controlled my hips' movements, until I decided to work my hips on my own.
Eventually, I found a rhythm that worked for me, and it started feeling good again.
I could feel my center thumping. Right when the center was thumping, I felt him jerking while he was still in me.
I didn't know what that was, so I kept bouncing until he was soft.
“Damn, girl. If I hadn’t just broken you in, I’d swear that I was fucking with a pro.” he laughed, as he squeezed me tightly.
I looked over at my alarm clock that read 2:59 a.m.
“Aint the club over with?” I panicked as I rolled off him, and onto the bed.
“Yeah, but they always go to the after-hours and your daddy likes going out on the north side, so they always get here around seven or later.” Jah explained.
“Oh.” I sighed, still feeling a little nervous, as we lay in bed naked.
“We stank.” he scrunched as he sniffed the air. “Let’s take a shower.”
I was not crazy about that idea. I had never been completely naked in front of any boy before, and now he wanted us to bathe together.
I slowly eased out of bed, feeling a little sore. I glanced back at the bed, and noticed blood on the sheets. My friends had mentioned that a few of them bled their first time, but I can't lie. It freaked me out a little. There was no turning back from that.
“It's okay. That supposed to happen.” Jah broke into my thoughts.
“Come on.” he grabbed me. He didn't even give me time to protest, as he pulled me towards the bathroom.
He was comfortable, as he moved around naked.
His thang was swinging all over the place.
Even though, it was smaller than it was a few minutes ago, it was still big as hell and I could not believe that I had had all that up in me.