Nine
We’ve officially been on the island for ten days, and if I had my way, it would never come to an end.
Not only have I had the best sex of my life, but I’ve also gotten to know these two men better than I could have ever expected. They are the perfect yin and yang for business partners and best friends. Theo is tough, rough, and dark while Alexander is gentle, always smiling, and tender.
But when they have me between them, their synchronicity is even more apparent. They just know what to do with me and around one another to make it incredible for all of us.
I’ve slept between them every single night as I was promised I would, and I always wake with hands on my body, lips on mine, and a mouth between my legs.
Except this morning, I realize as I open my eyes and stretch out, searching for a warm body, only to find cold, empty sheets.
The sun is just barely beginning to rise, so the only light in the room is a faint, orange glow coming in through the windows.
I sit up and stretch my arms above my head, giving my overused muscles some relief before standing up. I grab my silk robe, the only thing I’ve been wearing for the most part, and put it around my body and set out in search of my dynamic duo.
The house, much like the bedroom, is dark, save for the sunrise peaking in and is also empty, with Theo and Alexander nowhere to be seen.
I pull my robe tighter and slip out the glass door. Maybe they are by the pool?
But I don’t find them there either.
I almost give up and opt to go take a shower (or climb back into that very comfortable bed) when I see fresh footsteps in the sand just off the back patio.
They lead around the side of the house and down to our private beach…
where I find both of them sitting in the sand, dressed in only their swim trunks, watching the waves crash against the shore.
“You two look very pensive at the moment.” I say with my arms crossed over my chest. The wind is chilly off the water this early in the morning.
They look back over their shoulders and smile when they see me.
“We tried not to wake you,” Alexander admits.
“You didn’t. I woke up on my own and the bed was very cold and very empty.” I respond.
“Come here,” Theo says, reaching his hand back for me as Alexander scoots over, making room for me in between them.
I sink to the sand and settle in when they both wrap an arm around me, creating the perfect Lillian sandwich right here in the sand. We’ve done this before but this time, way more clothing is involved.
“Is everything okay?”
“I think that’s the problem, baby,” Alexander tells me then places a kiss to the crown of my head.
“What does that mean?”
Theo leads the conversation now. “It means that we’ve always kept our sexual partners at a distance. We’ve had to. That’s what works for us. We specify an amount of time and we never stray from that, ever.”
Alexander speaks next. “That would mean that in four days' time, we’d be sending you back to your apartment and moving on with our separate lives, never to speak about this trip again.”
That fact is something I’ve tried to avoid thinking about for a few days. I expected to connect with these men physically, I never expected to connect emotionally.
But I have, so hearing him say that we’ll be moving on hits me like a rubber bullet in the chest.
“I don’t like thinking about that,” I admit to both of them.
“Neither do we.” Theo says and my body tenses.
“What?” I ask.
He continues. “That’s why Alex and I came out here to talk this morning. We could tell, even without speaking it out loud, that we were both feeling the same thing.”
They never stop touching me during this entire conversation, as if to soothe me, to remind me that I’m not alone in whatever I’m feeling.
“We’ve never wanted an arrangement to continue past its end date, Lillian… ever. Until you.” Alexander says.
“We want you, poca spezia… not just for two weeks or even an extra few days. That’s what we were talking about before you came out here. We were trying to decide how to ask you something very important.”
“Ask me,” I say plainly, because deep inside, I know what the question is and I already know the answer. I shift around to face them both, taking one of their hands in each of mine. “Ask me so I can say yes.”
Then look quickly at each other and Alexander nods to Theo, giving him the go ahead to speak.
“Be ours? I could give you a long speech about how we’ll always take care of you and you’ll want for nothing, but we know you’ll push back on that part. You’re too independent to allow a total power exchange in that way…”
I smile. “You’re correct.”
“But, we want you to be ours. In whichever way we can have you, in any dynamic that makes you happiest.”
“Belong to us… and we’ll belong to you.” Alexander says with a kiss to my hand.
I said yes to coming on this trip with them, to exploring this sexual fantasy with them, because I wanted to be free. I wanted to jump in the deep end and have fun, no matter what it looked like.
And now… I want to say yes again because being theirs in every way makes me feel freer than I have in my entire life.
“Yes,” I nod. “Absolutely, yes.”
Life from that moment on wasn’t the same for us and our little trio.
A whirlwind fling in Fiji quickly transformed into a triad relationship that we didn’t care to explain to anyone. Love, lust, fantasy, desire, and happiness don’t look the same for everyone.
For some, it’s a simple relationship between a man and woman.
For us, it’s a crazy, complicated, sexy threesome between myself and two men I know would burn the world down for me.
And I wouldn’t change a thing about it.
The End…