Six
PEARL
Mom and I wash the dishes then I go to bed. The whole time I was sitting at the dinner table, I was thinking about the conversations I’d been having with Colton on the phone.
He knew it was me. His reaction when I went to hug him made it clear, and the bulge made it even more apparent. It also made my insides warm and my panties wet, so I finished the dishes as fast as possible to go to my room and release my ache.
I’m going to the local university here, so I decided to stay with my parents until I graduate.
It was a money-saving decision, but it also made it hard to work as a sex phone operator.
I told my parents I was working as a customer service agent, so I could put a phone in my room.
My parent’s room is on the other side of the house, so I don’t have to worry about them hearing.
It’s a good job, and I like it. It gives me confidence when it comes to men and also how to deal with creeps.
I run into my room, and I shut and lock the door.
Some people might say it’s wrong to lust after someone who’s not only older than you but is your dad’s friend, but I can’t help it.
Colton is just so perfect. He’s hot and has a low voice with the right amount of facial hair and glasses that make him look super smart.
After I graduated high school, he never really hung around anymore.
The first time I noticed him, I was eighteen, and he was cleaning the pool in our backyard.
He was doing it as a favor to my dad, who didn’t know what he was doing.
His shirt was off, and his skin glistened with sweat in the sun.
I felt my panties go wet, and my attraction grew for him.
There is no other man for me than Colton. It’s why I’m still a virgin. I only want Colton inside me. I’ll be a virgin forever if I can't have him.
I pull out my vibrator from under my bed and lie down.
I take off my panties, shoes, and socks but keep the skirt and top on.
First, I slide my fingers through my folds and whimper at the touch.
I’m already so wet. I turn off my bedroom light, so the only light in the room comes from the moon through my window.
I like to masturbate in the dark. I feel like my imagination is better.
I slide my fingers in and out of my pussy and moan.
“Oh, Colton,” I whisper.
Imagining it’s him who is running his hands all over my cunt., I pull my fingers out and coat my juices all over the vibrator before turning it on. I always imagine that Colton is saying so many dirty things to me. He has a filthy mouth, as I‘ve learned from talking to him.
“Have you been a dirty girl?” I imagine Colton saying.
“Yes,” I whisper. I know my parents can’t hear me, but I don’t want them to have the slightest suspicion.
I lay the vibrator on my pussy and keep it there.
Even though it’s a vibrator meant to go inside, I’ve never done that.
I just like how it looks, so I got it. It’s ribbed and black.
It looks like a bunch of balls tied together.
It’s supposed to go up your ass like anal beads, but my ass is also untouched.
It’s all only for Colton.
The buzzing sends shock waves through my body, and I arch off the bed.
I moan and imagine Colton licking my pussy and putting his fingers inside me. I think about him touching his aching cock like he describes on the phone, cum dripping. I may have no sexual experience, but I’ve watched a lot of porn.
I slide the vibrator against my pussy, and I start to shake.
I feel myself coming, and I put my pillow over my face to catch my screams. I’ve masturbated a lot, but it wasn’t until I started touching myself with Colton in my head that the orgasms got bigger and better.
I begin to breathe normally, turn off my vibrator, and put it on my nightstand.
I curl onto my side and wait for the feeling I get after I touch myself.
The longing.
I don’t know how much longer I can just think about Colton touching me. I want his real hands touching me. I want his real cock inside me, and I might be at the end of my rope. I either go for what I want, or I get over him. Regardless, I can’t keep doing this.
I walk over to the bathroom, clean my vibrator and myself, brush my teeth, change my clothes and go to bed. I’ll wait for the morning to decide what I’ll do with myself and Colton. I just hope I make the right decision.