Chapter 40 Blake
Blake
Ialmost choke.
Never in a million years did I think I’d hear Briar utter those words.
But she did. And holy shit, is it the hottest thing I’ve ever heard in my entire life.
“You want me to fuck your throat?” I say, in disbelief.
“Yes.” The corners of her mouth curve up into a smile that’s both sweet and naughty.
I didn’t think my cock could get any stiffer than it was when she rode my face. But I was wrong. Somehow it’s even harder.
I close my eyes and swallow. “I need a second.”
When I finally open my eyes and look at her, her smile is even more playful.
“Is that a yes?” she asks.
“It’s a hell yes.”
I slide off the bed, stand up, and pull off my boxer briefs. Her sparkling green eyes widen as she stares at it, licking her lush lips.
Fuck, I love this. I love that she’s exploring her dirty side. And I love that I’m the guy who gets to do it with her.
I think about what she told me earlier—how following my secret social media account helped her get comfortable with feeling aroused and sexual again after what her ex did to her.
I hate how he took that away from her…but knowing that I was the one to help bring her back, even before she even knew it was me, means everything.
My heart is aching, beating faster in my chest. This woman is everything to me, and I’ll do anything she wants. Anything in the world.
I reach down and trace my finger along the seam of her mouth. “You’re sure you want this?”
Checking in with Briar will always be a priority for me. I need to be certain this is what Briar truly wants. She’s trusting me to guide her through all the sexy stuff we’re doing, and I want to make sure she’s one hundred percent on board.
“I’m positive. I want you to fuck my throat, Blake. I’m aching for it.”
Once again I have to close my eyes and steady myself. I give the base of my cock a rough tug to hold off the pleasure throbbing through me.
“Are you okay?” she asks.
I gaze down at her. “Very okay. More than okay. This is a fantasy for me, doing this to you…being with you like this,” I say. “But it’s your first time, Briar, and I just want to make sure that you feel comfortable.”
Something warm flashes in her eyes. “You’re perfect, Blake. I’m comfortable doing anything with you. Anything at all.”
Her words do something funny to the middle of my chest, where my heart is. I know she’s talking about fooling around in bed, but…it feels like so much more than that.
She’s trusting me with her body. With her pleasure. With her vulnerability.
And I’m going to do everything I can to make this the best she’s ever had.
“Where’s your vibrator?” I ask.
Her eyes widen in surprise. “Why would you need my vibrator if you’re going to fuck my throat?”
“Because I want to watch you get off while I get off.”
Her plush mouth parts, and she gasps softly.
“I fucking love watching you come, Briar. It would be the hottest thing in the world to see you come with my cock in your mouth.”
She drags that luscious bottom lip through her teeth. She starts to smile again. “Okay. I’d like that.”
She tells me her vibrator is in the middle dresser drawer—the one I let her have when she moved into my room.
When I pull out the sleek, hot pink vibrator, I smile. I bring it over to her. She’s blushing, and it’s so damn sexy and cute.
“Is it weird that you know what kind of vibrator I use?” she asks, her voice shy.
“No. It’s sexy as hell knowing that you play with yourself using this.”
“How do you want me?”
I groan softly. She looks up at me with those doe eyes, waiting for me to tell her what to do.
“Can I move you where I want you?”
She smiles and nods.
I set her vibrator on the bed, then hook my hands under her arms and pull her over so her head hangs over the edge.
Her gemstone-green eyes are big as she stares up at my cock.
I reach down and trace my fingers along her cheek softly. “I’ll go slow.”
“Okay,” she says through a breath.
“If you want me to stop, tap my leg, okay?”
“Okay.”
I grip the base of my dick, which is stiff as steel.
“Are you ready for my cock, babe?”
A broken breath falls from her lips. “Yes.”
“Open up that sweet mouth.”
I gently, slowly push the head of my dick through her lips.
She moans softly as she takes me into her mouth. I’m only in a couple of inches, but I stop.
“Does this feel okay for you, B?”
She nods and hums softly. I feed her another inch of my cock, then another. I stop when her eyelids flutter.
“Do you want me to keep going?”
She nods. When I hit the back of her throat, my knees buckle. I’m almost all the way in. Pleasure and heat pulse through my dick and balls.
“That’s it. Relax that throat,” I coax, my voice soft and steady. “Take a slow breath through your nose. Now relax again. Yes. Just like that. Good girl.”
Her mouth and throat hug around my dick. A wild, rough noise rips from my throat. Heat races up my spine, and I take a deep breath. I stroke her cheek with my thumb. “You’re taking my cock so well. What a good girl you are.”
She whimpers around me.
“I’m gonna fuck that sweet mouth now. Slowly, okay?”
She nods. Slowly, I slide out, then in. My entire body tenses and aches from the pleasure pulsing through me. I grit my teeth to steady myself.
Then I grab the vibrator and flip it on. I press it to her clit, and she instantly starts squirming on the bed. Her chest heaves up and down, and her nipples are hard again.
“You’re so fucking pretty, Briar,” I mutter. “I could come just looking at you.”
I keep that slow, steady rhythm in and out of her mouth. She’s so soft and warm and wet…I’m barely hanging on.
Her eyes roll back. She moans around my hard dick, and the vibrations hike up the pleasure inside of me.
“You love having my dick down your throat and your vibrator on your clit, don’t you?”
She looks at me and nods. I almost pass out at the sight of her: her mouth and throat full of my cock, her pussy wet, her clit pulsing, her body soft and writhing.
I tense the muscles in my quads to hold off orgasm. Not till she gets hers first. She’s always first.
Her legs start to shake, and her moans turn to muffled screams. She’s close.
“That’s my good girl. You’re almost there. Come hard for me.”
I go still halfway in her mouth so I can focus on her orgasm. It comes seconds later. She thrashes against the bed while screaming around my cock.
I try to hold off, but I can’t help it. Watching her come this hard with my dick in her mouth pushes me over the edge.
White heat sears down my spine as the pleasure inside of me explodes. It hits me like a freight train. I unload into Briar’s sweet, perfect mouth. The sound I make is rough and loud. I fall forward and brace myself with a hand on the bed.
I stand there, my heart racing and my ears pounding as I struggle to catch my breath. My skin feels like it’s on fire. My chest feels hollowed out and raw.
Slowly, I slide out of her mouth. She holds my gaze as she swallows my release.
Holy shit.
That will never, ever get old, watching her do that.
“Are you good?” I ask.
She wipes her mouth with the back of her hand. Her sweet mouth curves up into that teasing, naughty smile that makes me feel lucky to be alive every time she aims it at me.
“I’m great. That was…” She shakes her head, like she’s searching for the right words. “Mind blowing.”
Pride bursts through my chest. “You can be honest with me, Briar. You won’t hurt my feelings.”
“I am being honest.” She reaches up for me, then yanks on my hand. I lie down next to her in bed.
She does what she always does when we finish doing something naughty in bed: she cuddles into me and rests her head on my chest.
Warm tingles scatter across my skin. I could die happy like this, with Briar burrowing into my chest.
“Everything we try—everything I do with you is way, way better than anything I’ve ever imagined.”
I smile at the wonder in her voice. I love how surprised she sounds. It’s fucking adorable.
“Careful. You keep talking like that, you’re gonna give me a complex.”
She giggles, then looks up at me. “It’s well earned. You’re incredible in bed, Blake.”
“So are you.”
She smiles and shakes her head. “No way.”
“You are.”
“I’m too inexperienced to be good.”
I hold her face in my hand. “Briar. You’re enthusiastic. You’re loud. You say what you want. And you’re hot.”
She giggles.
I kiss her smile. “You’re incredible,” I say against her mouth.
Her cheeks turn rosy as she beams. She kisses me.
“I have another thing I want to try,” she says.
I quirk an eyebrow at her.
“You might think it’s a little weird,” she says.
Intrigue kicks up inside of me. “Tell me.”
She takes a breath. When she does, my jaw drops.
“Well, damn.” I finally say. This woman. The way she’s equal parts sweet and filthy is gonna be the end of me.
“You wanna do it with me?” she asks in that shy, cute voice.
“Hell, yes.”