Chapter Eleven Jalisa #2
Instantly, I felt the wetness of what had to be his tongue slowly glide up my spine.
I shivered, closing my eyes. Every touch from him stirred me.
And then I felt him slowly push into me, kissing the nape of my neck.
Although I’d just had him inside me, I still gasped at the feel of him pulsating within me, filling me.
He hastened his pace, almost desperate in his search for his next orgasm, but he hadn’t knotted me yet.
I reached around and clutched the back of his muscular thigh. Skin heated under my touch. “Slow down, honey. You’re going to come before you knot me.”
He blew out another chilly breath, despite his body heat, and slowed down. “It’s really not fair how much you excite me.” He reached around, splaying his hands over my pussy and working two fingers over my clit.
I whined, feeling almost intoxicated by the several points of pleasure. “Feeling’s mutual,” I whispered.
He chuckled, thrusting deeper until I felt the thickness of his knot shove into me.
I gripped the sheets in front of me and gritted my teeth at the force.
It felt like too much at first. It had been a while since I’d taken his knot, the only knot I’d ever had.
Once inside me, it wouldn’t go down until he deflated.
This was all a part of the primitive design to ensure the alpha’s sperm locked into the omega for conception.
Fortunately for me, I had taken a birth control potion so that was unlikely.
Sensing my possible discomfort, Ivan paused any grinding behind me, only continuing his movement over my clit. He kissed the side of my head. “Breathe, love. Tell me what you need.”
I opened my eyes, concentrating on his fingers at my core, my body burning with a building release. “I need a moment. Just a moment.”
“Take all the time you need, but I want to feel you come for me.”
He sped up his ministrations, and my thighs shook as I drenched his hand.
He soon got his wish as another bout of euphoria swept over me.
I’d lost count of my orgasms, but I could go all night.
My heats were usually intense. This was just the start, and I was thankful that Ivan could keep up.
We really had been great for each other.
His knot felt less invasive now. In fact, it felt almost comforting, this intimate connection. He wouldn’t need to move, and I would remain in ecstasy with the link. However, his stiffness and knot filling every part of me could not be ignored. I wanted to feel him come undone.
I wound my hips, feeling his knot pulsate within me, but he remained still. “Are you ready to come, honey?”
“Gods, yes,” he said in a tight voice.
“You’ve been so patient. Fuck me.”
I think he sighed, his cool breath on me once more. He then began to match my grinds, pressing his fingers into my hip. He groaned and soon came, jerking his hips against my bottom in quick succession.
Ivan slowed down, changing his movements to a slow grind as we remained connected with his knot. I was in no rush to disconnect, it felt so good, so right to be joined.
He sprinkled my shoulder with lazy kisses, and I closed my eyes, basking in the attention. “Give me a little time, love, and then I can go again.”
He was still hard inside me. I was sure a little time was only a few minutes, but I could wait a bit longer before my cramps returned. “No rush. I like it like this, right now.”
“Tell me,” he began. “Why did you change your mind about the dissenter group?”
I fought the urge to sigh. This was a topic I was hoping not to return to, but he needed to know the whole truth.
Besides, we were joined. If he didn’t like what he heard, he was stuck with me for a while until his knot deflated.
“The people I was aligning myself with weren’t who I thought they were.
Their ethics and morales didn’t align with mine, and I stopped believing in their cause.
I wanted resistance, but I really hated Jacob.
He was everything I’ve tried to avoid. And yeah, the marriage would be fake, but I didn’t know how long it would last, and he kept threatening to claim me.
” I barred my own teeth, even though it was difficult to be too angry with Ivan still stroking into me, albeit at a sluggish pace. “I would have killed him if he tried.”
“So, me coming around made it easier for you to back out of the marriage. Lucky me.”
“No, lucky me. And now I’ve brought you into this mess, and you don’t deserve it.
Because I’m not so sure that these attacks aren’t the dissenters trying to get back at me.
I said I wouldn’t say anything to the court.
Not that I have much to say. All the unlawful things were above my knowledge. But still, I’m a threat. A loose end.”
His hip movements gradually stopped, and I stilled, bracing myself for him to say that he couldn’t forgive me for my former associations and the risk passed on to him.
We would awkwardly get through this knotting, and he would admit that he couldn’t be with someone that grouped themselves with those who almost killed his best friend.
Maybe he would even report me to the courts.
He moved his hand between my legs, his fingers parting my thighs and brushing over my lower lips. Not what I was expecting. “You shouldn’t be so stiff. You’re supposed to be relaxed.”
I turned my neck slightly to him. “Is that all you have to say? You aren’t mad at me?”
He dragged his fingers inside my wetness, bringing a shaky sigh from me. I was still eager for my next release, my body beginning to warm again with need. “You made a mistake. So, have I. I’ve allowed innocent people to get hurt and killed during the war.”
“That was your duty as a soldier,” I breathed out as his thumb grazed over my sensitive bud, and my thighs tensed in response.
“Give me names.”
I knew him well enough to know exactly what he meant. “You can’t go after the group, Ivan. It’s too dangerous.”
He paused his movements, and I frowned. He was playing games, but I was in too much of a lustful state to put up a fight. “Ivan,” I whined.
He pulsed inside of me, most likely encouraged by my omega whine.
“Jacob is one of them. Is that insect Jullian also a part of this? This seems like something he’d want.
He implied it when Aaron got married. I can’t report them without proof.
The best way to stop them is to kill them.
That’s my only option. End the threat to you. I’ll make it okay, love. Don’t worry.”
I pushed back against him, hardly able to maintain this very serious conversation.
I was wondering if this was his plan. Give such a dangerous talk when I was at my most vulnerable so that I would give in.
Right now, all I wanted was to feel the fullness of him.
Feel our bodies connect until I could not determine where I ended and he began.
“Listen to me, Ivan,” I panted. “Do not kill anyone.”
He moved his fingers again between my legs, and I drenched them without a care, my orgasm only moments away. “I can make it look like an accident.”
He was so frustrating. And so damn good at what he did.
“We don’t even know if it’s the dissenters coming after us.
I’m giving you another possibility. It really could be my parents, yours, or both.
Hell, it could even be that asshole alpha who tried to claim me.
” I wouldn’t put it past Jullian to let others know where I was now.
“Or maybe a crazy jealous fae who is upset to see you get married. Therefore, let’s not go killing anyone unless we have proof. I’ll think of something else.”
He applied more pressure to my clit, rubbing through my slick until my toes curled at the intoxicating pleasure. “We will think of something else.”
We again. He kept reminding me that I wasn’t alone. It was its own verbal foreplay for me. Despite my need to fight independently, I craved having someone have my back without compromising my own strength. Ivan always knew the right things to say.
He ground his hips harder into me. His pelvis pushing against me, tearing a scream from me as my body pulsated with another orgasm.
He soon followed, his hips shaking against me as ropes of his release filled me again.
I felt our mix drip down my inner thigh, making a mess of us.
But I didn’t care. I crossed my legs, wanting every bit of him.
Something animalistic came from him. A growl more dragon-like than his glamoured fae voice.
He ground into me once more. “I searched for you for nearly three years,” he began, his voice different from before.
Deeper, grittier. Dangerous. “Why do you think you hold no importance in my life that I’d let you go so easily?
This time, we find a solution together.”
I cried out as his cock continued to vibrate inside of me, not letting me rest. At this rate, he would actually make me come all night. However, my heat was fine with that. My omega nature wanted everything he could give me.
I felt the tip of his tongue glide over my heated skin, my back arching as the silky wet touch fired my delicate nerves.
“I’m not letting you run from me again, omega,” he continued, his foreign voice igniting my core. “I was controlled into doing things I hated as a soldier during war. You were controlled as a noble omega. Now let’s see what happens when we’re together and free.”
I came again, tears springing from my eyes. I was scared to give in, but I couldn’t deny that working together sounded perfect.