Isla
The wind had been talking all afternoon. Steadily, underneath everything else, a low note that never quite stopped.
She washed her hands at the outdoor pump, dried them on the hem of her shirt, and went inside.
The cottage sat at the far western edge of Hollow Oak's outskirts, close enough to the lake that she could hear it at night and far enough from the nearest house that what happened in her yard stayed in her yard.
A year ago she had chosen it for exactly those reasons.
The landlord, a soft-spoken woman named Bette who kept chickens and minded her own business, had asked only one question during the whole arrangement.
"You need a lot of quiet?"
"Yes," Isla had said.
"Then you'll do fine out here."
She'd been right. Mostly.
The cottage was small and well-kept, with windows on three sides and a stone floor that stayed cool even in summer.
She had herbs drying from the ceiling beams, a shelf of books above the hearth, a worktable near the south window where she kept her notes.
Everything ordered. Everything chosen. It looked like a place where a person had decided to be at peace, and on the good days, it felt like one too.
Today was not a good day.
She pulled the windows closed and latched them.
Outside, the lake had gone the color of old pewter, the mist drawing inward from the banks and it wasn’t because of the temperature.
She'd woken at dawn with someone else's name in her mouth.
Maybe not a name, exactly, more the shape of one, the vowels of it pressed like a bruise at the base of her throat.
The memories that came with that shape were the old kind, salt-bright and specific, the kind that didn't soften with time so much as they sharpened. She wasn’t sure what had brought on the sudden onslaught of the thoughts, but they seemed determined.
As if someone forced them in and was pressing down on them.
She'd made tea. She'd worked in the garden. She'd done everything she knew to do. It wasn't working.
The knock at the door came when she was standing at the kitchen window watching the sky and trying very hard not to feed what was building in the air around her.
She opened the door to find Corwen's apprentice, a teenage water sprite named Fen with webbed fingers and a permanent look of mild alarm, holding a folded piece of paper in both hands like it might bite him.
"Miss Green." He was trying to look casual about the sky behind her and failing. "Corwen asked me to bring this by. Delivery vessel coming in, the Ashvane, should dock around five. He wanted to let you know in case the weather..." He trailed off, looking past her at the lake.
"In case the weather what."
"In case you needed to, um." Another look at the lake. "Know."
Isla took the paper. "Tell Corwen I appreciate the warning."
"He also said, if you wanted, there's room at the harbourmaster's office. More walls between you and the water."
"I'm fine here, Fen."
"Right." He backed up two steps. "Obviously. Sorry. I'll just—" He pointed vaguely toward town and then walked quickly in that direction without finishing the sentence.
She closed the door.
The note said the Ashvane was a cargo vessel she'd seen once before at the dock, captained by a wolf shifter named Lupeus who ran river trade.
She'd barely registered him on that pass.
She processed most things the way she did everything; noted, categorized, and filed away as relevant or irrelevant to her immediate concern.
She put the note on the worktable and looked up at the sky.
Her immediate concern was significant.
The feeling had been building since before dawn, which was the part she couldn't fully explain even to herself.
She understood the mechanics of what she was.
Stormcaller fae were rare in the way of things that burned too hot to survive long, the histories full of them for a generation and then gone, consumed by what they carried or unmade by what happened when they lost control.
She had never lost control completely. Once, close enough that three fishing boats capsized off the northern coast and the sky over the village stayed wrong for a week, and she had left before the questions started.
That was four years ago. She had been building toward control ever since, learning the difference between suppression and management, learning to read the weather inside herself the way she read the weather outside.
But what she was feeling now didn't have a clean category.
It wasn't grief, though grief was in it.
It wasn't fear. It was older than both, some ancestral hum in the fae blood that her mother had warned her about on the last day they'd spoken.
When the sky starts answering things you haven't said yet, her mother had told her, go somewhere with nothing breakable nearby.
The wind picked up hard outside, rattling the latched windows, and Isla pressed both hands flat on the worktable and breathed through it the way she'd practiced.
She could feel the edges of the storm building overhead, kept them in the controlled pressure of her palms against the wood, and for a few minutes it almost held.
The first lightning column drove up from the center of the lake in a line so bright it bleached the inside of her eyelids.
She crossed the room and got the door open.
The lake was already electric, the surface fracturing outward from the strike point in six lines of discharged energy while the thunder moved through the ground and up through her bare feet.
She stood in the doorway breathing hard, reaching back into the connection, trying to pull the storm's edges in.
She felt everything it touched. The treeline, the water, the dock structures on the eastern bank.
She pressed into the sensation and swept it outward, reading the pressure of the air over the lake, the current that ran beneath the surface, the way the storm was moving northeast along the water toward the river mouth where the channels narrowed.
Then she felt the resistance.
Hull against current. Steel and timber and cargo weight, something solid in the water that the storm hit the way a wave hit a rock, and the feedback of it came back through the connection she had and her gut clenched with guilt.
There was a vessel on that river. She'd sent the storm into someone.
Isla stood in the doorway with rain starting to come in sideways off the lake and the connection still open in her hands and her chest, reading the hull in the water, the weight of it, the way it was resisting the current she'd kicked loose.
It was still moving. But the storm wasn't done and she was already watching it build again over the channel, feeding on the emotion she couldn't fully close off, and her hands were shaking where they gripped the doorframe.
"Stop," she said, to herself, to the sky, to whatever part of her was still holding the door open on all of this.
The rain answered by coming harder. She let go of the doorframe and walked out into it.