Chapter 22
M“I’m going to fuck you into oblivion.”
The drive to my apartment is suddenly way too long, and I probably got some speeding tickets. I park my car in the garage underneath my apartment building and get out as fast as I can.
Next, I open the door for Lana.
“Get. Out.” My words are coming out strongly, but I couldn’t give two shits.
I need to be with her now. Lana steps out and follows me up to my apartment.
I open the door and let her in first. She takes off her heels and coat and steps into my living room, taking in the view.
I step out of my own shoes and take off my coat, hanging them both in the closet.
I get closer to her, but not too close, as she is taking it all in.
“Your living room is gorgeous, M.” I am now close to her, my chest almost touching her back.
“M.” My name on her perfect pink lips sends a straight shot to my dick. Well, I’m done. I pick her up and throw her over my shoulder.
“Oh my God! What are you doing?” I don’t answer her because I want to keep her in the dark for just a little bit. I throw her onto my bed, and she doesn’t move. She knows that she can’t move. I want to make her lose her mind.
“Stay like that because you are about to receive your punishment.” I start by taking off my turtleneck, gliding it over my face and throwing it onto the floor. I stop for a moment as Lana’s eyes land on my tattoos.
I’m tatted all over my chest and my arms.
Her eyes are burning onto my chest.
“You like what you see?”
“Yes.” I love how honest she is. My hands are moving toward my pants, and I take them off, along with my boxer briefs, and my cock springs free, already at half-mast.
“I’m going to fuck you hard, Lana,” I tell her as I walk to my closet. “But first, I’m going to punish you.”
“How are you going to do that?”
“You sure talk a lot. That’s going to change, little hummingbird.” I get two ropes and a blindfold out, and when she sees me holding them, she starts to get up.
“We can’t have you doing that. You told me that Oliver was nice, right?” She nods. I set one rope and the blindfold on my dresser.
“I told you that I was going to punish you, right?”
“Yes.”
“So we are on the same page. Not that it would matter. Go lie near the headboard.” She does as she is told. I take one hand and tie a knot around it while I secure it on my bedpost.
“And why wouldn’t it matter?” What I did with her left hand, I do with the right hand. I grab the blindfold and tie it around her head, covering her eyes. I pepper her gorgeous face with kisses.
“Because I always get what I want.” I start by ripping her dress and taking it off of her, then her panties. Lana’s sexy-ass black bra is going to stay the fuck on. I stand by the edge of the bed, and my mouth is salivating.
I move toward her, and I am now hovering over her, my fingertips running up and down her thighs. It’s not chilly in here, so I know that my touch is making her shiver. I begin to kiss the sensitive, soft flesh near her pussy. I lick, bite, and suck, and her back is already arching a bit.
“This is torture.” I laugh softly without stopping to touch and kiss her.
“You don’t know what real torture is. Now, shut the fuck up, little hummingbird, or I am going to slice your thighs and taste your blood.” The temperature in the room heightens, and I feel sweat forming on my forehead. That should scare me, but it doesn’t. Cruelty is nothing new to me.
I move my fingers toward her pussy, and I’m tracing them along the outside of her cunt and down to the upper part of her inner thigh. She is getting more impatient, but I can’t break this yet.
I switch from my fingers to my lips. My lips are kissing her inner thigh and around her glistening pussy. My mouth is moving up and then down back to her pussy. What’s even more delicious is that she is sweating as well, and I lap up the salty delight from her thighs.
“M, please, I will never talk about Oliver or any of your friends like that ever again!” I have her right where I need her.
“Good girl,” I say to her. I move down her body so I’m eye level with her pussy. I spread her legs apart and place them over my shoulders. I need full fucking access.
“Now you can scream.” I laugh before I give her opening a good lick, then I dive in. I start by licking the outer parts of her pussy, then moving inside. I grab her legs so I can force myself even more inside of her because she is thrashing against the bed.
“M! Oh my God!” Her cries are like an aphrodisiac, and they only make me want to eat her out even more.
I form my mouth into an O and attach it onto her cunt.
She tastes like a fever dream, and the room is filling up with our sweat, sounds, and desires.
All dirtier than the next. Her legs are getting slippery, and I have had enough. I need to be on her cunt all the time.
“Lock your fucking legs behind me and push me toward you and keep me fucking there!” This was not a request, but a motherfucking order, which she follows. She interlocks her legs and pushes me toward her so I can fucking suck her even better.
I suck her clit into my mouth, and I hold it there while my tongue is massaging her clit. This movement is my fucking favorite, and to make her lose her mind completely, I incorporate my right ring finger. I push it inside of her and then out.
In and fucking out.
She is growing wetter by the second, and I know she is about to come. I retrieve my fingers and tongue and take off her blindfold.
Lana is furious.
“I thought that you would make me come!”
“I will. But you won’t come on my tongue.
I want you to choke my dick as you come.
” I grab her by her neck, not too hard, but hard enough so that her eyes roll back.
I hold my cock with my other hand, and I slide into Lana so easily that it makes my eyes roll backward.
My chest is near her shoulders, which makes this angle perfect.
I look back at her because it’s the most important thing that I see her come apart. We maintain eye contact while she adjusts to my size.
“Fuck, M, you are big.” I take that as a compliment.
“All six point five inches are for you, baby. Take my cock like a good fucking girl, will you, Lana?” I wink at her before I push inside and start fucking her. I’m thrusting into her at a downward angle, and Lana rocks and gyrates her hips against my body.
I take her in, and the city’s glow leaks through the window blinds, striping her skin in gold and shadow.
The air is warm, heavy with our scent, everything that’s basically us.
Every sound is sharp—the ragged pull of breath, the creak of the mattress, and the quiet thud of my heartbeat in my ears.
It’s chaos and silence at once, the world outside fading until there’s nothing left but this room and the way she makes it feel like a sin. But there is nothing wrong with this.
This is the best thing I have done in my life. Lana will never forget my motherfucking name.
“M, fuck me harder!” I kiss Lana hard on the lips while I move my pace into dangerous territories. It’s punishing and fast. I’m sliding in and out of her, the sound of her juices filling up the room.
“Say that you want it, little hummingbird.”
“I want you!” she screams in between our kisses while she closes her eyes, mirroring how we feel. Restless.
“Then come on my cock and don’t you dare move before I finish inside you!” To make her come like an animal, I apply pressure with my thumb at her entrance, and I start rubbing the sensitive spot there. Lana’s eyes snap open, and they are burning holes into mine.
“Come, now!” My voice booms throughout the entire room, maybe even the building, but I don’t care.
“Fuck!” And Lana comes all over my cock while I empty myself inside of her. We ride our orgasms out before we both fall still. I put my forehead onto hers, and my breath is coming in sporadic bursts.
After a couple of minutes, I get up and remove the ropes.
Her arms fall beside her, and she is spent.
I can tell because she keeps staring at the ceiling and trying to catch her breath.
I place my hand on her heart—trying to calm her down.
She looks at me with bewildered eyes that make me smile.
She wormed her way into my heart, and I’m not letting my little hummingbird fly away.
She calms down as her breathing turns normal again, and she strokes my face. Lana doesn’t take her eyes off mine, and now I am breathing faster. Nobody has ever looked at me this way.
Fuck. I didn’t know that I needed this in my life, loving touches.
I kiss her on the forehead, go to the living room, and bring an ashtray, a cigarette, and some juice so I can sit by the window and smoke.
Lana sits up straight, and she looks well and thoroughly fucked.
“That was incredible.”
“I know, little hummingbird. A quick question before we go to bed,” I tell her.
“Sure, ask away.”
“What are you doing tomorrow night?”
“I’m having one of my gigs at the hotel where Elma and Armin got married. Why?”
“This is going to be so funny, but I’m actually attending a wedding there tomorrow. You were going to be my plus-one.” Lana laughs and covers her face. Wait, what’s so funny about that? It’s a given that she is going to be by my side for-fucking-ever.
“Sadly, I’m working the event tomorrow. What are you doing tomorrow all day?”
“I’m going to my car dealership in Tuzla and returning for the event in the evening. You?” I will watch her from afar, of course.
“A shift at the diner, but my boss is going to make me run some errands.” Her motherfucking boss, who can’t keep his hands to himself.
“Fine,” I say through gritted teeth as I put out my cigarette. “I need to be honest.” That got her attention.
“You were a fucking beast earlier, Lana. Did you like it?”
“Uhm, I think that it was terrific.” Her tone makes me question her honesty.
“Why are you lying?” I ask her, keeping her attention by not moving my body. She sighs, and I feel her anxiety all the way over me. Fine, I need to make her see that there is nothing wrong with what we did.
“If you would rather have me make sweet love to you, I will. If you want me to fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk, I will. Anything you want, Lana. You are important to me.” In an instant relaxation emanates from her body. It’s like she needed to hear these words from a loving partner.
“Thank you, M. That means a lot to me. I never had anybody say that to me.” Just what I thought. I do something I have never done before; I blow her a kiss. Is this the kind of romantic shit people do? I guess so, because Lana blushes.
Mission accomplished, and now it’s time for her body to find some strength again.
“Let’s go to sleep, duso moja.” I grab my boxers and put them on. I motion for Lana to scoot across the bed so I can grab the covers. I lay down beside her with her back to my chest. I cover us with my silk sheets, and the second I do that, Lana falls asleep.
I stroke her face and give her a gentle kiss before I close my own eyes and dream about this evening.