Zia (Day Five)
ZIA
Day Five. Before dawn.
The wetness wakes me. Not rain. My own body betraying me in sleep, hips grinding against the wadded fabric I use as a pillow. The material is soaked through, my arousal having leaked steadily through the night while my unconscious mind sought relief my conscious one denies.
I freeze when I realize what I'm doing. Try to stop. My pelvis continues rotating for three more circuits before I can override the movement. Even then, the muscles in my core twitch and pulse, wanting to continue the friction that brings no satisfaction.
Every part of me aches. Not pain from injury but from constant, unrelenting need.
My pussy clenches in steady rhythm now, a heartbeat between my legs that never stops.
The lips are so swollen they don't close anymore.
Inner flesh stays exposed to air, hypersensitive to every shift of atmosphere.
When I sit up, the movement makes everything slide against itself.
Fresh wetness emerges, adding to what already coats my inner thighs in a constant sheen.
Standing takes both hands braced against the tree hollow's walls.
My legs shake violently, muscles exhausted from five days of constant tension.
Each step makes my thighs slide together, the friction sending signals that my brain can't properly process anymore.
Not pleasure. Not pain. Just overwhelming sensation that makes me gasp.
I need to move. Need to do something besides writhe in this tree. My mind still functions, barely, and I know staying still means surrender.
The vine ladder is torture. My hands slip on the first rung, palms slick from when I tried to find relief in the night.
Failed again. My fingers aren't enough anymore.
Haven't been since day two. My body recognizes them as wrong.
Wrong texture, wrong temperature, wrong everything.
It wants something specific. Something with scales and four arms and a tail that moves like a separate creature.
Halfway down, my grip fails. Not from weakness but from a wave of need so intense my vision goes white. I fall the last eight feet, landing hard on the moss. My knees take the impact, driving me down to all fours.
The position triggers something primal. My back arches without permission.
My hips lift and spread. Presenting. The word floods my mind in his voice, that grinding rumble the translator turns into meaning.
I'm presenting myself to empty air, pussy clenching on nothing while my body assumes the position it craves.
“No.” The word comes out cracked. I force myself to standing, though my legs shake worse than before.
The jungle is different this early. Mist clings to everything, turning the world into suggestions of green. Sounds are muffled. Even the ever-present insects seem subdued. But underneath the quiet, I smell something new.
Death.
Not old death. Fresh. The copper and meat scent of recent killing mixed with something else.
Phosphorescence. The combination makes my stomach turn even as my pussy clenches harder.
Everything makes my pussy clench harder now.
Even revulsion gets translated into arousal by my transformed nervous system.
I follow the scent, having to stop every dozen steps when the waves peak. They're not really waves anymore. More like a constant storm with moments of hurricane force. During the worst ones, I have to drop to my knees again. Have to ride out the clenching that makes my whole body convulse.
The clearing appears through the mist like something from a nightmare.
The shadow cat corpse is massive. Easily eight hundred pounds of muscle and claw, its six legs splayed at angles that speak of violent death.
The skull is split into those two separate jaw sections the briefings described, both hanging open to reveal rows of teeth designed for shredding.
Blood pools beneath it, still wet enough to reflect the early light.
But that's not what makes me freeze.
The corpse has been arranged. Displayed. The entrails pulled out and formed into spirals on the ground. The heart placed separately, elevated on a flat stone. The eyes removed and set in the empty chest cavity. This isn't just a kill. It's a message.
Claw marks score the surrounding trees. Not random slashes but deliberate patterns. I recognized the signature immediately: four parallel gouges carved deep into the heartwood, declaring ownership of the kill. Zkari's marks. His signature written in violence.
The fungi grows thick around the corpse, feeding on the blood.
Where the crimson touches the phosphorescent organisms, they glow brighter.
Pulse in patterns that almost make sense if I stare long enough.
The spores drift on invisible air currents, tiny points of light that stick to whatever they touch.
I crouch near the edge of the blood pool, studying the fungi.
When disturbed, they release more spores.
A defense mechanism maybe. Or reproduction.
The spores make my skin tingle where they land, a mild burning that would probably be painful on normal flesh.
But my hypersensitive skin interprets it differently.
Each point of contact becomes a tiny star of sensation.
An idea forms.
I tear leaves from nearby plants, the broad ones that repel water.
Use them as makeshift gloves to gather the fungi.
They come away from the ground easily, their root networks shallow in the blood-soaked earth.
The organisms pulse brighter when handled, releasing clouds of glowing spores that make my eyes water.
If they burn my transformed skin, what would they do to his scales? Scales that are armor but also sensory organs. Scales that I've watched ripple with sensation when he's aroused.
I wrap several fungi clusters in the waterproof leaves, creating pouches I can tie to my thigh. Close enough to reach quickly but not so close the spores affect me constantly. Though my body wouldn't mind. My body interprets every sensation as foreplay now.
Movement in the mist makes me freeze. Not him. The rhythm is wrong. Multiple sets of footsteps, uncoordinated. Other males drawn by my scent that now saturates this area. I need to move.
But first, I study his kill pattern. The shadow cat was taken from above, spine severed in a single strike. No wasted effort. No playing with prey. Just efficient death. But then he spent time arranging the display. Why? To warn other predators? Or other males?
A deep, internal clench made me gasp, my body preparing for the predator who had killed so easily.
I force myself to leave, taking a different path back. One that crosses water twice, though I doubt it helps. My scent is so strong now that water won't wash it away. I'm marking territory just by existing in it.
The morning heat builds as the mist burns off.
By the time I reach the rocky area above my shelter, sweat runs down my spine in constant streams. Between my breasts.
Down my belly to mix with the other wetness that never stops.
I've given up trying to stay clean. My body produces too much of everything now.
Sweat, arousal, pheromones that broadcast my state to every compatible male in miles.
The decoy camp takes shape quickly. I use the materials he left, understanding their purpose now. Create something that looks lived in but isn't. Draw attention away from my actual shelter.
I weave branches into walls, lay out bedding, position water gourds.
Then I mark it thoroughly. Rub my arousal on every surface.
The amount my body produces makes this easy.
I soak the bedding with my scent. Press my body against the walls to leave oil from my skin.
Pull out strands of hair to catch in the weaving.
By the time I'm done, the decoy reeks of desperate human female. Any male who finds it will think I've been living here, writhing in unfulfilled need. Which isn't far from the truth, just not the location.
I also leave subtle wrongness. Position things where they shouldn't be. The bedding where morning sun would hit directly. Water storage uphill from the shelter. Small mistakes someone in real distress might not notice but that might make him pause. Make him think.
Another wave crashes through me while I'm applying final scent marks. This one drives me to my hands and knees. My pussy clenched so hard my vision whited out at the edges, the empty spasms visible through my lower belly. My hips buck against air, seeking pressure that isn't there.
The sounds I make aren't human anymore. Whines and moans that echo through the rocks. If males are hunting me, I've just announced my exact position. But I can't stop. Can't control what my body does during these peaks.
When it passes, I'm shaking so hard my teeth chatter despite the heat. I force myself up, force myself to move. Back to my real shelter via routes that cross water, that double back, that might confuse pursuit.
By afternoon, I'm barely functional. The waves come every few minutes, each lasting over a minute. I have maybe ninety seconds between them to think, to move, to try maintaining who I am under what I'm becoming.
I try to eat but can't. My throat closes around anything solid. Water I can manage, but it does nothing for the dehydration caused by constant fluid loss. My body is consuming itself to produce the arousal it thinks will attract a mate. Will attract him.
I strip completely as evening approaches.
Clothes are pointless torture against skin that interprets every sensation as sexual.
My nipples are so hard they hurt, dark and swollen to twice their normal size.
Between my legs is swollen beyond recognition.
The lips puffy and dark with blood, spread open from the constant engorgement.
My clit is visible and enlarged, throbbing with my pulse.
I try once more to find relief. My fingers slide through the wetness, finding my clit easily. It's so enlarged it doesn't hide anymore. I circle it carefully, building sensation that should lead somewhere.
But it doesn't. My body recognizes the stimulation as wrong. Temperature off by degrees. Texture too smooth. Pressure too familiar. I work myself desperately, two fingers inside while my thumb works my clit. My other hand pinches my nipple, adding pain that might push me over.
Nothing. I can reach the edge but can't cross. My body refuses release from anything but what it's been programmed to crave.
Frustration makes me sob as I continue trying, chasing relief that stays forever out of reach. My fingers cramp. My wrist aches. Twenty minutes of futile effort that only makes the need worse.
When I give up, my pussy clenches harder than before, angry at the false promise. The empty spasms are violent enough to hurt, muscles cramping from the intensity.
Footsteps outside. Multiple sets. The other males have found my decoy. I hear excited sounds, clicks and rumbles the translator can't parse. Then confusion as they discover the subtle wrongness. An argument breaks out. They're trying to determine if it's real or a trap.
Then his scent hits. Musk and ozone, stronger than ever. My body responds instantly, fresh wetness flooding out. My pussy clenches in a different rhythm. Not desperate seeking but preparation. Recognition.
I hear his voice, that grinding rumble that translates to threat. The other males retreat quickly, crashing through underbrush in their haste.
Then silence.
I wait, body trembling. His scent moves toward my actual shelter. He knows where I really am. Has always known probably. The decoy was just a test to see if I could still think through the need.
“Clever deception.” His voice comes from below my tree.
“You left the materials.” My voice cracks on every word.
“The female understood their purpose.”
He climbs the vine ladder. No struggle, no slipping. His four arms work in concert, making the ascent look effortless. When he enters the hollow, his presence fills it completely. The scent intensifies until I can taste it. Copper and green and male.
“Day five,” he says. Those alien eyes track over my naked body, taking in every detail of my deterioration. “Damage visible now.”
I don't deny it. The inflammation is obvious. Tissues swollen and red. My body destroying itself with need.
“Decision time approaches.” He settles against the far wall, but even that distance isn't enough. His scent fills my lungs with every breath. “The body breaks or accepts assistance.”
“What kind of assistance?”
“Relief. Not claiming. Temporary reprieve from the worst.”
Another wave builds. I brace for it but this one is different. Stronger. My back arches completely off the floor. My pussy clenches so hard I taste blood from biting through my lip. The empty spasms make my whole belly convulse.
When it finally passes, I'm sobbing. Not from pain but from exhaustion that goes deeper than muscle and bone.
“Please.” The word escapes without permission.
“Tomorrow,” he says. His tail moves slightly, the tip swaying. “When the fungi makes skin hypersensitive. When prey thinks she has advantage.”
I look at the pouches tied to my thigh. He knows. Has known all along what I planned.
“Not angry?” I manage.
“Why? Female thinks tactically despite torture. This shows quality.” He shifts, and I see the bulges under his scales where his cocks press against their protective covering.
He's aroused too. Has been for days probably, watching me writhe and leak and beg the air for relief.
“Tomorrow, use your weapon. I permit it. Then learn why prey remains prey regardless of cleverness.”
He stands to leave, pauses at the entrance. “Rest if possible. Tomorrow the body receives what it requires.”
Then he's gone. His scent lingers, making my pussy clench harder than ever. My body knows relief is coming. Knows that tomorrow ends this torture one way or another.
I curl in my shelter, riding out waves that barely separate anymore. My pussy has become my entire existence. The empty, clenching, desperate center of a universe that's shrunk to just need.
Tomorrow. The word repeats with every clench. Tomorrow he'll fill me. Tomorrow this ends.
I should be planning resistance. Should be thinking of escape.
Instead, I'm counting the hours.