93. Noah
NOAH
The drive up here was torture for me as much as it was for her.
Every time we passed a turn off on the road, I wanted to pull over and bury myself between her thighs.
Her body was trembling and when I felt how soaked she was, it nearly pushed me over the edge.
It’s been a long two and a half months, and I get I needed to heal, but goddamn, have I missed fucking this woman.
Every time we would start fooling around, the muscles in my body would flex, and pain would shoot out from my abdomen. Sometimes it would get so bad that I’d get instant migraines. So needless to say, it’s been nearly three months since we’ve been able to have sex.
Fucking stab wound.
As I lead her up the steps, I can see the way she’s holding the blindfold.
I wasn’t lying when I said she was going to need it.
I will never forget the memory of her in the front seat of my truck.
Restrained, spread open, and completely at my mercy.
Fucking herself on my knife handle as my blood stained our skin.
She not only accepted my darkness, but she has her own, and I can’t wait to explore more of it with her.
When we first got here, I had to run upstairs to get everything set up and drop off my black bag.
It has everything in it that we will need for tonight.
The room is glowing with fake candles because I wasn’t fucking risking open flames in this house other than the fireplace.
There are rose petals on our new bed. I bought her favorite shampoo, conditioner, body wash, and bubble bath for after we’re done and need to clean up.
The bed was custom ordered with hooks on the headboard and footboard, so I brought new restraints for us in the bag.
There are also a few new toys I bought for her.
Plus, there’s one more thing that I’m hoping we can do tonight, but I’ll have to wait and see how this goes.
I’m honestly nervous as fuck about that part.
When we get to the top of the steps, it opens up to our bedroom.
I searched for homes for almost a month trying to find the right one.
She loves the open concept aspect, and this one was perfect.
The only rooms that aren’t open to the rest of the house are the two bathrooms, two closets, a large walk-in pantry, and the washer and dryer, which are built into a closet.
The bedroom is large. There’s a set of double doors off to the right that lead out onto the balcony that overlooks the backyard.
The moonlight is spilling in through the sheer curtains, making the room glow with the low flickering light from the fake candles.
I loved the small gasp she let out when she saw the room, letting me know she loved it.
The king-size bed is directly in front of us, and there’s a door to the left that leads to the master bathroom. I remove her jacket and let her go so she can explore our new room and see if she notices any of the details on the new bed.
She walks around running her fingers along the wooden support beams and along the banister. There isn’t a wall to close off our bedroom from the rest of the cabin, but the bed is far enough away from the staircase and banister that you can’t see it from the main floor.
“Can I open these?” she asks gesturing to the doors to the balcony.
“Of course.”
Her smile lights up the room, and it makes my heart beat just a little bit faster every single time.
I am definitely head over heels obsessed and in love with this woman.
Every time I look at her, it reminds me that I’m the luckiest man in the world.
How many people get to say that they ended up with their childhood sweetheart?
“Holy shit,” she says as she walks out onto the balcony.
It overlooks our backyard and a large pond.
There’s a floating path that leads to the a covered gazebo floating in the center.
It was one of the coolest things I saw when looking at photos of this place, and I paid extra for the owner to leave it.
It has a hammock and an outdoor couch to relax on as it gently sways in the water.
There’s a small fire pit out back with rock benches around it. There’s also a large back deck where we will be getting a new patio set and BBQ grill as soon as spring hits. I can’t wait to spend every weekend that we can up here with her. Maybe one day, when we retire, we can move here full-time.
There’s a small guest house out back as well and a fenced-in yard portion if we decide to get a dog. This place has it all. I wanted to get something that we could plan our future with. If we decide to ever have kids, I can always expand this place as well. No matter what she wants, we’ll do it.
“I love it here. It’s amazing.”
“I’m glad you love it. I was hoping you would.”
We relax in the silence until I feel her shiver slightly from the cold.
“Come on. Time for the rest of your surprise,” I tell her as I pull her back inside and shut the door.
The second the doors are shut behind us, I crush my lips to hers stealing every thought, worry, and breath she has.
I want the rest of the world around us to fade until it’s just us two.
Locked away in our own private bubble and this time, no one else knows where we are.
I haven’t even told Jeremy about this place yet, so there’s absolutely no way anyone can interrupt us. She’s all mine.
I take my time walking her backward to the bed until her legs bump against the edge. It’s taller, the perfect height for certain angles I plan on us trying, so I lift her up onto the soft, black comforter.
“Would you stop lifting…”
“Shush,” I hush her, kissing her deeper as I climb onto the bed and hover over her forcing her to lie back as I continue to kiss every inch of her body.
She’s so responsive. Arching her body into me as my lips move from hers, down her jaw, and along her throat.
The breathy moan she lets out vibrates against my kiss.
This woman does something to me. Every nerve feels like it’s lit up right now, and I hope that my pain levels stay low because there’s no fucking way I’m letting this stop tonight.
“Fuck, Noah,” she whimpers as I bite her neck then continue down, pulling the straps of the dress and exposing her chest.
Her nipples are hard and her pale skin is flushed a light red from arousal.
The moonlight makes her skin glow and it’s absolutely stunning.
I bite gently on her nipple as I tease the other, pinching it between my fingers as my tongue teases the other.
She writhes beneath me, her body already on the edge from the teasing I was doing on the way up here.
I wonder how many times I can make her come before she’s screaming for me to stop.
Maybe another time though. I don’t think either of us will be lasting long tonight.
“Please. I need more,” she moans as I slide the dress lower.
She lifts her hips letting me slide it fully off of her leaving her in just her thong, fishnets, and those black boots she loves.
“Patience, Willow. You know I’ll take care of you. I’ve just missed being able to worship your body, so let me enjoy this,” I say as I kiss down her stomach and nip the sensitive spot on her hips she loves.
“Fff…Fuck.”
Her body arches as her fingers grip onto my hair. It’s difficult not to just give in to her, but I ignore her pleas and continue taking my time doing exactly what I’ve been dreaming of for months now.
I keep exploring her body, my kisses and bites touching every inch of bare skin.
Small red bites are on her breasts, hips, and thighs.
Her eyes are closed, head tossed back against the bed, lost in the sensation of everything.
I still haven’t even touched where she wants me the most. I’ve let my fingers and lips get close letting my breath slide over the fabric causing her body to shudder.
I shift kneeling between her legs to run my hands up and down her thighs. She wraps her legs around my waist trying to pull me closer, but I’m still stronger.
“Do you trust me?” I ask her as I move over her once again grabbing her wrists and pinning her hands above her head.
“Of course,” she says smiling up at me.
“With your heart?”
“Yes.”
“What about your life?” I ask, and without hesitation, she responds.
“I trust you with everything, Noah. My heart, my life…everything.”
“I love you, Little Rabbit. I’ve loved you since the first day I saw you on that playground.
You were wearing overalls and your hair was done up in pigtails.
I pushed you on the swing because you were too short to reach.
You took my hand as we went back into the school and from the second you told me your name, I knew I loved you.
I will love you until we’re old and gray.
As we sit on our porch swing out front, and as our dogs play in the yard… Maybe with a couple of grandkids.”
Tears glisten in her eyes. We haven’t talked about kids or even the future, but all I know is whatever she decides, I’ll be happy as long as I’m with her.
“Grandkids?” she asks.
“If kids are what you want, we’ll have as many as we can.
But if you’d rather it just be us, I’d be happy with that too.
As long as I’m with you, I don’t care what our future holds.
You are my future. You’re my everything, Willow.
I’ll love you through this life and the next one, and the one after that, until this world ends. ”
A single tear slides down the side of her face and into her hair. Her eyes are shimmering as she stares up at me. I wish I could read her mind because I need to know what she’s thinking. When she sits quietly, my mind starts to panic.
Things have moved fast for her. She went from finally remembering me to killing her father then moving in almost immediately.
I know it’s been a lot for her to process, but for me, it was simple.
I’ve loved her forever. I always knew she was my one and only, so having her move in so fast was exactly what I wanted.
“What are you thinking about, Little Rabbit?”
“I wish I hadn’t missed out on so many years with you,” she finally says as more tears slip from her eyes.
“No tears.” I cup her face and kiss her. “We have our entire lives ahead of us. We’ll make so many memories that it’ll fill the void of those missed years when we were growing up.”
“How did I get so lucky?” she asks as I kiss her again.
“No, Willow, I’m the lucky one. The universe brought us back together, and I’ll spend the rest of our lives showing you just how much I love you.”
“I love you, too. Now kiss me. I need you, Noah.”
“As you wish, Little Rabbit.”