Chapter 19
My mind keeps going over the weird encounter I’d had with Neo. He is variably insane. What was his deal? Who does that?
When his lips fell to mine I was completely taken aback, just like Silas he took control, my body screaming for more.
I shouldn't want this, want them to control me, so why after everything do I crave for them to take me, just like in my dreams.
I knew one of them had left me the note, which one I’m not sure. Is it a ploy for me to trust them? Or is it just another one of Silas games?
I’d have to put it aside to encounter the cafeteria again today, Blaire seems to be possessive of Silas, that much is clear.
I didn’t want my stepbrother. He’s the last person I want.
His only job was to torture me for some sick twisted game he was playing.
Somehow I think Silas wants Blaire as much as I want him.
Explains a lot I guess,
Walking with my head held high I push open the doors to the cafeteria.
If I were going to survive Monarch Prep I had to show no fear, hard to do when my entire body is shaking thinking of facing Silas and his friends.
Rain waves over me, smiling at me. I wave back but not before my eyes connect with that table again.
They’re not hard to miss; there's only three of them sitting at one rather large table. Zephyr is surprisingly absent. Where does he go?
They make the hairs on the back of my neck stand up but I need to face them.
Show them I’m not afraid.
Marching right up to them, I stop clearing my throat.
Neo smiles up at me. “Well hello beautiful,” he coos the slight flirtation clear in his voice.
Silas doesn't budge, even giving me the courtesy of a look.
“Which one of you was it?” I demand, needing an answer to who forced their way into my room. Silas admitted to it but he could easily be covering for one of the others.
“I’m sorry what?” Neo tilts his head.
“You heard me who was in my room?”
“Are you accusing us of something Trouble?” Jagger smiles leaning back in his chair, his white shirt pulls across his chest revealing the ripped abs underneath, blush creeps up on my cheeks feeling slightly turned on by the glance at his body.
Stop it Tenley.
Suddenly Silas grabs my wrist, fingers digging into my skin when he tugs me down into his lap, wrapping one arm around me, holding me down. Preventing me from moving, let alone fight him off.
His other hand snakes up my neck wrapping his fingers around my throat, the threat clear in his grip.
“If I were you Princess, I’d be really careful of your next words,” he threatens.
Glaring at him, I clench my mouth shut. Forcing my words down.
“That's a girl.” Silas smirks, “You think you can come in here and demand answers? You’re nothing but a toy, something I’ll take out to assume myself with when I’m feeling bored.”
I swallow. Silas pushes me further into his lap until I feel the bulge poking into my ass.
God he’s getting hard. Why does his cock hardening under me turn me on? Knowing he can’t help but get hard with me in his lap.
“Say it.” His breath fans across my ear as his teeth bite down softly on my earlobe.
His hand slowly dips down my leg pushing my skirt up, revealing my panties underneath.
I try to close my legs but his hand forces them apart applying pressure to my clit.
Biting down on my lip I try to hold back the moan that's forcing its way out but Silas adds more pressure and then he moves my panties aside and dips his finger against my wetness.
“Fuck.” He groans. “She’s wet for us,” he murmurs.
A whimper escapes me as he circles my clit. I can feel his grin against my cheek as his hot breath continues to ignite the pressure inside me.
His finger works back and forth, adding pressure then drifting agonizingly slow over my clit.
Jagger watches. I have no clue if he and Neo or anyone for that matter can see what Silas is doing under the table but at this point I don’t care.
“Not so tough now are we Princess?” Silas breathes against my ear forcing another moan to slip free as he pushes two fingers inside me.
“Fuck, Bambi, watching you has my cock so fucking hard.” Neo groans and he reaches down, adjusting himself. Why does the thought of him enjoying what he sees make my pussy clench?
“Let them all watch while I remind you who’s in charge.” Silas hisses his teeth, nipping the skin behind my ear.
“Say it Tenley.” Silas hisses.
Silas picks up the speed, his finger moving swiftly over me burning the need deep inside me.
His cock pokes my ass and the thought of him inside drives me insane.
My body tenses against his, his lips drag against the back of my neck ghosting against the sensitive skin before they stop on my shoulder.
“Say it.” he demands again.
I’m so close. And this is just his fingers, god I can only imagine what his cock feels like. My eyes nearly roll to the back of my head, when Silas pushes a third finger against me.
Slapping my hand over my mouth to prevent any noises spilling out I come so hard as Silas keeps the pace not once letting up as his fingers drive me to the brink of insanity.
“I’ve had it with your attitude, Princess.” Silas hisses while he holds my body while it’s withering against him, my orgasm finally subsides.
I murmur the words he wants to hear. “I’m your toy.” Knowing I have no choice.
“Good girl,” he says, removing his fingers from my clit.
Jagger groans and so does Neo as they watch Silas lift his hand to his mouth licking me from his fingers.
“Fuck toy, you taste good. Maybe one day I’ll eat this pussy.”
I can't help but moan at his words.
“Just remember we’ve always been in charge. We control you, the cemetery is only the beginning Princess.”
Before I can open my mouth he taps the inside of my thigh.
“Run along, and don’t ever question us again. You are not in charge here Tenley.”
“Fuck that was hot.” Jagger murmurs, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallows.
“Go Tenley.” Silas’ raspy voice demands and with shaky legs I stand, catching myself against him when they give out slightly.
My brain finally kicks into gear, and I move away hating that he made me cum, that he made me feel. In front of everyone. Because even my step brother knows my body better than me, knows how to make me cum.
Scrambling away I can't help but glance over my shoulder at them, at him.
He smirks knowing he has me exactly where he wants me.
I’ll have to follow his rules, follow his demands.
It was them in the cemetery. It all makes sense now.
Rain catches up to me as I walk from the cafeteria.
“Are you okay?”
Wrapping my arms around myself I nod briefly before I lose control.
“Tenley?” Rain asks softly.
“It’s okay, it’s fine.” I lie. Because, I know being caught in their web is anything but fine.
Silas will do whatever it takes to destroy me, maybe that's what he enjoys, torturing others.
I have something on him I can’t use, because as much of an asshole as Silas is. I won’t out someone. Even if I know a man like Cranford would never approve of his son’s ways.
I’ll figure something out.