2. - – Tamsin #2
I send the message, and Griffin takes my phone so Jude can pull me down to his chest. I bury my face in his neck as he lifts his hips. “Scream for us, Sin,” Jude rumbles as he pulls his cock out. When he slams back into me, I cling to his chest.
“Fuck!” I scream. He does it again, but harder, and tears well up in my eyes. “Please! Hard. Please, fuck me!”
Jude suddenly switches and starts pounding into me as hard and fast as he can.
I moan and scream as I cling to him. I hardly notice Griffin behind me until Jude slows as Griffin pushes into my ass.
“Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Full. I’m so full,” I cry as Griffin pulls me up.
He wraps his arm around my body to hug me as he slowly buries his cock in my ass.
“You are crying, Sin. Do you want to stop?” Jude asks, holding my waist.
“No, no, no. Please no. God, it’s so good,” I moan. My phone starts ringing, and I whine when Jude hands it to me to hold.
“Hello?” Griffin answers when I accept the call from Blake.
“Jude? Where is Tamsin?” Blake demands. “Why are you with my girlfriend?”
“She needed a little help getting over you, little bro,” Griffin says, pushing his cock deeper in my ass. I gasp loudly, and Griffin groans as I tighten around him.
“Fuckin’ hell, I’m so full,” I moan, forgetting that he can hear me.
“What the fuck is going on?!” Blake screams into the phone.
“You knocked up her best friend, Blake. Did you expect her to forgive you?” Griffin asks as they both start to fuck me. “Don’t worry, man. Me and Jude are taking real good care of her.”
“Oh, God! Oh my God!” I yell out when they start to move in an alternating pattern.
Griffin leans forward, and I choke out a laugh when I see he’s now on a video call with Blake and Ally.
He grabs me by the hair and pulls me back enough that he can wrap his hand around my throat as they rail into me.
I have my hands on Jude’s chest, and I am moaning wildly.
“That’s it, Sin. You take us so well,” Jude praises me.
“Tell us, Sweet Sin. Who fucks you better?” Griffin asks, ramming into me so hard that my eyes roll back.
“You and Jude!” I cry. “Please make me come. Fuck, it’s so good!”
“We are going to put our baby in your belly one day, Tamsin,” Jude promises. “You want that, pretty girl? You want our baby?”
“Yes! Yes! Oh my God, please,” I beg. I look at the phone where Blake and Ally are. I don’t know why the fuck they are still here, but I stare them down as I say. “Please put a baby in me.”
You see, until this very moment, I never wanted kids.
And it wasn’t because I didn’t want them, I just didn’t want them with Blake.
I did not want to chance that he would hurt our children the way he hurt me.
No one knows how truly awful he was to me, besides Ally.
She knew how bad it could get, but I guess she didn’t care because they were fucking, and she thought she would be the one to change him.
She’s a fucking idiot because she will wind up in my spot one day.
She will be the one on the outside seeing her boyfriend get another woman pregnant.
She will be scared to say the wrong thing in fear of getting screamed at or threatened.
It was fear of him putting me through a fucking wall that kept me walking on eggshells.
When he was drinking, I just knew he’d kill me one day.
When I say that, the line immediately disconnects.
Both men chuckle as I am brought down across Jude’s chest again.
This time, their movements are more intentional.
They alternate strokes into my body as I moan and beg them to take me harder.
My belly more than just aches, but I love it.
I love them. I can see it now, all the ways they’ve always taken care of me.
For as long as they have been in my life, they’ve been the ones that I’ve turned to when I needed something.
When Dad died, they immediately came to me.
They did the same thing when Mom died. Hell, they helped me bury my childhood dog a few months ago because Blake was grossed out.
I want all the things with them that I refused to accept with Blake.
I want marriage, kids, and a life. A future.
By the time I come, I drag them down with me. They both groan and push deep as their thrusts falter. I am so full. I can feel every twitch of their cocks buried inside of me as they come. That feeling alone has me nearly in tears by the time they move me onto the mattress.
I drape my arm over my eyes and let them clean me. Not because I can’t do it myself, but because I love the way they take care of me. When they’re done, Jude lies in front of me as I am on my side, and Griffin snuggles in close behind me.
“We meant it, Sin. You are ours,” Jude tells me.
“Marry me,” I say, and he grins. “I obviously can’t legally marry you both, but… marry me. I always refused with Blake and claimed I was against legal marriage. I was adamant I didn’t want kids. I just didn’t want any of that with him. I want that with you. I want that with both of you.”
“Are you sure?” Jude asks seriously, cupping my cheek. “I’m going to be blunt here, sweetheart. Your dad just died. You are still grieving. If you can look back in 10 years and not regret this, I will marry you first thing in the morning.”
“Dad always did like you better,” I say with a smile. “He told me once that I picked the wrong brother. So. I think he would approve. But… Yes, I can look back from any point in my life and not regret either of you.”
“And understand that we will not hide our dynamic. We will both be your husband.”
“I want everyone to know that you two are mine,” I say.
“Good,” he says, kissing me. “Let’s get some rest. We have a big day tomorrow.”
“Okay,” I say with a content sigh and snuggle into his chest.