Irish Oath (Kerrigan Mafia #1)

Sienna

The man at the end of my bar had nursed the same whiskey for forty minutes, and I pretended not to watch him do it for thirty-nine.

He was good. I'd give him that. Easy in his body, settled, like he'd come into the world knowing every room would make space for him and had never once been proven wrong.

He walked in out of the cold with a friend, ordered like a man who'd ordered in a thousand bars, and said maybe nine words since. Nothing about him was wrong.

That was the thing that was wrong.

People came into a Tuesday-night whiskey bar on the north side of Chicago with a reason hung somewhere on them.

Lonely. Thirsty. Hiding from a wife, a boss, a Tuesday.

I learned to read the reason before they reached the stools, and once I'd read it I could stop looking, because a man I understand is a man who can't surprise you.

This one had nothing on him at all. No reason I could find anywhere.

And I'd stayed alive fifteen years by being allergic to men with nothing on them.

So I poured for the regulars, and I kept him in the corner of my eye where I kept everyone, and I waited to find out what he'd come in for.

It was a quiet night, which was the entire point of Tuesdays.

No live music. No private bookings. No industry crowd rolling in at eleven with nowhere better to be.

Just the regulars, the low light, the radiator ticking in the corner, the smell of good whiskey and old wood under the lake cold that shouldered in every time the door opened.

Kira ran the closing side work at the wait station, the only other soul still on the clock.

Four at the bar. Two tables. A room I'd built, brick by salvaged brick, to be a place where nothing ever happened that I didn't pour myself.

There were two of them. The one I pretended not to watch was the talker.

Dark hair, a jaw you could've drawn with a ruler, blue eyes that found things funny a half-second before anyone else got the joke.

Stupid good-looking, and the Irish accent did half the work for him.

His friend had broad shoulders and a scar down his right cheek, and he'd counted the exits and the bodies in the room before he was all the way through the door.

He hadn't stopped counting since. Men move like that for one of two reasons.

They've been soldiers, or they've been hunted. Sometimes both.

"Last call on the Madigan twelve, Danny." I set a fresh glass in front of Danny Kowalski, parked at the end of my bar every Tuesday for three years. "Two bottles left and I'm not cracking the new case till Thursday."

"You always save me one."

"I always save you one. Doesn't mean you shouldn't order it before I change my mind."

He pushed the glass over and I poured without being asked twice. Regulars were a rhythm. I learned it once and then stopped having to think, which was the closest thing to rest my particular nervous system allowed.

"Still don't get why it's not Byrne's," Danny said, the way he said it about once a month. "Your name's Byrne. Makes sense."

"Byrne's sounds like a hardware store. Madigan's sounds like somewhere you'd want to drink."

"Where'd you even get Madigan?"

"Most Irish name I could think of that wasn't already on a sign on this street."

He took that, because regulars take the answer they're given and move on, which is most of why I keep them. He went back to his glass and left me to the lie.

Because the name on my sign wasn't one I'd pulled out of the air.

It was my father's. It belonged to a family the world had buried a long time ago and a distillery that kept right on running without us, the way a business does, indifferent to who's in the ground.

Somewhere in the years of running, I'd worked out that keeping the Madigan name lit over a door, on the right bottles, in the right rooms, put eyes and ears where I needed them.

Claire Byrne, they called me here. A bar owner, nothing more.

None of the men drinking Madigan & Sons in the rooms that mattered knew they were toasting a ghost, and the ghost was always listening.

The Kerrigan family of Dunraven had drunk it the better part of a decade without once knowing whose memory they were raising a glass to. I'd know when it was time to stop being patient about that. It wasn't tonight.

The blue-eyed one was on his second pour of that exact whiskey, and he drank it like it had earned the respect.

He'd ordered it by name when he sat down. The Madigan twelve, neat, no hesitation. Like he'd been drinking it that way his whole life.

I set it in front of him. "Best thing on the shelf," I said, and meant it.

"You'd know that?"

"I know everything on that shelf. It's my bar."

The smile dropped for half a second into something I couldn't read, and I didn't like that I couldn't. He turned the glass to the light like a man who knew what he was looking at, drank, and shut his eyes for a second.

"Christ, that's something else," he said, low, almost reverent.

I don't know what to do with reverence. I went back to my closing work.

That was my father's whiskey he was reverent about.

My father had stood in that distillery in Dunraven and watched over every batch and talked about the peat and the water like it was scripture.

He put a bottle of the ten-year in my hands on my fourteenth birthday and told me that knowing good whiskey was knowing good character.

That a person who appreciated the craft of a thing was a person worth watching.

I'd turned that over a lot of times since.

I turned it over again now, watching a stranger appreciate the craft.

"Can I ask you something?" he said.

I looked up. He watched me the way I watched him. In no hurry. Like he had nowhere to be and didn't much care when he got there.

"Depends on the question."

"The name." He nodded at the bottle. "Madigan & Sons. You know the story behind it?"

Every muscle in me went still.

"No. Why?"

He shrugged, the smile staying put. "I'm from Ireland.

Dunraven, out west. Been drinking this my whole life.

Always wondered about the family behind it.

" A beat. Then he said it, light, like it was nothing.

Like it wasn't the worst sentence in the language.

"Heard they're all gone now. The actual Madigans. "

My stomach dropped. I caught the underside of the bar where he couldn't see my hand do it.

Cliffs on fire and the sea gone orange below them.

My father's hand clamped over my mouth, salt and smoke on his skin, his voice a growl against my ear.

The walls coming down. Men in the dark with accents I couldn't place.

His whole weight crushing me into cold stone, and the last word he ever gave me, the one he saved for when it got bad.

Run.

It came and went in less than a breath, and I stayed exactly where I stood with my face giving up nothing. Giving nothing away was the one skill the years had ground into me past the point of failure.

"That's what I've heard, too," I said.

He nodded, slow, turning the glass. "Shame. Whatever they were, they knew how to make whiskey."

"Yeah," I said. "They did."

I went back to work and didn't look at the pair of them more than I had to, and I ran the till twice because the first count came out wrong, which it never did.

Dunraven, out west. Half the west of Ireland was from somewhere near Dunraven.

It didn't have to mean anything. I told myself that a number of times.

When the scarred one stepped to the bathroom, the talker spoke again, easy, to my back.

"You're Irish."

"What makes you say that?"

"The way you pour. You don't measure. People measure, unless they grew up around it. Learned by watching." A pause. "Where are you from?"

"Chicago."

"Originally."

I held his gaze. Patient. And the patience was the part that put my neck on alert. "Does it matter?"

"No," he said, easy. "Just curious. I notice Irish."

"Occupational hazard?"

That smile. "Something like that."

The scarred one came back from the bathroom. He didn't sit. He put a hand on the talker's shoulder and leaned down close to his ear.

"We should go," he said, low. Not a suggestion.

The talker didn't argue. He just nodded, the easy way a man goes along with the sensible one without making a thing of it.

He pulled a credit card out of his jacket and set it on the bar. It was corporate, an Irish bank, a name I didn't know.

"Run that whenever you're ready," he said, and buttoned his jacket.

His friend was already at the door. The talker wasn't, not yet. He stopped and looked at the Madigan bottle still sitting between us, like it was a person he was saying goodnight to.

"My grandfather used to say the Madigans made the finest whiskey in Ireland," he said. "And he wasn't a man who handed out compliments." He glanced up, and the blue landed somewhere I hadn't braced for. "Whoever they were, they should know someone's still drinking it. Still thinking about them."

He turned and walked out into the cold, the door swinging shut behind the two of them, and the bar was mine again. Quiet. Closed. Safe the way I'd built it to be.

I stood there and stared at my father's name on the bottle and didn't move for a long time.

Someone's still drinking it. Still thinking about them.

I pressed my palm flat to the bar top, the slab of oak I'd found at an estate sale in Evanston and sanded down by hand, in the room I made so nothing would ever come through that door I hadn't poured myself.

"Yeah," I said to nobody. "Me, too."