Chapter 48 #3
“I know.” I shudder beneath her touch, barely holding on. “I’ve never been this engorged. If I don’t release some of this pressure, I won’t fit inside you.”
I press my forehead to hers, breathing hard.
“Please,” I whisper. “I need you, Lumi.”
Her lips part.
“Grind against it,” I beg, one hand braced in the moss, the other wrapped snugly around her hip. “Please—gods. I need to feel you melt on me just once.
“Yes,” she rasps without hesitation. “You don’t have to ask. I’ll do whatever you want.”
“Lay with me?” I whisper, relief flooding through me.
“Forever,” she whispers.
I ease us down onto our sides, facing each other. The forest floor cushions us, soft and cool against our skin.The vines slide slowly from her body, leaving her ready for me.
I drape her top leg over my hip, opening her to me. Her slick heat presses against the base of my shaft, and I have to bite back a groan.
“Wrap your fingers around me,” I rasp, guiding her hand back to the thick bulge of my knot. “Hold your rh?en’ka, Sael?n. And move with me.”
Her hand wraps around the top of me, and her hips roll forward along the bottom.
Thrahk.
Her thigh tightens around my waist as she does it again.
“That’s it, Sael?n,” I pant. “You feel that? That’s for you. I swell for you. I ache for you. There’s not a single part of me that hasn’t been rewritten in your name.”
I can feel her clench when I say it.
She rocks against my knot again, and I swear I see stars.
“Do it again. Show the gods who I belong to.”
She tries to speed up, but her body is so small compared to mine, she can’t get the leverage she needs... and I can’t hold back anymore.
I grab her ass in both hands and hoist her higher, sliding her across the slick shaft until her pussy is pressed flush against it—grinding against my swollen head again and again.
She gasps, her nails digging into my shoulders, with every pass. My knot is throbbing so hard it’s making me lightheaded
“Lumi—” My voice fractures. I nuzzle her neck, covering her in my scent. “I can’t hold it much longer.”
Her hips keep rolling, each glide steals another piece of my control.
“Sael?n, I plead. “Please. Let me give you this.”
She pauses. “Give me what?”
I guide my swollen tip down until I’m pressed right against her entrance without penetrating.
“This,” I groan. “Let me spill into you, Sael?n. Let me fill you with everything I’ve been holding back. My body—my soul—it’s already trying to bind to yours. I need to come—just once—so I can fit where I‘m meant to be.
Her breath catches, she reaches up with one hand and strokes my antler, her voice drops to a trembling whisper.
“I want to feel you leaking out of me, rh?en’ka. I want to be so full of your seed I drip with you for days.”
I choke on a moan. Holy thrahking vel’krakha. (Holy fucking shit.)
“Hold me here,” I adjust her hand on the most sensitive part. “Right there. Gods, yes—right there.”
Her hand slides from my antler to my lower back, keeping me aligned with her entrance as my movements get jerky.
“Are you going to fill your little human mate?” she teases.
I can’t hold back another second.
“Take it,” I growl, muscles locking. “Take everything, little mate.”
Hot, thick pulses of kaersin flood against her entrance—the first taste of what I’ve saved just for her. I shudder as the last of it spills across her swollen flesh, glistening in the moonlight like my own personal brand of silver god-fire.
Her body clenches as it coats her, streaking her inner thighs.
“Thrahk. Look at you,” I rasp. “Dripping in me.”
I dip two fingers into the cool liquid between us, gathering the offering I've left on her skin. She moans as I press it gently back into her.
“This is your version of a little?” She mumbles. “You're going to drown me.”
I chuckle as I continue to coat her from within. “It'll help you take me,” I murmur. “You're so tight, Sael?n. I had to prepare you... soften you... or I would have split you in half.”
She moans, hips bucking to meet my touch. I press my forehead to hers.
“Kaersin ves’kai Velorin. Veyr’kai ves skar.” (My offering keeps you safe. My bond makes you ready.)
She whimpers against my mouth, hands fisting in my fur, trying to pull me closer.
“Andrik... please.”
I’m shaking. Every nerve in my body is aflame. I pull my hand from between her thighs, glistening with the essence I’ve tucked into her.
I kiss down her jaw, her throat, feeling her pulse race beneath my lips. “I’m going to claim you now, Lumi. Make you mine in every way that matters.”
She reaches down, curling her fingers around me again, guiding me down.
The head of my cock slips against her slickness, and we both shudder. I push forward, and her scorching heat swallows just the tip—gripping me so hard I have to bite my tongue. I’ve never felt anything like this before, so soft and warm, but so thrahking small.
“I can feel every beat of your heart pulsing around my cock,” I rasp. “You’re strangling me, Sael?n. So tight I can barely move.”
Her legs lock around my hips, trembling with effort as she drags me closer, trying to force my cock deeper even as her body fights to stretch around me.
“Easy,” I whisper. “I’m already yours. I’ll give you all of me.”
I push just a little more, just enough to spread her open and feel her flutter around the very top of my shaft.
“Is this okay?” I groan, teeth gritted, trying to rein in Rh?ven’s urge to bury us to the hilt.
“More,” she pleads, her nails digging into my shoulders. “Please, Andrik. I need you.”
I thrust deeper, feeling her walls ripple and clench, fighting to accommodate my size. Each inch I claim makes her whimper. I press until I’m halfway in, her warmth swallowing me until my hips tremble with the need to bottom out.
“Look at you,” I groan. “Taking your rh?en’ka so perfectly. Your little pussy was made for this, wasn’t it?”
Godfire flares in response to the bond. A shockwave of light bursts from the ring surrounding us, curling upward until it arcs over us like a halo made from Northern lights.
She gasps, her gaze reflecting the flames. Her legs wrap tighter around my waist.
I brace one arm beside her head and press deeper, my breath hitching.
“Don’t you see, Sael?n?” I pant, eyes never leaving hers. “That’s fate sealing shut behind us. That’s the bond—our bond—making itself immortal.”
I lean down, cheek brushing hers.
“I’m home, Lumi. You are my home.”
I slip my hand beneath her thigh, lifting gently as I shift my weight. She gasps when I tuck her under me, her body cradled between my arms. Her hair fans out over the moss like a crown spun of midnight.
“I want to see all of you,” I murmur. “When I make you mine.”
Her lips part. She nods, and her legs fall wider as I press deeper into her heat.
She clutches my biceps as I press a kiss to her jaw, her cheek, her temple
“You’re doing so good, Lumi,” I whisper. “So perfect—so strong. I’m almost there.”
I bury my face in her neck, trembling with the effort it takes to hold back when everything in me is begging to shift.
“Solmira Serentha,” I whisper against her. (Our forever. Our thread.)
She whimpers, her hips lifting to take the last of me.
That’s it, little mate. Ves’thel?n kae veyr’kai... thrae’mora ael’saev ishkisha. (Let me sink into you, bond to bone, until nothing in me remembers anything before us.)
Her walls clench around me as I push the rest of the way in. A gasp escapes her lips.
“You’re inside,” she breathes. “All the way.”
I nod, my nose brushing hers.
“Every. Thrahking. Inch,” I rasp. “Feel how deep I am? That’s my cock pressed against your womb, Sael?n. There’s nothing between us now.”
She tightens around me in response, her thighs pulling me closer.
“If you were made for me, then you know you’re not going to hurt me. Quit holding back,” she moans.
I roll my hips, just once, and her whole body arches beneath me. The glide of her slick heat clenching around me nearly drives me mad.
“You’re so deep,” she pants. “You feel so fucking good.”
I draw out slowly, so she can feel every ridge, every vein dragging against every swollen nerve inside her, then sink back in, grinding until I can’t go any further.
“Do you feel that?” I groan. “The way you grip me when I pull out? Your body doesn’t want to let me go.” I thrust again, harder this time, and she cries out. “Is this what you want, Sael?n? To keep my cock locked inside you until the stars go out?”
She moans breathlessly, “I want you so deep the gods you always talk about will never be able to find you.”
“Thrahk,” I snarl. My hips snap forward involuntarily—burying myself knot-deep—sending her flying backward on the moss. Her gasp turns into a cry, and I have to catch her with both arms as she trembles beneath me.
“Thal?n—sorry, sorry,” I pant against her throat, kissing her wildly. “I’ll slow down.”
“Don’t you dare,” she groans, rocking her hips up to meet mine.
She drags her nails down my back. “You’ve waited so long, Andri. Take what you need. I want you to.”
I lift onto my forearms, bracing myself above her, eyes locked on her face. “You’ll tell me it’s too much?”
“It is too much,” she whispers, eyes glittering from the godfire. “And I love it. I need it.”
A broken sound tears from my throat. I thrust again. And again. Each time deeper. Each time harder to stop. Her eyes roll back when I grind my pelvis against her clit.
“There,” she cries out. “Right fucking there, Andrik.”
Her face twists in pleasure, her breath catching with every pump of my hips.
My hand slips between us, circling her clit with my fingers, matching the rhythm of our hips. Her mouth falls open.
“That’s it, little mate,” I whisper. “Let me feel you fall. Let the gods hear you come all over your Rhavari.”
“Deeper. Please,” she moans against my chest.
I growl low in my throat and reach down, grabbing the back of her thighs. Her eyes widen as I fold her in half, pressing her legs toward her chest until her knees brush the moss on either side of her ribs.
I sink deeper, and she screams.
I glance down, completely transfixed, watching my thick shaft disappear into her small body, her soft pink flesh stretched obscenely around me.
Gods above—this angle. I’m buried so deep, I can see the bulge of my cock pressing against her lower belly.
“You see that?” I rasp. “That’s me, Lumi. All of me.”
I reach for her hand and slide it down over her stomach, guiding her palm over the firm swell beneath her skin.
“Feel that?” I whisper, grinding my hips forward with a slow, punishing thrust. “That’s me moving inside you. That’s how deep your body is taking your Rhavari, baby.”
Her breath stutters. She moans helplessly as I rock again, letting her feel every inch of it ever beneath her hand. Her fingers twitch over her own skin, tracing the shape of me.
“So deep,” she whines. “You’re so deep, Andrik. I can feel you everywhere.”
She clutches at my shoulders, her fingers latching onto my fur.
“You were made for me,” I growl, rutting slow and deep now, grinding against her swollen clit. “And I’m never letting you forget it.”
My hips snap harder into her, the sound of our bodies slapping together echoing through the god-lit circle.
Her cries grow louder as her head thrashes from side to side. I drop my mouth to her throat, kissing, biting, sucking.
“Let me feel you come,” I beg against her skin. “Please, Lumi—I want to fall with you.”
Her legs quiver where they’re pressed to the ground. I reach between us and rub tight circles over her clit—desperate now. My shaft is covered with her vaelis, dripping down to my knot.
I want her to lose control. I need to watch her break apart on me.
“Come on my cock,” I beg. “Let me feel this perfect pussy strangle me when you drench me.”
Her body tenses beneath me, every muscle seizing.
“Andrik, I'm gonna come—I’m gonna—”
“Soak me. Mark me. I want to wear your pleasure like a scar,” I grunt.
Her scream echoes through the trees as her orgasm crashes through her.
She clamps down on me so tight I can barely move— her walls squeezing in slow, greedy pulses milking my cock until she pulls me into my own release.
“Thrahk, Lumi. I’m gonna come—” My voice is wrecked. “Kaersin’kai vesthra,” I snarl into her throat. (Take my seed. Take all of me.)
I bury myself as deep as I can possibly go and come so hard my vision whites out.
Wave after wave of cold release floods her womb, so much that it has nowhere else to go, and leaks where we're joined down her thighs.
“That's it. Milk it from me, Sael?n. Let the forest watch while I pour every drop I’ve saved into your greedy little pussy.”
She whimpers at the feel of it—the coolness of my release against her scorching flesh.
“So much,” she breathes, one hand fisting the moss. “It's so much...”
I collapse over her, catching my weight before I crush her. My forehead presses to hers, our breath mingling in a swirl of fire and ice.
“You’re kaemorin, Lumi—bound to me forever,” I rasp. “Veyr’sel?n ishkai mor?n.” (You were always going to ruin me.)
“Yours,” she agrees, her hand coming up to cup my face. “I've always been yours.”
Everything is perfect. But then I feel it—the burning behind my eyes.
My restraint falls away as the seconds tick on.
The knot at the base of my shaft swells harder, desperate to lock us together.
I clench my jaw against the rising tide, trying to hold on to this moment, this gentleness, but the shift is coming whether I want it or not.
“One more kiss before I become your beast?” I manage, my voice already roughening.
Her eyes widen, “You're going to shift... now?”
I nod once.
She reaches up and cups my jaw, pulling me down into her. Our lips meet, so soft at first. But it deepens quickly. Urgent and feral. Her teeth catch on my lower lip. My tongue slips deeper. My hands tighten on her thighs. The vines around us tremble.
My spine snaps, lengthening as I arch over her. My voice isn't mine anymore. “Hands and knees, rh?la’ne.” (beast-bound one.)
She blinks up at me, pupils blown wide.
“Now.”
She scrambles into position, glowing in the arc of godfire still burning above us. I tower over her, breath frosting in the air.
Her scent—thal?n, that sweet thrahking scent. My cock is never going to be soft again.
My claws dig into the moss next to her hips.
You let him make love to you...
Now let me show you what it means to be taken by your rh?en'ka. The command hisses into the bond.