17. Jordan
Jordan
Ispent last night holed up in my room, reading about gay guys’ first sexual experiences online, and I’m not happy.
I’m not happy at all. A lot of them mentioned how painful bottoming was, and that really upset me.
It shouldn’t be like that. Butt sex is a big deal, and the last thing anyone should ever do is have it with a prick who doesn’t know what they’re doing.
Call me old-fashioned, but first-time anal is not the sort of thing you should do with someone you don’t know well.
Orion doesn’t really know many gay guys, so I think it might be best if he just holds off on the whole getting fucked thing for a while.
That’s another thing that’s been upsetting me. Orion has never said a word about his preferences, so I don’t even know if this is going to be an issue for him. I’m his best friend, and I literally don’t know if he’s a top, bottom, vers, or side.
Surely that’s the kind of thing the person closest to you should know?