Just What She Needed (Illicit #1)

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Rock and roll has no beginning and no end because it is the very pulse of life itself.—Larry Williams

Flashing yellow lights warned of the school zone ahead, and Rhett eased up on the accelerator.

Even if the lights hadn’t been activated, she would have slowed out of habit.

Not only did she drive the same boring route to work every day, she'd endured twelve years of incarceration in the faded orange brick buildings on the Claiborne Public School campus and was well aware of the traffic snarl in that area each morning and afternoon.

As she crested the small hill at the back of the school’s property, she kept an eye on the bus headed toward her.

Just as she suspected, the driver disregarded her nondescript white Dynasty and made the left turn into the school like she wasn't even there. Rhett hit the brakes and prayed no one would come over the hill and rear-end her. Though she knew the bus driver couldn’t see her, she aimed a malevolent glare in that direction, angered by the way the children’s safety was put in danger.

She made a note of the number on the bus but knew deep down she wouldn’t call the school district to report the driver.

She never did things like that, much as she knew she should.

As always, progress down the narrow two-lane road was slow as cars halted to deposit glum children, or stopped at the crosswalk as teachers made their way from the faculty parking lot across the road.

Impatient at the delays, Rhett checked her wristwatch – the clock on the Dynasty’s dash was broken – and sighed.

Even held up by school traffic, she was going to be early for work.

Par for the course, though. No one ever worried about Rhett Davis being late for anything.

One of her pet peeves was people who made a habit of showing up at least ten minutes late, whether it be a family dinner or a job.

As irritated as tardiness made her, she was pretty sure her arriving early for everything was just as annoying to others.

Todd had always bemoaned the fact that they were the first guests at any gathering, insisting it was rude to the hostess.

Rhett had always responded it wasn’t nearly as rude as being late, and he never argued with her.

After twenty-four years of marriage, he knew which battles to pick.

She finally cleared the school zone and joined the long line of vehicles waiting to turn left onto the busy highway.

The rhythmic click-clunk of the turn signal serenaded her since the car's radio crapped out at the same time as the clock. Or maybe they were connected. Rhett had no idea. Todd had been the family mechanic and kept the aging Dynasty and his monster of a truck running well beyond the time they should have become scrap metal. Since his death ten months ago, the car had declined at an alarming rate. Rhett's neighbor, Sam Harris, told her just two days ago he thought there might be an electrical problem. His somber voice and sorrowful face indicated it was a dire situation. Rhett knew she should trade it in before it was completely worthless, but she didn’t need a car payment. Even if she threw in Todd’s truck, she figured she couldn’t get more than a couple of thousand in trade-in for both.

A new car, even if it was a pre-owned model, would take a substantial bite out of her paycheck.

Todd’s life insurance money was still sitting in the bank, right where she parked it as soon as she got the check.

A separate policy with the mortgage company paid off the house, and one of the benefits of Todd’s job with the city had been a burial policy that covered the funeral expenses.

That life insurance money would be used to take care of taxes, homeowner’s insurance, and any repairs on the house.

Okay, there was more than enough to buy another car, but a lifetime of living from paycheck to paycheck left her terrified to spend any money she didn’t have to.

After forty-two years of being just one catastrophe away from residing in a cardboard box, she wasn’t going to blow anything in savings, no matter how much might be there.

Her salary as a receptionist for Metal Specialties covered her day-to-day living expenses but wouldn’t stretch to pay for another vehicle.

One hand rose and rubbed the skin between her eyebrows, an attempt to smooth the scowl that accompanied the thought of her job.

Working there made her life a living hell, but she was damned if she'd let it give her frown lines, too.

She longed for the years she spent as Traffic Manager for the local cable television company.

The repetitive routine of scheduling commercials now seemed restful even though she once considered it the most stress-inducing job on the planet.

Despite all the aggravation, it was a piece of cake compared to what she had now.

It had been a dumb idea to quit the cable company after Todd died, but she wanted to make her life as stress free as possible, and being a receptionist sounded like the perfect solution.

Before her first full day at Metal Specialties ended, she learned the definition of receptionist had done a one-eighty since she last worked as one back in high school.

In addition to answering phones and directing calls, she found herself typing contracts, filing, and making travel plans for the sixteen executives in the office, as well as being responsible for accounts receivable.

Damn it all, that’s not what a receptionist did.

Those were the duties of trained secretaries and financial type people, not the woman who answered the phone and made coffee.

By the end of her first week she’d been close to emotional collapse, worse than the days following Todd's death.

Her daughter, Lilith, had been pragmatic.

“Mom, just quit if you hate it that much. There’s no reason for you to work anyway, right?”

Well, thank God Lilith’s degree wasn’t in financial planning with that attitude.

Rhett was proud of her twenty-four-year-old daughter, and pleased she worked at what she loved, teaching eighth-grade science in one of Fort Worth’s private academies.

But Lilith just didn’t seem to understand her mother’s situation.

She seemed to think, as so many others did, that Rhett would live comfortably on Todd’s insurance, a lady of leisure with no worries in her head.

No one had any idea of the reality of the financial uncertainty of being a relatively young widow.

Not that they cared. Rhett’s tiny circle of friends faded away soon after Todd’s death.

Screw ‘em. She didn’t need them anyway. Much.

After negotiating the turn onto the highway without getting creamed by an eighteen-wheeler or a teenager late for class, Rhett saw the squat, flat cinderblock building that housed the offices of Metal Specialties coming up on her right.

It crouched in the crushed limestone parking lot like a malevolent toad, the gray metal door at its center a hungry mouth just waiting to grab her and send her straight into the bowels of hell.

A few ostentatious luxury cars were already in the parking lot, and she knew no matter how early she was, the owners of those cars would be annoyed since she hadn’t gotten there at the ass-crack of dawn to prepare their coffee.

What an unpleasant bunch of arrogant assholes with their tailored suits, power ties, and carefully gelled hair.

The car got closer and closer to the building, but instead of slowing, it speeded up.

Rhett didn’t even stop to question her actions as she depressed the accelerator and shot by the office at ten miles an hour over the posted speed limit.

All she knew was that she was tired of solitary lunches, unending work she wasn’t qualified for, the condescension of her co-workers, and the view of the parking lot from the window next to her desk, a view that was more and more frequently blurred by tears.

She’d be damned if she ever set foot in there again.

She uttered a nervous little laugh and gripped the steering wheel so tight her fingertips tingled.

Hell, this felt good! In fact, she hadn’t felt that good since before the horrible work accident that took Todd’s life and left his best friend Jack in a wheelchair.

With a burst of exhilaration, Rhett realized the woman she had been before tragedy struck was still alive and kicking, and ready to start living again.

Maybe Lilith was right. After all, the kid had a college education.

And her husband worked as a financial analyst, so why should Rhett be so quick to reject her advice?

Maybe it would be okay to live on that insurance money for a while.

After all, it’s not like she’d never find any other job ever again.

Shoot, she was still a beautiful woman, maybe not as beautiful as the knocked-up homecoming queen Todd married while they were in high school, but still a looker.

If nothing else, she could move to Dallas and become a high-priced call girl.

Shocked at the idea, Rhett laughed aloud.

Well, and why not? She was only forty-two years old and still had a huge chunk of her life ahead of her, wide open and waiting for her to grab it and shape it into what she wanted.

Yes! She pumped her fist in the air and smiled.

The rear-view mirror showed the hated office growing smaller with every revolution of the tires, and Rhett rolled down the window.

The early March breeze caressed her cheeks and whipped through her hair.

She didn’t know where she was going, but she would look tousled and sexy when she got there.