Chapter 19
As Kaden and Joe made their way to the top floor, Kaden’s heart was racing.
The events of the last few weeks had been overwhelming.
Had he got his head around everything? Hell, no, but one thing he knew for certain was that he wanted Joe.
He’d never been as attracted to anyone before and…
Kaden gulped. This is real, isn’t it? Joe hasn’t done something to make me like him as much as this?
They went into the bedroom and Joe turned to face him. His eyes widened as he looked at Kaden. “Are you all right?”
No, but he’d never admit that. And not being all right wasn’t going to stop him kissing Joe.
Kaden closed in. He slid his hand into Joe’s soft hair, held onto the back of his head and rubbed his fingers along the edge of his hairline.
If this was going to work, he had to stop thinking about what had happened after he’d rescued Joe from Lixian.
Not think about what was in Harris. Joe was here in front of him, looking, sounding and feeling human.
Looking, sounding and feeling…great. More than great.
And Joe was staring at him as if he knew exactly what was going through Kaden’s mind.
Before doubts could gain traction, Kaden kissed him.
Joe’s lips parted and as Kaden felt his whispered exhale, fire roared through his veins.
Within seconds, the kiss turned insanely hot.
Their teeth clashed as they consumed each other, hands clutching desperately wherever they could, finally reaching under clothes, and they both groaned as they spread their fingers on warm skin.
Kaden could feel the ridge of Joe’s cock wedged against the length of his.
They could do what they’d done before, but Kaden wanted more.
He wanted to fuck Joe, drive him to the point that they lost their minds, except Joe hadn’t ever done that…
And it wasn’t as if Kaden was an experienced top.
Even so, the idea of burying himself inside Joe was all consuming.
Was this how Joe had felt when he’d surged into Kaden’s mouth? It hadn’t been a sexual thing and Kaden hadn’t agreed to what Joe had done, but now he could at least make sure what Joe wanted.
“What do you want to do?” Kaden asked.
“Do?”
Kaden had his hand at the front of Joe’s neck and could feel how fast his pulse was racing.
“What do you want to do?” Kaden repeated, stroking his thumb up and down Joe’s throat.
“I want you inside me.” He released a shaky breath. “Is that all right?”
“Joe!” Is that all right? For fuck’s sake…
“I’m sorry.”
Kaden had to stifle his laugh. He stepped back and pulled off his T-shirt.
When Joe’s fingers fumbled with his tie and the buttons on his shirt, Kaden moved to help him, his mouth instinctively finding its way back to Joe’s.
Having chests bare was not enough and Kaden didn’t stop until all their clothes were gone.
Joe was still skinny but he ate plenty so maybe his metabolism was fast. Kaden pulled Joe down onto the bed, wrapped himself around him and they kissed and kissed and kissed.
I love kissing him! When had he ever thought that about any guy?
Kaden’s excitement was heading off the scale.
Their bellies were wet with precome. Even if he managed to get into Joe without coming, and that was possible, he suspected he’d only last seconds.
Kaden ran his finger over the tip of Joe’s shaft and Joe gasped and bucked his hips. Precome was dribbling down both their cocks and Kaden used his index finger to rub it all over Joe’s shaft while Joe clenched his fists and moaned.
“I think I’m too close to do more than this.” Kaden edged forwards so he could take both himself and Joe in his hand. “Put your hand around mine.”
Joe did as he asked.
“We’re so wet, we don’t even need lube,” Kaden said with a choked sigh.
He moved his hand slowly, sliding from the tip down to the root and then back again.
“Oh… Oh… Ah… Wh… Ka…” Joe was incoherent, his eyes closing, then opening again as if he couldn’t bear to miss looking at Kaden.
“It feels so good,” Joe mumbled.
Joe rocked forward into Kaden and Kaden let go for a moment to spit into his hand before holding Joe again.
Joe’s hand tightened around his. When he brushed his thumb over the head of Joe’s cock, Joe babbled even louder, which made Kaden even more aroused.
He didn’t want to come yet and he didn’t want Joe to come either so he kept them both on the edge for as long as he could.
The moment he felt himself get too close, he slowed his pace and he kept Joe with him.
“Enough,” Joe gasped. “Please.”
“Nearly,” Kaden whispered. “Oh God. Feels so perfect.”
He tightened his grip and Joe pressed his face into Kaden’s neck, gasping against his sweaty skin. Kaden brought his other hand down Joe’s back, over his arse and then pressed his wet finger against the entrance to Joe’s body.
“Please,” Joe pleaded, though Kaden doubted he knew just what he was pleading for.
He pushed a little harder against the muscle barrier and as the tip of his finger slipped inside, Joe’s breathing turned ragged.
Come shot out of Joe’s dick all over Kaden’s hand and both their stomachs. As Joe let out muffled cries, Kaden worked himself harder, his breathing as frantic as Joe’s. A few strokes later, he was adding his own come to the mess.
They lay wedged together, both breathing heavily as they stared into each other’s eyes.
Kaden’s heart was pounding. This was different.
He’d never felt anything like this before.
Though Joe was looking at him with such a look of amazement that Kaden wanted to laugh.
When Kaden brought his hand to his mouth and licked his fingers, Joe opened his mouth like a little bird and Kaden scooped up more of the come between them and fed Joe.
Joe’s guttural groan as he sucked made Kaden’s cock pulse again.
They kissed themselves down from the high only to wind back up again.
“Want a bath?” Kaden asked. “I think we’ll both fit.”
“Yes, please.”
Joe’s politeness made Kaden smile. He pushed off the bed and went into the bathroom to start the water running. There was shampoo and bath gel so Kaden squirted gel into the running water. The bubbles formed quickly.
He turned when he heard Joe at the door. He looked…a beautiful mess, his hair all over the place, come smeared on his mid-section, a smile as wide as his eyes.
“I’ve never had a bath.”
Joe stepped into it and Kaden tugged him down to sit between his legs.
“Where have the bubbles come from?”
“That bottle.”
“They’re fun.” Joe scooped some into his hand and was going to taste them before Kaden stopped him.
“You can’t eat them.”
“They smell like the drink I had in the club. Pineapple and coconut.”
“You still can’t eat them. They won’t taste good. We’ll smell of pineapple and coconut when we get out.”
“Then I can lick you.”
Kaden chuckled. “If you like.”
He ran his hands down Joe’s arms, then down his chest, his cock nudging Joe’s arse. Kaden wasn’t yet hard again but Joe was. Joe’s head dropped back to Kaden’s shoulder.
“I can feel your ribs,” Kaden said.
“I suspect I’ll always be thin. Do you mind?”
“Of course I don’t.”
Kaden teased Joe’s nipples and Joe squirmed. The more he squirmed, the more Kaden and his cock liked it.
“Why does that feel so good?” Joe moaned.
“There are places on your body that react more than others.” He put his mouth around Joe’s ear and Joe grasped the sides of the bath.
“Oh, ooh, oooohhhh.”
Kaden couldn’t help himself. They might have only just come, and he wasn’t sure he could come again quite yet, but Joe was rock hard. While he sucked at Joe’s ear, he grasped Joe’s cock in his fist and began to jerk him off.
“Oh fuck, you are so sexy,” Kaden whispered.
Feeling Joe fall apart in his arms was everything. He held him tight against his chest with one arm and worked his cock with his other hand.
“Kaden… Kade… Kade…”
Joe’s shortening of his name was something new. No one had ever done that before. Joe was trying to thrust into Kaden’s fist. He called out “Kade,” once more and then he was coming and it was glorious.
Kaden thought Joe would fall asleep once they were dry and back in bed, but he didn’t.
He licked Kaden all over, telling him he was finding all his erogenous zones.
Kaden hadn’t realised he had so many, hadn’t realised that having the back of his knee licked would ignite him like a firework.
And when he did his own exploration of Joe’s body, taking particular interest in the crease of his backside, Joe groaned and whined into the pillow.
“Do it,” Joe urged. “Please.”
So Kaden got lube and a condom and made himself take his time preparing Joe. Lots of lube, one fingertip, one finger, slow and careful while Joe gasped and panted, letting out breath after shuddering breath as he clutched the sides of the pillow.
“Are you okay?” Kaden whispered into the back of Joe’s neck, his whole finger deep inside Joe’s body.
“Thought you were bigger.”
Until Joe turned his head and smiled at him, Kaden was about to… “Now you develop a sense of humour?”
“Feels good.”
Two fingers made Joe gasp but Kaden was slow and careful.
“Can I be on my back?” Joe panted. “I want to see you.”
“Yes.”
While Joe turned over, Kaden rolled on a condom. His fingers were shaking.
“It might hurt a bit at first,” Kaden said. “Then it won’t.”
Joe nodded.
“Push back against me. That’ll make it easier.”
Joe nodded again, but slower, his gaze fixed on Kaden’s face.
Kaden was slow and careful as he pressed into him, watching every flicker of Joe’s expression, every intake of breath. Joe’s breathing sped up and he clenched his fists. Kaden pressed his forehead to Joe’s as he gave Joe time to adjust.
“More,” Joe whispered.