Chapter 15
Chapter Fifteen
Irina
My heart is steady as Nikolai helps me out of the bath. He wipes the water from my skin with purpose. We both know what’s coming next. He’s going to claim my body. I’m no longer going to be an innocent little girl. It’s time for me to become a woman.
After how much Nikolai has shown he cares for me, and how much he has protected me, I know I’m done being scared of him. I want to trust him so I’m choosing to by giving him my body.
And if I’m being honest, I want this too. Nikolai has shown me pleasure in the past and I want to experience it again. I’m ready to stop fighting what’s happening between us. Nikolai is my future and I’m going to embrace it.
Once he finishes wiping the water away, he stares down at my naked body. “You almost died tonight.”
“I know. And you killed for me.”
“And you killed someone yourself.”
“I know,” I whisper.
He settles his hands on my waist, neither moving up or down. Just right there. “You’re mine, Irina. You’ve never been more beautiful.”
I gasp escapes my lips as he kisses me. It’s a powerful, all-consuming kiss that leaves me breathless. I can’t think, which is a good thing. It means I don’t have to think about killing that man tonight. I can put it behind me. I can be free in Nikolai’s arms. In his own darkness.
He picks me up bridal style and carries me to our bedroom. I’m not nervous at all as he lays me down on the bed. Deep down, I knew this day would come.
He stands up, staring down at my body with a darkness in his eyes. I’m the innocent virgin and he’s the dangerous man ready to claim me.
Without a word, he grabs my legs and pushes them against my chest and parts them so he can see all of me. He’s had his mouth on my most intimate area before so I’m no longer nervous. I want Nikolai to look. I want him to see me for me.
He caresses his hand between my breasts down to my stomach. A soft exhale leaves me. Goosebumps break out on my skin.
“You are perfection,” he murmurs, making me blush. No one has ever given me a compliment like that before. “I am going to take care of you, baby. But I’m also going to make you mine. I’m not going to be gentle exactly. But I don’t want to hurt you either.”
“You’ve shown that you want to protect me. I’m not scared anymore.”
“Good. Because I’m going to push your body tonight.”
With those words, he brings his fingers to my right nipple and flicks it. I gasp. A flare of arousal seeps through me. My wetness coats my inner thighs.
Nikolai smirks, knowing full well what he’s doing to me. His thumb continues to roll my nipple around. It’s so sensitive that it almost hurts but it also feels good that I don’t want him to stop.
“I want to savor this moment,” he says as he leans down and kisses between my breasts.
I arch into his touch. His lips find my other nipple.
I cry out when his tongue runs along my breast. I never knew that someone playing with my breasts like this would be so addicting.
Another flare of arousal hits me and I can’t stop myself from shifting around. My hips arch up of their own accord.
Nikolai lifts his head. “You’re antsy, baby.”
“It’s just… a lot.”
“I know. I’m going to make you feel so fucking good.” His eyes darken even more as he kisses down to my stomach, making me sharply inhale.
He parts my legs further and places his face right between them. I remember exactly how this felt. How good. How all consuming. This time around, it’s no different.
Nikolai’s lips find my nub and roll it around.
I can’t stop myself from crying out. My hips buck up.
He tightens his hold on my thighs, keeping me in place as he pleasures me.
The deep growl that escapes his mouth only makes me feel hotter.
It’s like fire is coursing itself through my entire body. I’m not sure I’ll ever escape it.
He licks me harder and harder. I’m breathless. My head whips around and my hips arch up. I can’t control myself. Getting lost in this moment is all I can think about.
Nikolai lifts his gaze to mine as he continues to run his mouth along my folds. It’s like he’s trying to eat me out from the inside. Trying to consume literally every part of me and I’m powerless to stop it.
His tongue finds my entrance and sinks into me. My moan is loud in the room and I don’t even care. When his hands grip my thighs tighter, I feel like I’m going to lose it. Being this consumed by him.
I can sense my orgasm getting closer and closer but before I can reach it, Nikolai pulls back. “What are you doing?” I whine.
He only smirks before bringing his hand between my legs. His fingers find my clit and press down. The extra pressure is just what I need. His eyes capture mine and never let go as he plays with my body.
In one quick motion, he brings his finger to my entrance and pushes it inside me. A slight flare of pain hits me but is quickly replaced with pleasure. He moves his finger back and forth, stretching me.
“How does it feel to be fucked by my hand?” he asks in a dark voice. I can only moan softly. “Irina. Answer me.”
“It feels good. And a little scary.”
“My cock is even bigger. You need to be ready for it.” He pushes another finger inside of me. My inner walls clench down on them.
Nikolai stands above me, gazing down at my body like he’s going to consume every part of me. His fingers are relentless inside of me. No mercy. He’s claiming me as his tonight.
“It’s too much,” I whine but my hips arch up anyway. The pain and pleasure of it all is something hard to ignore. I need this while I can’t stand it at the same time.
“It’s not too much. Feel my fingers inside of you. Stretching you. Getting you ready for my cock. That’s it, baby. Just let yourself feel.”
My hips buck up like crazy. They roll around and arch into his hand. Nikolai keeps a steady pace, knowing he has complete control over me.
“That’s it. Let yourself go, baby. Fuck.” Hearing him sound just as affected by this as I feel is exactly what I need.
The pressure of my orgasm builds and builds inside of me. When he brings his thumb to my clit and presses down right as he pushes his finger deeper inside of me, I can’t hold back any longer.
“Nik,” I gasp out, my body shuddering it’s release. He continues to play with my clit before removing his hand from my body. I lay on the bed, breathing heavy, gazing up at him.
Nikolai’s fingers are stained with blood. I blush when he brings them to his mouth. “I’m going to truly take you tonight, baby.”
I watch him as he undresses. First his shirt, then slacks, then lastly underwear.
I finally get to see all of him. His chest is a thing of beauty.
All sculpted and pure muscle. My eyes flick lower to his erection, which is on full display.
It’s a lot bigger than I thought it would be but despite the slight fear that enters me, another gush of arousal hits me, telling myself I’m ready for this.
He kneels on the bed and grabs my ankles, bringing them up around his shoulders. There’s nowhere for me to hide.
“Nikolai?” I ask as he pauses.
“You are mine,” he says, right before he brings his erection to my entrance and enters me. I don’t even have time to process it. I cry out from a mix of pain and pleasure as he sinks into me. Nikolai doesn’t stop until he’s fully seated inside of me.
The low growl that escapes his mouth only makes me hotter.
I can’t stop myself from whimpering.
“I know it hurts, baby. But it’s going to feel so good.” That’s when he thrusts his hips forward, somehow entering me deeper. My cry gets caught in my throat.
Nikolai grips my ankles and holds on tight as he claims my body. His hips roll around, allowing his length to touch every part of my inner walls. I’ve never felt this full before in my entire life.
“Oh,” I moan, even though it’s mixed with pain. The pleasure coursing through me is masking the worst of the pain and allowing me to be in this moment with him.
“That’s it,” he says darkly, thrusting his hips harder. His erection is merciless, claiming every inch of me, and yet, I don’t want this to stop.
His eyes never leave mine. Nikolai is going to implant himself into every part of my being.
In one quick motion, he brings my legs down to his waist and leans over me, bringing our bodies fully flush together. Every thrust of his hips makes his chest move against mine. My nipples are so sensitive, it’s almost painful.
In this position, he can press his forehead to mine. Our lips meet in a messy kiss. We’re both breathless and neither one of us seems to care.
He rolls his hips around, not quite thrusting. I’m able to feel even more of him like this. Feeling bold, I grasp his back and hold on tight, my fingers digging into his skin. He hisses but only deepens our kiss.
Pulling back, he gazes down at me with his dark expression. “Come for me, Irina. I need to feel you come on my cock.”
“I’m not sure…”
“You can.” He pulls out of me and rolls me onto my side before moving behind me.
“Nikolai?”
He brings my leg around his hip before thrusting back into me. I cry out. In this position, he’s able to reach around my body and press his fingers to my nub. Another flare of intense arousal hits me.
Nikolai thrusts into me from behind while playing with my clit. It’s too much to handle. I can’t think. I can barely breathe.
“Come for me,” he says into my ear, pressing down hard on my clit. My hips have a mind of their own as I move forward and back. Sweat covers my neck. I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to escape this fire within me.
Just as I think that, Nikolai flicks my nub and thrusts into me deeper at the same time and it finally sends me over the edge.
“Nik,” I cry out as my second orgasm of the night washes over me. He groans, claiming me even harder. I gasp when he pushes me onto my stomach and takes me from behind like an animal. He’s losing control. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen him get this unhinged with me.
He holds my hips in place as he truly fucks me. This isn’t love making anymore. It’s Nikolai’s way of making sure I know I’m his.
With one more thrust, he groans and shudders as his own release hits him. He sighs and leans over my body, planting kisses along the back of my neck.
I wince a little when he pulls out of me. Nikolai didn’t hesitate to take me hard tonight.
I roll onto my back and gaze up at him as he gazes down at me. His cock is stained with my blood. I’m no longer the innocent virgin I once was.
Instead, I have become Nikolai Volkov’s wife, truly, once and for all.