Chapter Eight
Felix
April: Two Months Ago
My dick has never been harder. It would be inappropriate to stroke myself in the middle of the street, right?
Watching Bennett fix my car was the singular most erotic experience of my life.
I had no clue what he did under the hood after we got back to my car with the parts he needed, but he wiped his brow with his T-shirt, flashing me his abs three times; his biceps flexed during the repair no less than six times; and when he slid out of the driver’s seat of my car after he’d jumped it and started it with a satisfied smile, I threw myself at him.
I literally launched myself through the air and ended up in his arms. And like the fucking sex hero he was, he wrapped me in his arms and pulled me against him as he kissed me and groaned with a rumble in his chest that vibrated my entire body.
“I want you,” I said. “Now.”
He smiled against my lips as I pawed at him. “Don’t you want to go to lunch first?”
“Lunch is the last thing I want. We can order in after the sex.” I grabbed the back of his head, keeping his lips against mine.
“I want more than sex with you,” he said, setting my feet back on the ground.
“I know, but we’ve already had how many almost dates at the bar? Thirty?”
“Twenty-six. I’ve been to see you twenty-six nights at the bar.”
“More than enough. Please,” I said. “You look so sexy that I might just blow a load in my pants from continuing to stare at you while you work.”
He grabbed my face with both hands. “I will never be able to say no to anything you want from me, Felix.”
“Then take me inside and give me what I want, alpha.”
He took a step back, turned off the car, and gestured toward the house. “Lead the way.”
I gripped his hand and pulled him along behind me, kicking my shoes off as soon as we’d crossed the threshold.
I pointed to the kitchen and living room on the right.
“This is my apartment, bedroom is this way,” I said, dragging him to the hallway on the left.
He laughed and inhaled deeply through his nose.
“Fuck, I can smell how bad you want this, handsome.” He grabbed his dick and squeezed.
“For once, I like that very much,” I said, his reaction only increasing my confidence. At this point, it was more than clear Bennett wanted me, but his visible desperation was still an added confidence boost.
I turned around and stepped into him when we entered the bedroom. He pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it aside as he walked me backward toward the bed. I pulled at the hem of his shirt, and he lifted his arms for me, letting me take it off in between kisses.
“My God,” I said, practically moaning at the sight of Bennett’s chest and abs. “You’re a fucking dream.”
Slick leaked out of me and my dick ached, pressing against my jeans. Bennett inhaled sharply before pulling me against him and scenting my neck again. “Mine,” he growled.
Oh, he is definitely a possessive motherfucker.
“You’re going to make me permanently smell like you if you keep that up,” I teased, arching into his touch.
“Good.” He kissed along my neck and down my chest, stopping as he noticed the piercing on my right nipple. He flicked his tongue over it and I moaned.
“Oh, I really like this,” he said, looking up at me as he gently pulled the barbell between his teeth. He flicked his tongue over my nipple. “Any other fun surprises?” He looked down at my dick with a smirk.
I chuckled. “You’re a kinky fucker, aren’t you?”
He grabbed my dick through my jeans and squeezed. “You’ll just have to wait and see.”
I moaned and pressed my hips into his hand. “Sorry to disappoint, but I only have the one piercing.”
Bennett ran his hands up my sides and pulled me closer as he lowered his mouth to my piercing and sucked my nipple into his mouth with fervor. “Fuck, I could suck on you all day,” he said, moving his mouth to my other nipple as he pinched the piercing lightly.
My head fell backward and I pushed down on his head. “If you want to suck something, suck my dick.”
He chuckled and sank to his knees, grinning at me as he undid my jeans and pushed them down my legs.
My erection pressed against my boxer briefs, and he kissed me through the fabric before looking up at me again.
“I’ve wanted to be on my knees for you since the moment I first saw you,” he said earnestly, causing a flicker of emotion to run through my chest.
“Not very alpha of you,” I said, threading my fingers through his hair as he pushed my briefs down.
“Is taking care of my omega’s every need not exactly alpha behavior?” He gripped my cock and I groaned at the contact. He brought me to his mouth and circled his tongue around the crown, making my dick leak.
“Not in my experience,” I said, suddenly realizing that I couldn’t remember Ryder ever getting on his knees for me. He’d sucked my dick occasionally, but always in bed and never in a position that suggested he was anything other than the alpha in charge.
“From now on, I’ll make sure you’re treated the way you deserve to be treated,” Bennett growled.
Slick ran down the crack of my ass, and Bennett reached between my legs, pressing two fingers against my hole.
He brought his wet fingers to his mouth and smiled, gently sucking them clean. “You taste so perfect.”
He rubbed his nose against the scent glands on each of my inner thighs, and his chest rumbled with a possessive growl. “Mine,” he said again before engulfing my cock in his mouth.
Yeah, he can fucking have me.
He sucked me deep into his mouth, the tip of my dick hitting his throat and I grabbed the back of his head to brace myself. He licked and sucked like he was savoring every inch of me.
It was downright intoxicating.
My eyes caught on the movement of him pulling his long, thick cock out of his pants. He groaned as he wrapped his hand around his shaft and started stroking himself.
My ass clenched, empty and wanting.
“I want you to fuck me,” I said.
Bennett squeezed the base of my dick and pulled his mouth off me. “I’m not going to be able to do that if I keep tasting you. Are you sure that’s what you want?”
“To be fucked by the hottest guy, I’ve ever seen?” I asked sarcastically. “Yes, you sexy alpha, I’m sure that’s what I want.”
He laughed and stood up, cupping my face as he lowered his lips to mine. His hair brushed against my cheeks, making me shiver. “If you keep being sassy, you’re going to get fucked hard. Your tone really turns me on.”
I smiled against his lips. “Prove it.”
Bennett picked me up, tossed me onto the bed, and crawled over top of me, bringing his fingers immediately to my ass as his dick dripped pre-come onto my stomach. He pushed two fingers inside me and wiggled them around, stretching me and opening me up. “Mmm, you are so ready for me, handsome.”
“Yes,” I moaned, clenching around his fingers. “More.”
Bennett added a third, and I fucked myself on his fingers, desperate to be full of him.
“Stroke me,” he commanded, lighting me up with arousal. “Condoms?”
I grabbed his dick in one hand and the back of his neck in the other, pulling his mouth against me and shoving my tongue between his lips. I writhed beneath him, desperate for more, whimpering in need as he thrust his fingers in a steady rhythm that made me want to fall apart.
“I haven’t been with anyone since my last test. I’d rather take you bare.”
He growled. “Fuck, yes. Same. I want to watch my come drip out of your ass.”
I squeezed his dick. “Then get inside me.”
He paused and stroked his hand through my hair. “You’re sure it’s not too soon? We still haven’t been on that date.”
“It’s definitely too late to ask me that,” I said with a laugh. “I want this, Bennett. I want you.”
He kissed me again and grabbed his dick, lining himself up at my hole. “Fuck, I want you more than I want air.”
He pushed inside me and I moaned loudly at the stretch. “Yes,” I cried. “Have me. Give it all to me.”
He pushed in until his balls hit my ass cheeks and kissed me. “Good, handsome?”
“So good,” I moaned.
He lowered his mouth to my nipple piercing and swirled his tongue around the barbell, breath labored as he fucked me with abandon.
I gripped the sheets in both hands and thrust up to meet him, my dick leaking on my stomach.
Bennett buried his nose in the side of my neck, scent marking me as he grabbed my dick and stroked me.
“I’m going to come,” I yelled
“Shit,” Bennett groaned. “Me too, but—fuck—my knot is swelling.”
“Give it to me,” I moaned, as my ass clenched for more. I was ready to burst and still I wanted that knot like it was the answer to all of life’s problems. “I need it, Bennett. I need to be filled with your knot.”
“We’ll be stuck here for a while,” he said, pumping into me.
“Please, alpha,” I whined.
“Fuck yes, you can have anything you want,” he yelled, slamming into me.
His body jerked with his climax and the stretch of his knot at my entrance combined with his hand shuttling up and down my cock made me come in thick, hot ropes right along with him.
I spilled between us and he scooped it up with his fingers, licking up every drop of my come like it was the best thing he’d ever tasted.
He rolled us onto our sides, chest to chest, kissing my shoulder and nuzzling my neck again.
I was pretty sure I was going to smell like Bennett for months after just one day together.
“I’m sorry. I don’t usually knot unless I’m with an omega in heat,” he said, kissing my shoulder softly again. “I should have known it was a possibility with you.”
“Don’t be sorry. It feels amazing,” I said, wiggling on it and groaning as ripples of pleasure ran through me. My dick gave another pulse and Bennett grabbed hold of my shaft, squeezing gently.
“Do you have other omegas?” I asked, looking down at his chest.
Bennett lifted my chin up to meet his eyes. “No. I’ve dated casually before, but there is no one else currently in my life.”
“Oh, okay,” I said, trying to play it cool. “That’s good to know, I guess.”
Bennett gripped my hips and moved me around on his knot. “This is all yours, so there better not be anyone else in your life either. I’m not interested in casual with you.”
I laughed. “I knew you’d be a possessive fucker.”
He softly bit my shoulder. “I never have been before. But yes, I do think that with you, I’m going to be a possessive fucker.”
“Has there ever been anyone serious for you?” I asked.
“No,” Bennett said. “I’ve never found anyone I felt serious about.”
I nodded.
“What about you?” he asked. “I assume it was serious with Ryder?”
I took a deep breath and wound a strand of his hair around my finger. “Yes and no. We were on and off in high school, but he got into drugs when we were young and I broke up with him over it repeatedly.”
Bennett ran his hand across my cheek and kissed me softly. “What changed?” he whispered.
“My dad died when I was nineteen,” I said.
“He was a firefighter and got trapped in a burning building. After that, I was in so much pain, my mom and Clara were a mess, and I was screwing around with Ryder who was always using, so I just kind of had this fuck it moment and let him teach me how to shoot up. It was an incredible high that took away an incredible pain. I was an addict before I knew it. Heroin was my drug of choice, but I’ve probably tried it all at this point. ”
“Why’d you quit?” he asked.
“Clara. She begged me to for a long time and I didn’t want to hear it.
She came over to Ryder’s apartment one day and he hit her.
I was so high, I could barely see straight, but I remember watching the blood from the cut on her forehead and realizing what my decisions had done.
I went to see her the next day. She let me detox at her house and helped me get into rehab.
My mom had given up on me long before that. ”
“How long did you use?”
“About two and half years. I’ve been sober for almost three years now, just in time for my twenty-fifth birthday.”
Bennett smiled. “Mmm, looks like I snagged myself a younger man. I just turned twenty-eight.”
“What a salacious age gap indeed,” I said, pulling him against me and nuzzling into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.
“I won’t use again. I know a lot of people say that and the cravings end up being too much for them to resist, but I don’t have nearly as many cravings as a lot of addicts.
I know my triggers. I don’t visit Clara in Crescent River much because when I see the places where Ryder and I used to get high, that activates the itch, but my day-to-day life is pretty low-risk in terms of triggers.
I’ve figured out how to keep it that way and how to handle the cravings when they do pop up. ”
Bennett kissed me softly. “I’m glad for you, and I want you to know that I want all of you. If we’re going to keep seeing each other, then you can be honest with me about anything, especially about your recovery. I won’t judge you, and I won’t leave you for struggling.”
“Thank you,” I said, sighing in relief as he scent marked me. “That means a lot.”
His knot started to deflate, and I whimpered as I realized our excuse to lie here in bed and forget the world was running out.
“Are we still on for our Friday date?” I asked.
Bennett laughed. “I’m annoyed I have to wait two more days. I’m going to have to stay at the garage late tonight to make up for all of this time away, but I’ll be at The White Fang before you close up.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I know you can take care of yourself. But maybe just let me take care of you too?”
“If it makes you happy,” I said.
“It makes me very happy.” He leaned forward and gave me the softest, most sensual kiss of my life.
If this isn’t happiness, then I don’t know the meaning of the word.