Chapter Twenty-Five
Bennett
June
I rolled over in bed as light shined into our room and pulled Felix’s back against my chest. We were wearing only boxer briefs, and it was getting harder to ignore the way it felt to have his skin against mine, specifically the way it made my dick ache all night long.
We’d been bonded for a week, and in the few days since we’d been home from the hospital there had been no sign of Ryder and Calvin.
I was starting to think they’d both run off.
Julia hadn’t been found yet either. Maybe she was with them, or maybe she’d gotten spooked and left town.
She clearly knew something she wasn’t supposed to know—or at the very least was spilling secrets she probably wasn’t supposed to spill.
Felix was recovering well, and his broken leg was the only thing that still caused him difficulty.
He was able to get around on the crutches, but he was anxiously awaiting the walking boot he was going to receive next week.
If all went well, he’d be able to wear that and bear weight on his leg again.
He seemed most excited about going back to work and putting all of this behind us.
I wasn’t quite as ready to leave the bubble of our house as he was.
I’d closed the garage since Calvin’s disappearance, and I had no desire to go back there yet.
I liked the lazy days with Felix at home.
We’d never gotten to spend this much time together watching TV and playing games.
I had no idea that Felix was an absolute shark at poker until two days ago, and learning new things about him filled me with joy in a way that I desperately needed after almost losing him.
Being betrayed by Calvin, not just in business but in his participation in Felix’s overdose, made me feel like an idiot.
Despite multiple conversations with Reid and Wyatt about it, I still wasn’t feeling great about myself.
I knew I should have fired him a long time ago just based on his work ethic, but I had no idea what he’d been doing in my shop, or how many people would now be expecting something from me in his absence that I wouldn’t be providing.
Do people think I know what’s been going on?
Or do they just think I’m stupid enough to have missed it all these years?
They’d be right about the latter, but it’s embarrassing all the same.
“I think I’m going to rebrand,” I said as Felix rolled over to face me. I knew he was awake; it was just one of the many new things I could feel through our bond. I loved every sensation and feeling of his that I got to experience with him.
“The garage?” he asked sleepily. He rubbed his eyes and I kissed his forehead.
“Yeah. There’s a spot over near the lake that’s been for sale for years. I think I’ll sell the place I have and buy that. It’s smaller, but I don’t need all the space I have now, and then I can rename the place. Maybe do a grand reopening event or something.”
“You want to distance yourself from Calvin?” He wrapped his arm around my waist and his hard cock pressed into mine.
At least I’m not the only one perpetually horny. This bond needs to be consummated.
“Yes. I never made the garage my own. I ran it just like Tom did. I didn’t even change the name from Tom’s Auto. Do you know how many tourists ask me if my name is Tom?”
Felix laughed. “I think it’s a great idea, Bennett. You deserve a place that feels like your own.”
“Reid can probably create a new logo and a few signs for me. If they ever catch Calvin, Wyatt could issue a statement making it clear that I was not involved and announcing the change in business. I make enough on my appointments alone. I don’t need to hire someone else to do detailing.
At least not right away. I feel like this is what I need to do.
The thought of going back to the garage as it is, where I got the call about your accident…
” I shuddered. “I genuinely don’t think I can do it. ”
“Then let’s build something new for you. I’ll help with anything you need on my days off.”
I lowered my mouth to his and gently parted his lips with my tongue. He moaned, and I pulled him closer, rutting against him. “I need you,” I said, reluctantly leaving his lips to scent his neck. “I don’t know how much longer I can hold back.”
“You can have me, you know,” Felix said. “I’ve been telling you that for days. I’m not going to break.”
“Let’s go shower,” I said. As badly as I wanted him, I was terrified that fucking him and claiming him the way my body wanted to would still be too much for him. A setback in his recovery because I couldn’t keep my dick in my pants would gut me.
Felix rolled on top of me, grinding his hips and pressing our cocks together. “Fine, but we’re going to have sex in there.”
I groaned as he shoved his tongue in my mouth. I pulled him closer, meeting his tongue stroke for stroke, despite the hesitation I still felt.
“Stop worrying about me, Bennett,” he whispered.
“Impossible,” I mumbled around his mouth.
“Then trust me to know what I can handle,” he said sternly as he pulled back and offered me his hand.
“Okay,” I said, taking it and letting him pull me out of bed. I followed him to the ensuite bathroom where he started the shower.
He pointed to the jetted bathtub. “When I get this cast off, we need to use that. I can’t believe we haven’t used it yet.”
I laughed. “Oakley comes over to use it when I’m at work sometimes. She claims it’s amazing, but it came with the house and I’ve never used it.”
Felix’s jaw dropped. “Not even after a long day of work when your muscles are all sore?”
“Not even then.”
“We will fix that quickly. I’ll sit in there and massage your front while the jets take care of your back,” Felix said, stepping closer and pulling down my briefs. “I’m going to teach you how to relax once in a while. And since you can’t say no to me, I expect this to be a successful endeavor.”
“We’ll see. I’m going to have to draw the line somewhere,” I said looping an arm around his waist and holding him against me.
He laughed. “Yes, please. Make sure you draw the line at your own relaxation, weirdo. I have to pee before we get in.” He lowered the waist band of his briefs to free his dick.
A shot of arousal zipped down my spine as I remembered our impromptu experience in my truck. I palmed his dick, the waistband snapping back in place as he let go. “Or…maybe the shower is the perfect place to explore the fact that I get really turned on watching you pee.”
He lifted an eyebrow. “I thought maybe that was a onetime thing.”
“It can be, if that’s what you want. But the thought of you having a full bladder to relieve and the chance that you might moan or sigh in relief when you let it go? Yeah.” I took his hand and placed it on my throbbing dick. He ran his hand down to the base where my knot was already swelling.
“You knotted me our first time. Was it because we’re true mates and your body was reacting to our first time together?” he asked.
I nodded. “I think so.”
“Your knot is swelling right now. To consummate the bond?”
“I think so,” I said, swallowing thickly. “I’m not exactly an expert on alpha dicks and how they respond to true mates, handsome. Your guess is as good as mine.”
He whimpered and the scent of his arousal combined with the way I felt it through the bond made my dick pulse in his hand. He smiled. “You want to engage in watersports, Bennett?”
I ran a hand through my hair. “I mean, probably not in the truck again, or on furniture. But yeah, the shower seems like a good place to do that.” I bit my bottom lip feeling slightly unsure.
This was a big ask, I hadn’t even known I’d like it until that night in my truck.
If a partner had asked me to do this before Felix, I would have said no.
I lowered my mouth to Felix’s chest and pulled his taught nipple into my mouth, playing with the barbell with my tongue.
“If you’re not into it—” I said
“Oh, I’m into it,” Felix said with a proud smile. “I just really like hearing you ask me for something for a change. Ask me for what you want, alpha.”
My cheeks warmed. “Felix, can we please experiment with pissing in the shower? Maybe I can just watch you this time.”
He grinned. “Oh, babe, you can hold my dick and help me through it. I’ll do just about anything you want.”
I growled and pushed his briefs down as I walked him backward into the shower.
I stopped kissing him long enough to help him prop his leg on the built-in bench we’d been using to keep his cast out of the water and I covered it with the plastic cover they’d given us when he was discharged.
My dick ached, and I gave it a quick pump as I met Felix’s eyes.
He squeezed his thighs together slightly. “I really have to go,” he whined. He grabbed his half-hard dick and squeezed the tip as if holding back his piss stream.
I don’t know if he’s playing this up for me or not, but holy fuuuck.
“Please, with the water it’s so hard to hold it,” he whimpered, meeting me eyes. “Can I go now?”
I stepped into his space, pressing him against the wall and thrust my hips against his. I reached between us and gripped both our cocks in my hand. “Not yet,” I growled.
Felix’s eyes widened in excitement and the thrill that shot through him ran through the bond and straight to my dick, making it twitch in my hand.
He tipped his head back and closed his eyes while I stroked us. “That feels so good, Bennett.” He bucked his hips up into my hand, chasing his arousal as his dick fully hardened. “Oh fuck,” he moaned. “I really need to piss.”
I kissed him softly, still jerking us as my knot swelled, my entire dick throbbing against his.
His stomach tightened and his jaw dropped open as he moaned loudly in relief and the scent of urine filled the air between us.
I looked down at my hand, watching piss shoot out of his dick as I stroked us, the arch of his stream high, and hitting me in the chest.
“Oh my God,” I moaned, pumping my wrist and watching Felix’s face as the ecstasy of relieving his bladder filled his features. “You’re so hot, baby. Keep going.”
Fuck it’s such a turn-on watching him let go. I could stop stroking and come just from the look on his face.
He smiled and met my eyes, moaning as the stream died down. “Please make me come, alpha.”
I dropped my dick and squeezed his as the last few spurts of piss hit the shower floor and Felix started pumping his hips into my fist, his erection even harder than before.
“Goddamn it, Felix,” I said. “I can never say no to you, even when it’s for your own benefit.”
He put a hand on my cheek. “I promise I can handle it, Ben. Please, make me come and then let me drop to my knees for you.”
I pressed my forehead to his. “I’ve got you, handsome.” I reached between us with my other hand and played with his balls, relishing the sounds of his pleasure and the buzz of his impending orgasm that traveled through the bond.
“Oh, fuck, Bennett,” he cried out as his body stiffened and his come coated my hand. I stroked him through his orgasm before taking my come filled hand and wrapping it around my own dick, using it as lube to jerk myself.
“No,” he whined. “I want you.”
“You’re not getting on your knees with a broken leg,” I said sternly, moaning while I pumped my wrist. “Fuck, I think I need to piss too.”
Felix looked around the shower, his eyes gleaming as he looked at the bench. “Just slow down.”
He maneuvered himself so he was sitting sideways, his mouth at my waist. “Give me that cock, alpha.”
He grabbed the wrist of my hand holding my dick and pulled me closer, taking my cock and quickly sucking me into his mouth. My need to pee conflicted with my need to come as the warmth of his mouth surrounded my cock.
Shit, is this what it feels like for him? Holy hell, this is amazing.
Felix chuckled and took my dick out of his mouth. “Yes, that’s what it feels like.”
I peered down at him. “Can you hear my thoughts through the bond?”
He shrugged. “Not in words. But I could feel your question.”
“Unbelievable,” I moaned, pushing my hips forward. “Fuck, I need your mouth, baby.”
Felix sucked me to the back of his throat, and I groaned loudly as I gripped the back of his head and pumped into his mouth with abandon.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck, I’m going to come. Or pee. No come. Definitely come,” I yelled. “Not in your mouth, just in case.”
Felix griped my dick and pulled me out of his throat just in time as my come covered his face. I growled, at the sight, possessiveness making me shudder through my orgasm.
“Pee on me,” Felix said, staring at me with wide eyes. “Make me yours, alpha. I’m yours.”
My cock pulsed and I moaned as piss quickly rushed through my dick and shot out all over his chest. “Fuck, fuck,” I said, trying to cut off the stream.
“Keep going. Mark me, alpha,” Felix said. The desire on his face made it impossible for me to deny him and I glanced between his legs where he had his hard cock in a vice grip, jerking himself rapidly.
I let go, sagging forward as the pressure released. It was utterly fucking orgasmic and I moaned loudly as my stream continued to hit his chest and stomach.
“Yes, yes, more,” Felix begged, his wrist shuttling up and down his cock as I aimed my dick at his nipples. “Yes,” he yelled, another load flying out of his dick and landing on the bench in front of him.
I aimed the rest of my stream at his lap and smiled at the look of bliss on Felix’s face. “That was so fucking hot,” he said. He lifted his arms. “Help me up.”
I chuckled and pulled him into my arms, helping him to balance his leg on a clean section of the bench. “I can’t say I thought I would be a watersports person, but I assume the verdict is more of that?”
Felix pressed both hands to my chest and a hard kiss to my lips. “Hell yes, babe. So much more of that. It’s so fucking primal and raw.” He groaned. “I love it with you.”
“I love everything with you, Felix.” I scent marked him over our bonding mark and he nuzzled his face into my neck.
“Bennett, can I claim you too?” It wasn’t unheard of for an alpha to be marked by his omega.
Many omegas felt possessive and wanted their alpha to have an obvious sign to the outside world that they were claimed even though the only type of bite that created an actual bond was that of an alpha or a beta claiming their partner.
Officially, Felix’s bite would do nothing to me. Emotionally, it meant everything.
“I would love to be claimed by you,” I said, kissing his head.
Felix licked my scent gland gently before sinking his teeth into my neck. I moaned loudly as he sucked on me, and my half-hard dick shot another small load on the shower floor.
He released me and scent marked my gland before returning his lips to mine. “I love you so much, Bennett. Thank you for finding me.”
I wiped his wet hair off his forehead. “I’ll find you in every single life, Felix Kipling. Forever and always.”