Chapter 24
Violet
Idon't know what time it is, but it feels like hours go by before Adler comes back into the room.
I can't talk, I can't move, my eyes are blurred with tears, and every hole in my body hurts as I’m forced into more orgasms than I can possibly count. I try to fight them, my body so worn and used that I can’t handle more, but the toys trapped inside of me won’t let up.
They buzz around inside of me, driving me so far into madness that my mind is nothing but hazy and cloudy.
I've learned my lesson.
Adler says nothing while he unstraps my limbs and pulls the toys from me, he even massages my jaw when he pulls the large gag from my mouth, and I gag around it as my mouth is finally freed.
My body just falls limp on this leather bed and I curl in on myself, feeling exhausted and pained.
I stare up at Adler while he puts the various toys away, saying nothing to me while he cleans them and puts them neatly on a shelf across the room. “You didn't fuck me…” I state.
Adler spins around, smiling wickedly at me. “You didn't earn it.” He says with a casual shrug. “You can stay in here if you’d like, but don’t try to get in my bed without a shower. You fucking stink.” He says flatly before leaving me alone in this sex dungeon.
It takes me a while; my muscles feel like they're refusing to work. Every time I try to move my muscles scream at me and it feels like my legs buckle with any weight I apply. I end up having to crawl my way back to the bedroom after a few hours.
Adler is sound asleep, sitting up in bed and surrounded by paperwork, even still wearing his reading glasses.
I smile as I admire him, the beautiful man that in just a few days I will have to give up. He's so strong, terrifying, demanding, and all-consuming. But like this, sound asleep, he looks peaceful. I've never actually seen him sleep, only felt him beside me.
I like it.
I drag my ass to the shower, scrubbing myself so thoroughly that my skin is red and slightly stings. I'm just desperate to get the layers of cum and sweat from my body and wash off every last trace of that lube from my skin.
I think that lube will haunt my nightmares for the rest of my life.
When every inch of me is clean and lotioned, and my hair is in its usual braid, I make my way out into the bedroom.
Adler looks so beautiful sound asleep; I'm really going to miss him.
I slowly climb up on the bed, ignoring the paperwork and his laptop all around us. I'm careful not to wake him while I lean forward until we're chest to chest and I can finally press my lips to his.
His lips are soft and warm, igniting fire and need within me. My body can't handle another touch or another orgasm, but Adler is different.
I kiss his sleeping lips several times, smiling against his while I bask in breaking the only rule I had left. The only rule that would help hold me together when this month is over in a few days.
Adler slowly puts his hands on my waist, holding me close while continuing our kiss. I feel his hands lightly dig into me, pulling me closer until we're chest to chest. There isn't an inch of space between us, just our bodies and our mouths finally together.
I feel his hands slide up my bare back, gripping me as if he's trying to make sure I don't back away from him. He keeps going until one hand tightly holds onto the back of my head.
His lips melt into mine perfectly, feeling like this is what I should have been doing all along. I shouldn't have been watching my rules and trying to create distance, I should have just enjoyed the little slice of heaven that I had while I had it.
Adler sits up higher, laying me back while climbing on top of me, our kiss never breaking while he maneuvers us. His tongue slides across my lips, asking for entrance that I gladly give him.
Our kiss gets more heated, more needy while our tongues tangle and fight for the dominance I know he already has over me. All while I feel him freeing his cock from his pajamas and slowly sliding into me.
I whine at the feeling, so sensitive and so sore that I want to cry, but I need this. I don't think I could deny him if I wanted to. “Shh, I know, I know. We're going to go nice and slow.” He murmurs against my lips before diving his tongue back into my mouth.
He takes his time sliding into me, being cautious of how sore I'm feeling. He backs off when he feels my thighs tense and just slowly slides inside of me.
This feels different, better. Every inch of his cock that I take I feel like I'm breaking. All my carefully built walls feel like they're crumbling as he slowly enters me.
“You're doing so well, kitten.” Adler almost whispers against my lips. I moan against his mouth, tightening my hold on him even further. It feels like it would physically burn me to be away from him right now. That I'd cease to exist if he wasn't so close.
Adler slowly rocks his hips into me, never pulling our bodies too far apart. He simply grinds his length inside of me.
At the same time that our bodies never stop touching, neither do our lips. Our kisses only break long enough for a desperate gasp of air, diving back in the moment we've collected ourselves. This feels like everything I've ever wanted in my life.
I keep my arms so tightly around him that I'm sure my limbs will cramp, but I don't want to be away from him. Based on the way his hand is holding and stroking the side of my face, he feels the same way.
I'm slowly building toward an incredible orgasm, his softness driving me insane and his kiss having me feeling drunk.
I moan into his mouth while I cum, wrapping my legs tightly around his waist while he slowly fucks me.
“Eyes on me.” He insists when I feel myself start to tighten around him and my eyes fall closed.
Adler's pace never quickens, he never fucks rougher or tries to overpower me. He just leisurely fucks me and kisses me the entire time, even continuing his slow pace as he finally cums in me and I'm left feeling his warmth finally fill me.
The moment I feel him cum, I've never felt more connected to another person.
Our foreheads tightly press together but our eyes stay open, watching each other with an intensity that blows me away.
It feels like this man is staring into my soul, seeing every secret I've been too scared to tell anyone.
After our lovemaking, I'm laid against him. He situates me with my chest pressed against his and my face tucked into his neck. His arms hold me steady, making me feel safer than I ever have in my life.
I lazily trace my fingertips along his hard chest while I bask in this feeling for what may be the last time.
“I'm scared to leave in a few days, I've never felt like this in my life. I don't want to be without you again. I love you, Adler.” I whisper, looking up to see that Adler is already sound asleep, having heard nothing of my confession.