Chapter 27
Violet
Ithink I’m buzzing with excitement by the next day, my body excited and nervous about tonight. Adler says we’re going to a party tonight for the full moon, one where the few of his unit that have mates will be there with them and anyone that wants to mate their significant other can do so tonight.
He explained that this party is like a public way for the unit to announce their new mates. They allow their unit to fuck their woman one last time before they're claimed and untouchable.
I already know what that means, Adler is going to share me but not claim me. I’m already expecting that going to get fucked and knotted by several of his unit tonight.
I’m not even nervous about that, I’m just kind of excited to see Adler and his unit once they’ve shifted. I never got to see him that night and now I’m curious about what fucked me a month ago.
Adler insisted I skip out on my morning blowjob yet again, leaving me disappointed that I’m not able to please my master one last time in this little way that we share every morning.
He also didn’t attach my leash to me today, he’s just letting me wander his house unsupervised and do whatever I want. The freedom is weird, it’s welcomed after the last month of having so much structure, but I don’t know how to act.
I guess I’m going to have to get used to it since tomorrow I’ll be going home to my lonely life where I’m in charge of myself.
I’m sitting on the couch, covered up with a throw blanket when Adler comes up behind me and runs his hand through my curls. “There’s an outfit on the bed for you, be ready to leave in 20 minutes.” He states.
I’m shaking with excitement as I dart up the stairs, almost giddy to see what this man has given me to wear. I laugh when I see that the outfit is not much of an outfit at all. It’s a pair of fishnet tights that sit high on my waist and a matching and skimpy emerald green thong and bra.
It doesn’t take me anywhere near the 20 minutes I’ve been given to get ready, my hair is already neatly braided, and I haven’t done anything other than lounge around since my morning shower with Adler.
I ride in silence while Adler and I drive a few houses down and toward a mansion much smaller than his but equally beautiful. There are already several cars in the driveway when we pull up, making me even more anxious.
Adler shuts off the car but makes no attempt to get out, he just turns in his seat until he's staring at me. “Spin around and spread your legs for me.” He insists.
I hurry to obey him, spinning until my back is rested against the window and I can spread my thighs as much as possible. I plant one foot on the center console and the other up onto the dash of the car, showing him my clothed pussy.
Adler smiles at me, a smile that warms my heart, and pulls a tube of something out of his pocket.
I cringe with worry that this is the stuff he used on me the other day, the burning lube that made me cum so much that I cried, but I wouldn't stop him if that's what he was using.
It's not my place to deny him anything. “That’s not what this is.” He says, answering my unasked question.
I sigh in relief, watching him while he pulls my underwear aside and starts to rub my holes with this lube.
“It’s going to help numb you a bit and keep you nice and open.
It’ll help so tonight won’t hurt so much.
” He explains while his fingers dip inside of me and the faint smell of strawberries fills the car.
“Master, I don’t want to not feel it.” I say calmly, but I tip my head back and moan when his fingers start to probe into my asshole.
I need the reminder that tonight will bring the close of the best month of my life. I don’t care how long it takes me to recover from tonight, it’s not like my life is anything but this now. I don’t even know what to do with my life once this month is over.
Adler chuckles, squeezing this tube of lube directly inside of me while we talk. “I know you don’t, but this will help with the pain. There are 14 of us in my unit and only a few women will be here, you’re going to get thoroughly used.” He explains.
I feel my breathing pick up and my pussy pulse around his fingers, he just grins and continues to pump this lube into my holes.
“Someone likes that idea. Only a few women are mated and I think one of my guys is bringing a girl, but he's not up for sharing. You might be expected to please ten of us. Are you ready for that?” He asks.
That thought should terrify me, but it doesn’t. It excites me that my master is going to watch his friends use me. “Yes.” I answer, almost panting at the thought.
Adler walks me inside with my leash in his hand and one of his arms around my waist to keep me close.
“Now I need you to know that the blood moon party is a big deal for us. I won’t let anything happen to you so I will always be close by.
I will be the first to knot you while my unit watches, and then anyone who wants a turn will have their chance.
Once I knot you a second time, you’re off limits.
I just want you to know what to expect.” He explains.
“I thought you said I wouldn't be off limits until you claimed me?” I ask curiously. It makes me wonder if this night will never end since he has no intentions of ever making me his mate.
That thought stings, it doesn't feel fair that I've spent this month in bliss, and I have to give it all up. It doesn't feel fair that I have to see some of his unit with their mates and know that I could never be in their place.
Adler takes my chin between his fingers, making me look up at him.
“This is not the life for you, for anyone. You deserve better than this.” He states.
He leans into me until our lips are touching, giving me the briefest and softest of kisses I’ve ever had in my life. “I’m sorry.” He says against my lips.
I hate that I know exactly what he means, that he can never give me the one thing I want, to be his. That he can never promise me more than this month. I don't have a response to him and my throat feels tight, like if I tried to answer I would just cry, so I nod instead.
While Adler may not be able to give me everything I want, he has given me everything over the last month. He’s changed my entire life and this money, which I honestly don’t even want, will be enough to completely start over.