Popsicle #2
“I’m coming.” He groans into my ear as he comes into me and then pushes his knot past my barrier, filling me with his entire cock. An alpha knot enlarges after they come, trapping his cum inside of his omega. His is utterly perfect. Filling every space with delicious pressure.
There are these fantastic nerves that are only affected when an alpha’s knot inflates in her cunt. It’s all my inner omega begs for. It cleans out my soul, replacing it with only satisfaction.
I stifle a purr in my chest.
I can’t purr for this man just because he’s the first to knot me in two years. Tony licks my tears from my temple and cheek bones.
“I haven’t been knotted since…” I say, feeling like I’m underwater.
“Since when?” Tony asks. It brings me out of the watery haze.
“Since Noble. He knotted me last. I haven’t…I haven’t been able to try this since.” Noble. That brown-eyed bastard.
“Are you ok? Did I hurt you?”
“I feel fucking fantastic.”
The haze lifts a bit in the room. Tony is there, like a lifeline.
“What happened with Noble?” His question is so sincere, and I already feel so raw, so I answer him. Truthfully.
“Fuck, Tony. It was so awful.” My face screws up and heats.
Tony adjusts us a little but can’t do much since we’re knotted together.
“I was so depressed and miserable. They wanted me that way. I think they knew exactly what they were doing. My sister died, and I was angry and lost. I’ve thought about it a lot, and I think that’s why they picked me.
I didn’t know who I was, and they wanted to redo me. ”
The music changes, and I wish I could lower the volume. Tony sees me looking at the speaker and grabs for my phone on the nightstand.
Tears well in my eyes. How does he know what I need? He turns off the music, and now all that can be heard is the muffled street noise.
“Noble was the most forgiving, but he was hardly ever around. When he was with them, it was them against me. I would often seek him out like he was a friend, even though, in the grand scheme of things, he wasn’t a friend at all.
” Noble was sweet looking. Round face and big brown eyes.
He would look at me with a pathetic sadness, which I mistook for more than it was.
“My heat was coming up. I’d had a heat spike, but they weren’t home, and I had to take care of it myself.
They would do this thing where suddenly they wouldn’t respond to my texts.
A punishment for some perceived crime I must have committed.
I remember what this one was. I went to lunch with my mom on Roman’s day off.
He asked me to cancel on her, and I didn’t want to.
“I should have just canceled. I don’t know why I stood my ground on it.
I knew there would be consequences. My heat spike hit only days after.
I was only allowed to have sex toys with the alphas, so I couldn’t keep them in my nest and use them privately.
The spike was too much. I needed…I needed a toy.
So, I broke Roman’s door open to get the toys, and I thought I’d have enough time to put them back. I’d done it before…
“Roman wasn’t happy when they came back.
He gave me an earful about what makes a good omega.
To make up for it, I tried to make them dinner, but my pheromones ruined their appetite, and mine, too.
I threw it all out. Cleaning up was a bitch.
I remember having to lie on the cold tile to cool down, then get back up to keep cleaning.
Back and forth like that for about an hour.
I didn’t want to get caught, so I’d go to this spot by the pantry they couldn’t see if they walked into the kitchen and lay down there.
“Roman locked me out of my nest. I didn’t realize I’d actually broken his lock on his door.
It was so stupid of me. So, he locked mine as punishment.
The whole day was just a mess. I should have expected it to get worse.
In that moment, I just wanted comfort. I wanted someone to tell me I was…
I don’t know. So, I sought out Noble. He was alone.
I practically begged him to knot me. He told me I was being embarrassing, but I didn’t even care.
My body was on fire, and I needed it. That’s what alphas are for, right?
Roman found us and convinced him to end it early, but his knot hadn’t relaxed yet. ”
I’m speaking like I’m in a trance when I’m really just reliving it. I remember thinking at the time it made sense Roman would ask this of Noble. Like I should have expected it.
“There was another alpha, right?”
“Hollis.” Hollis was the best looking out of the three. For only being in his 40s he was nearly all gray, but it just made him look more attractive. Handsome as the day is long. Killer blue eyes. Being half his age and an omega, I know he looked down on me like some lesser thing in his house.
“He used his alpha voice on Noble when Noble hesitated.”
“Fucking hell.”
“Even today it feels like my fault.”
“It’s not your fucking fault.”
“I know that. Logically. I know. I know.”
“Please, what happened?”
“He did it. He held me down and pulled out of me. It hurt so bad I thought I’d pass out.
But I didn’t. I was dumped in my room and cried all night.
In the morning, I took a shower, cut my hair off, took $100,000 from Roman’s safe in his room, got on a plane, and fucking left.
” I look up at his face. I don’t know what Tony thinks of me.
“I was under contract with them. When it ended, I’d get $100,000, so I really didn’t think they’d come for me. It felt settled to me. Except…”
“What?”
“I bit Roman’s nose. After it was all done, he leaned in close to lecture me about what I did wrong, and my inner omega just reacted. He might be kind of pissed about that. That and the money, probably.”
Tony’s breaths are tight, and his anger rolls off of him. “I’m so sorry this happened. It should have never happened. You didn’t deserve it. Any of it.”
I nod until the threatening tears go away, and I bury my face in his neck. He pulls me into him and rolls us so we are on our sides. He rubs my back, and I squeeze my thighs to bring us closer together.
“You did good, but you should have bit all their noses off.”
I huff out a laugh, and he squeezes me tighter.