Chapter 14
NASH
I’m kissing her again.
We’re in the same bed again.
And the way Summer’s cheeks are tight, with her swollen lips gently pulled up, it seems she can experience a moment when she is less numb again.
Summer’s eyes draw down to me as my mouth trails below her belly while my splayed hands push the thin fabric of her shirt up until my palm rests between her breasts. My mouth? There is only one direction where I plan to go, and she eases me down by weaving her fingers through my hair.
My lips pause and I peer up. “Arms, Summer,” I prompt her again.
A sound escapes her mouth to make me aware that she’s toying with me. She knew I would remind her of what I want. She ceremoniously stretches her arms over her head again, and I continue my journey, landing right where I want.
My tongue flicks out to sweep across her clit, and we both marvel in the instant electricity that intensifies between us. Her taste on my tongue makes me eager for more, and my dick is ready to plunge inside of her.
Hooking my arms underneath her knees, I widen her and dive in again to lap her up and down a few times until I circle her clit again then suck. Her body jolts from the sensation, and pride roars through me that her body is mine to play with.
“I’m addicted to you all over,” I murmur to her and scrape my lips along her inner thigh, with her silky skin imprinting on my lips.
“Nash, I need you,” she purrs as she props her upper body up on her elbows, enabling her to receive a better view of me.
My eyes feel stormy. Summer is mine, only mine, and I’m scared I might reach so deep inside of her that she will scream, but today was a special day.
Or at least, it felt that way. A glimpse of what I once dreamed then let go of when she was no longer mine, and apparently, I didn’t need to let go, only hold on and wait.
I drop her legs because my body now provides the stability to keep her open since I’m quick to drift over Summer to steal a kiss, a quick one that I receive before her hand comes up to caress my cheek. Our eyes seal together, with nothing from the outside world able to break this moment.
Between us, our hands meet to pull down my boxer briefs, and she wraps her hand around my length, causing my eyes to close for a few seconds to enjoy Summer having me in her hold.
“Please, Nash,” she begs, already guiding my shaft to where she needs me.
“Summer, I warned you. Hands above your head. Your body is mine, and I’ll ensure we both get what we need.
” My fingers lock around her wrists to rocket her arms straight back up to where they need to stay.
Her fraught body displays her perfectly round breasts with tight hard nipples, and naturally, I need to tease her with my fingers and tongue.
A tug and a twist, and her hips rise as she attempts to get me inside of her.
“The moment I’m inside of you, we need to keep you quiet. I’m not going to go slow or easy. I’m going to take and take until you’re filled with me, understand?” I caution her.
She nods up and down once with a sly grin.
I sit up on my knees to yank her hips closer to me, and as soon as I find my position, I enter Summer’s snug fit and follow her body up until she’s underneath me.
Slamming into her, both our bodies quiver from the force.
I pump into her a few times, and Summer wraps her legs around me, using me to hang on.
Maybe I should worry more about hurting her, but our eyes confirm that like this is for us.
We have years to make up for. It was the fucking longest full circle of my life, and with every thrust into Summer, I let her body know that it’s mine now.
Only mine, and I have no plans to let that go.
My mouth covers hers as her moan can no longer be kept quiet, with the mattress moving when I take over her body fully. Maybe she’ll ache tomorrow, but as long as she doesn’t tell me to stop, I’m going to ensure she’s aware that I have a claim on her.
We move in rhythm, and as my speed quickens, she uses my shoulder to muffle her sounds as I grunt. Her teeth sink into my skin in a playful manner, but it keeps every part of Summer connected to me.
Even when we start to shake together, we both stay as one.
I like that she doesn’t go straight to the bathroom to clean up. I’m still inside of her, and it feels territorial.
“Is this us making up for lost time? Or just eager to fuck one another’s brains out,” I wonder as my breath begins to cool off. Gravity takes over, causing me to slip out of her and land on my back next to her.
Summer rolls to her side to give me an amused glance and pats my chest. “Nah, you’ve never really done fragile or treated me like I was once a virgin, so don’t you worry, you’re sticking to tradition.”
She’s funny, this one. “Okay, in that case, you’ll be waking up with me fucking you from behind.”
“Such a hardship,” she teases then returns to her back to look at the ceiling.
I peel the duvet up and over us. “Younger us were a little wild at times.”
Summer snorts out a laugh. “You mean handcuffing me to your bed or kitchen escapades?”
“Excuse me, Miss Go Down on Me in the Shower, even when I was running late for practice.”
“Well, it was fun. Besides, I’m happy you have the memories, because windows of opportunities are not in our favor with a baby around,” she highlights.
I tilt my head to the side and bring Summer close. “It doesn’t seem to bother me. I’m not used to all this domesticated stuff. Yet today wasn’t what I thought it would be, and I doubt tomorrow will be, either. We’re supposed to be like this, you and me.”
“Perhaps. I think we’re still getting used to life being not this a few weeks ago and now here we are. A cosmic boom.”
I begin to tickle her, and she giggles. “Enough sentimental crap. If you want a cosmic boom, then get on your hands and knees so I can take you from behind.” Summer actually listens and begins to stir in my arms, and my cock is already twitching for her.
But alas, that window of opportunity she mentioned seems to hit us right on cue.
We both pause and wait for Bo’s crackly sounds to intensify.
Summer growls. “See?” she whispers loudly to me and begins to scoot to the edge of the bed.
I tug her arm to stop her from leaving. “I’ll go.”
She squinches her eyes. “It’s fine, I’m used to—”
Ignoring her, I move to stand. “That’s exactly why. Enjoy staying in bed, you dirty girl. I would say clean up, but I kind of have plans for you later.”
Summer sighs and squirms to get in a comfortable position. “I shall be waiting. And thank you. Bo is already used to you, so it shouldn’t take long to get him back to sleep.”
I throw on a shirt, and I’m calm, needing no pep talk. This parenting thing isn’t so bad. I think I’m a natural or want to be for them. That’s a good thing too, because this is the whole point of me being back in Lake Spark. To help with my brother’s widow and his son.
And apparently to stay.
Maybe we’ve settled into a routine. That’s what the past week has felt like. My nephew slides an entire bowl of yogurt off his highchair tray onto the floor, and I give him an unimpressed look which only makes him giggle.
Luckily, the babysitter knocks on the front door, and I’m quick to leave Bo in his happy mess to go answer the door for Dana, our babysitter.
“Morning, you’re in for a real treat today with Bo. He woke up full of mischief.”
She smiles brightly. “That’s okay. Makes it more fun.”
We make our way back to the kitchen, and I take note of the time on my watch.
I was hoping to run a few errands and also knock on Holden’s door to see if there is anything I can do.
Bo for sure keeps me busy, but in terms of professional work, it seems I have an itch to find something to occupy my time.
My eyes swipe up to Dana who is already making funny voices with Bo as she picks up the bowl.
“I can do that,” I offer.
“No worries. Is Summer around? I wanted to ask if I can take a day off next week since I have midterms.”
I wave it off. “It’s fine. I’m here.” The babysitter gives me a peculiar look, or hesitation. “Really, I can be in charge,” I assure her, and she has an unnerving smile. I guess she is used to only Summer as her boss, even though she’s already seen me a few times.
The thumping down the stairs informs me that Summer must be dressed and ready for her day. We used the snooze button a few too many times for other activities.
Walking down the hall, I meet her at the bottom of stairs.
“I’m so late.” She’s frantic as she ties her hair up.
“You’re fine. I know your boss,” I attempt to joke as I slide her coat off the hook by the front door.
Her eyes bug out, and she’s displeased. “How many times do I had to tell you that I hate that joke?”
I place my hand on her shoulder to ease her. “But seriously, slow down.”
She’s already buttoning her coat, ignoring my touch. “I just don’t want anyone to think that I’m distracted and dropping the ball. The sympathy card needs to be burned; I hate it.”
Leaning down, I swoop up her scarf that she dropped. I swing the fabric around her neck and pull her to me, giving her no choice but to catch a breath. “You’re fine. I may have only been back for a short time, but even I know that you still have time to grab a coffee to-go at Jolly Joe’s.”
Her stern look with her eyes narrowing is cute, but I’d rather she throws that look at me when I have her on her knees later. For now, I yank her closer to give her a kiss. “May I kiss you good morning to calm you?”
Summer relaxes for a beat and hooks her arms around my neck. “That’s not what we’re doing. The whole ‘have a good day, dear. Don’t forget I’m making you lasagna for dinner, so be home on time, dear.’” She throws on a theatrical voice.
“Wait for me naked in bed by eight with your mouth ready, dear,” I mumble into her forehead as my lips are planted on her skin.
She pinches me for that remark, but she still lets me kiss her, and a deep one, too.