Chapter Eleven Bishop #2
Before I could answer, Deacon leaned over and put me in a headlock. “What are you talking about? When it comes to Bishop, it’s always a quickie.”
“Fuck you,” I muttered as the others roared with laughter. After shoving Deacon off me, I rose out of my chair.
“Seriously, B. Where’s the fire?” Deacon asked.
“There’s no fire. I just wanted a chance to clean up before the
party.”
Deacon and Rev exchanged a look. “Since when do you need
to ‘clean up’?” Rev questioned.
I rolled my eyes. I knew once they got wind that I was meeting
Samantha, I would never hear the end of it. “Fine. If you must know,
I’ve asked Samantha to the party tonight.”
Deacon’s forehead furrowed with confusion. “Who the hell is Samantha?”
Before I could answer, Rev said, “You’re dating Marley’s girlfriend?”
Deacon chimed in with “The hang- around who got killed in Virginia?”
Making a time-out sign with my hands, I said, “Hold the fuck up. I’m not dating anyone. We’ve gotten to be really good friends, so I thought I would ask her to the party.”
Turning to Rev, I said, “Yeah, it’s Marley’s girlfriend. You got a problem with that?”
Rev’s eyes widened in surprise. “No. But from your tone, I gotta wonder if you do.”
Groaning, I rubbed my hand over my face. “I’m such a fucking bastard to be scamming on my dead friend’s woman.”
“If you’re not dating her, then you’re not scamming. There’s nothing wrong with being friends with her,” Rev said diplomatically.
Deacon snorted. “Sorry, man, but there’s no way in hell Bishop is just friends with this chick.”
I crossed my arms over my chest. “Is that so?”
Deacon nodded. “I might not be your blood brother, but we have one thing in common. We are incapable of being friends with a woman.”
“I’m friends with Annabel and Alexandra,” I countered.
He rolled his eyes. “That’s different. They’re both taken. This Sam chick doesn’t have a man anymore, does she?”
“No.”
“Then you do want more with her,” Deacon said.
Rev and the others leaned forward in anticipation of my response. I sighed. “Fine. I do want more with her. And by more, I mean more than just fucking her.”
You could have heard a pin drop in the room after my declaration. Glancing around at my brothers, I demanded, “Jesus Christ, would you stop staring at me and say something!”
A huge grin spread on Deacon’s face. “I’ll be damned. Our little brother is all grown up now.”
When Rev nodded in agreement, a growl erupted from me.
“Seriously? I’m twenty- fucking- five.”
“Maybe you’re that old in years, but until you’re ready to open yourself up to another person, then you’re just a kid,” Rev said.
“You two are full of shit.” I looked to Boone and Mac. “What about you?”
Boone smacked me on the back. “I gotta agree with them. Being a man ain’t about fucking every piece of ass that moves.
A real man has opened his heart up at least once to be shredded by some bitch.
Some of us luck out more than others and have the first woman we open up to be the only one for us.
But then others have to suffer through heartache.
” He winked at me. “Now it’s your turn.”
I furiously rubbed my face as I let their words sink in. “I’m so screwed,” I muttered.
“Yep. But don’t worry. It’s a good screwed,” Rev said.
After bringing my hands away from my face, I asked, “But what about Marley?”
“What about him?” Deacon questioned.
With a grunt, I said, “You can’t be such an unfeeling asshole that you wouldn’t have an issue dating one of your dead brothers’ girlfriends.”
Deacon placed his hand on my shoulder. “I think you’re missing the vital point here.”
“And just what would that be, Mr. Know-it-all?”
“The fact that Marley is dead.”
“Uh, I think I’m aware of that one,” I snapped.
Rev sighed. “I think what Deacon was trying to say is that even though Marley is dead, you and Samantha are still alive. As hard as it is, life goes on, and people move on. Look at Kim and Breakneck. Case was Breakneck’s brother, and he’s okay with dating his widow.
And as far as the Raiders are concerned, we know that they weren’t sneaking around together, because Kim was so committed to Case. ”
Cocking his head, Deacon eyed me suspiciously. “You two weren’t hooking up behind his back, were you?”
“Fuck no!”
“Were you scamming her while he was alive?”
Avoiding his stare, I said, “No.”
“You’re lying,” Deacon countered.
Throwing up my hands, I replied, “Fine. Before Marley got killed, I thought about her more than I should. Anyone who looks at her would want to fuck her, but I actually liked her, too.”
“Did you hit on her or make a pass?” Rev questioned softly.
“Fuck no!” I again replied.
Rev nodded. “I believe you. Since you remained loyal to Marley by not hitting on Samantha, I don’t think there was anything wrong while Marley was alive.”
“Me, either,” Deacon chimed in.
“Really?” I questioned more to Rev than Deacon. After all, Rev was known for his moral compass.
“Hell yeah. And I say go for it with her.” At what must’ve been my skeptical look, he added, “If you’re still having issues with the guilt, talk to Breakneck. See how he handled the situation with Kim.”
“Good suggestion,” I murmured. I wasn’t sure if anything would take away the guilt that I had, but I guess the only thing I could do was give it a try.
Rev grinned. “Come on, lover boy. We’d better get going. You don’t need to keep Samantha waiting one minute longer.”
With a roll of my eyes, I followed him out the door.