Chapter 19
Lessons
The Jake Ryan was spotted leaving Dani's dorm room this morning sporting a mischievous well satisfied grin.
We get back to my dorm in a rush. Jakes behavior is beyond amusing.
He devoured his food and stared down everyone else at the table until they finished.
Except for me, of course. He was trying to strong-arm them, unsuccessfully, but he did give it a good try.
He’s ready to get back to the naughty situation we found ourselves in earlier today.
The circumstance where we were so rudely interrupted, and Dallas says his eyes are still burning from that one.
Speaking of which, we are now making small talk with Dallas and Sasha.
He keeps giving me smoldering looks that are setting me on fire.
Can we go to my room already? My stomach drops.
I need to have the dreaded "conversation" with him first. Jake seems to value honesty, so he shouldn't find my question intrusive.
I'll blush from head to toe, but if I want to do adult things, I need to be responsible.
I'm ready to know the answers. Plus, spending time alone with Jake is not terrible at all.
I fake a yawn. Sasha winks at me, and Jake gives me a shit-eating grin.
I give Sasha and Dallas a hug. "Goodnight, you two. "
"Goodnight!" They say in unison. I laugh when I see Sasha pull Dallas into her room.
We head to my room and I’m already feeling so nervous.
I second guess myself about the talk, but at the end of the day, I know it needs to happen.
I want him to teach me about all the things I've only dreamed of doing.
The things that no one else talks about during polite conversation, and if we are going to enter into that type of relationship, we have to be comfortable talking to each other about serious stuff.
I'm still not ready for full-on sex. However, I am eager for other types of lessons.
I want to learn what pleasures Jake and discover what pleases me.
This will be a new journey for me, and hopefully for him, too.
He's not been in a relationship at least recently anyway.
I'll have to ask him who was his last girlfriend and the reason why they broke up.
There is still so much I don't know about him.
Before sex, I want to know him, and I want it to be the most intimate moment we've ever experienced.
I want him to know me like the back of his hand and vice versa.
I want the fairy tale, and hopefully, one day, we'll get the fairy tale ending.
If not, the fact that I'll be devastated is an understatement, but that's real life.
I want to live my life and not be on the sidelines anymore.
I want to feel, even if that means heart-wrenching sadness will come my way.
People leave. My sperm donor taught me that.
People also stay. My Mama and Granny showed me that.
I don't know what category Jake will fall into yet. Only time will tell.
I shut my door behind us. I almost jump out of my skin as I realize Jake is right in front of me. He laughs. "Did you really expect me to be standing anywhere else when you look so beautiful right over here?"
I smile and kiss his lush lips. "I shoulda known better.
" He answers with another kiss. One of his hands is on the door, the other in the indention between my waist and hip.
That drives me wild. I repeat the kiss as I run my fingers through his hair.
He growls. I place my hand on his chest and push him gently away. His eyes intensely search mine.
I breathe in deep. "We need to talk first."
He nods his head in understanding. He leads me toward the bed.
I sit down and cross my legs facing him.
"Jake, I want you to know that I'm glad we're together.
I care about you and I can't wait to get to know you fully.
I love that honesty is important to you, and that's why we need to have this conversation. "
He looks at me attentively. "Dani, honesty is the most important thing to me. There is a reason behind that, but I'm not ready to discuss it yet. Is that okay?"
I have a good suspicion of what that is. I grab his hand, "Of course it is! I want us to feel comfortable with each other, and eventually, we'll spill all our secrets. That will come with time. Now, we need to talk about sex."
He smiles and leans over to kiss me. "Now that is a subject I can discuss in full length all day long, darlin'."
I put my finger over his lips as he goes in for another kiss. His wounded expression makes me giggle. I roll my eyes at him. "I bet you can, hunky pie. This particular sex conversation may be a bit uncomfortable for you, but I do need to talk to you."
He looks down, defeated. "I get it, but I hate that damn Instagram page sometimes. I knew my past would come back to haunt me one day. Let me have it."
I settle my finger under his chin and lift it slowly.
I move closer to where he’s sitting. "I don't care about those other girls.
That was before me. While I don't like to think about it, I will never judge you for your past. Now that the unnecessary part is out of the way, have you always used condoms? Have you ever been tested?"
He looks surprised, but he smiles. "Georgia, I promise.
I always wear a condom and I get tested once a year when we have our annual physicals.
I'm disease-free. My last physical was right before I met you.
I had just gotten back from break that day, and I hadn't been with anybody for at least a month before that.
And, as you well know, I haven't been with anyone since. "
I smile a toothy grin. "I didn't know you hadn't been with anyone since our meeting. I knew you hadn’t been with anyone since we started dating, but I'm so happy you have been the entire time.
" I throw him down and plant kisses all over his face. The kisses turn hungry and he flips me over. Lying on my back, he’s above me, looking down with a tenderness in his eyes.
I don't want to overanalyze what that tenderness could mean.
I will wake up one day and realize this was all a dream.
"You're beautiful, Dani."
I smile and bring his head back down to mine.
We kiss for what seems like hours. I lift the hem of his shirt, letting him know I'm ready for more.
He takes his shirt off with one swift move and my dress quickly follows his onto the floor.
I start moving my hips against his jeans.
Sweet friction. The response is involuntary.
I don't know how long we've been grinding against each other, but I'm on the brink of release.
I moan. "Baby. Faster, please." He smiles down at me but does the opposite of what I asked making me whine. My inner independent woman growls at my rebellion, but I don't care. I need a release. He gets up and pulls off his jeans.
My breath catches because Jake is beautiful.
My heart starts beating faster. His chest is muscular, and his six-pack is out in all its glory.
My eyes go big as I see the bulge in his navy boxer briefs.
He looks massive. Good thing we are not going all the way tonight.
He'd crush my hymen in a millisecond and she's not ready for that.
He joins me back on the bed and smiles at me. I go back to whining. "You're mean."
He laughs. "No, baby. The more I tease you, the better your orgasms will be tonight."
"Orgasms? As in plural?" I breathe out. My lower stomach clenches tight.
He starts kissing my neck. "Yes. Baby, I can't wait to teach you how much I desire you. How much I care for you. Your education starts tonight."
I'm practically purring. Jake moves back between my legs, grinding hard against me.
Wow. That does feel better. I rock my hips.
He lifts completely up, teasing me. Full-blown need takes over my body.
When he comes back down, I take my hands and grab his very muscular ass.
Hearing his intake of breath, I become bolder.
I take my hands and go inside his boxer briefs, grabbing his ass in all its masculine wonder.
I push him down hard between my legs while rocking my hips up.
He groans and sets a faster pace. We both begin to grunt in unadulterated pleasure. "Oh, baby. Please."
Jake deepens his kiss and his thrusts. I feel hypnotized, lost in the moment. I scream his name as I reach my release, and he quickly follows. He places his forehead gently on top of mine as we both come down from our collective exhalation.
"Baby, that was amazing. You made me come in my shorts like I'm 14, and I've just watched my first porno. I should be embarrassed, but I'm not."
"That...was...umm...Jake, I like you." I giggle.
He unbuttons my bra and throws it on the floor.
I grab for my comforter. The light is still on, and I feel a little vulnerable right now.
He takes the comforter out of my hands. "Baby, I'll turn the light off if you want me to.
But please believe me, I think you're perfect.
I care about you. I want to see you come while I taste you. "
My lips part in shock. I can't. Can I? I remember the tenderness in his eyes earlier, and I nod my consent.
He smiles, his eyes burning dark with desire.
He kisses me from my throat to my fleshy belly.
He looks up while he starts taking my panties off with his teeth.
Witnessing his handiwork may be the hottest thing I've ever seen.
The now familiar and consistent ache between my legs starts again.
My panties removed, he kisses the bottom of my belly and the tender flesh in between my chubby thighs.
He smiles at me and begins his assault between my folds.
I cry out, panting with every suck and lick.
I scream his name out loud with his final assault on my clit. I’m breathing so heavy as I come back down from this natural high. He pulls me on top of his chest and I look up at him sleepily. "What about you, baby?"
"I can wait one more night. We'll let today be about your education. I hope it was good for you?"
"Did you not hear how loud I screamed your name?
I've never felt such pleasure. Thank you." He smiles and kisses my forehead. I lay my head back down, and we cuddle again. We fall into a blissful sleep. I wake up in the morning to a cold bed, rubbing the spot where he should be. My alarm clock says it’s 10:03. He’s already at football practice.
I smile when I look at my phone seeing that Jake texted me shortly after he left.
Thank you for being you. Let's go to the fair on a date tonight?
No! Thank you, baby. Yes! I can't wait.
Tonight may be the night. Who knows?