Chapter 31
I Love You More
Do you think Benji and our dear Jake will make it through football camp without getting into a fist fight?
Once I get Jake calmed down, we all head to bed.
We jump in the shower together, and all we do is hold each other until the warm water turns ice cold.
He leaves in two days for football camp, and I hate to be this girl.
The needy one, but I feel things, and I can't deny that I am right now.
All this stuff that's going on, things I never thought I would have to deal with, is overwhelming.
I blow dry my hair and fall into his outstretched arms when I finish. He's stressed tonight and I can feel it in his body language, he's worried. "Baby, you've gotta stop stressing out. Just let it go. Don't make me sing that song because I will."
He smiles. "I've heard you in the shower, please don't. And I know, baby but it pisses me off because that's so messed up, not to mention disrespectful to you. I mean, he violated you without touching you. It's my job to protect you, and I failed."
"Yes, he did. For whatever sick reason, but it doesn't matter. He stole something personal from me, but at the end of the day, it's just an object. I won't give him the satisfaction of a reaction. I honestly think he did it to see if we had cameras. And I'm safe in bed with you, so stop stressing!"
"Stupid prick, but maybe he was testing the waters, you could be right." He kisses me softly. "You will forever be mine. You're end game for me, Dani."
My insides clench. I love Jake with every part of my heart.
"You're mine, too. Promise me you will not treat him worse at football camp than you normally do.
Be a regular dick, not a big dick." I roll my eyes when I realize what I just said.
Jake is laughing louder than I have ever heard him. I hide my blushing face in his armpit.
"I only show you my big dick side."
I pinch his nipple! "Shut up!" He laughs and rubs where I pinched him. "What I mean is y'all don't like each other, so you're not nice to him already. Please, just promise me that you'll behave, and you won't be overly aggressive.”
He growls. "Okay. I promise, baby. This football camp is going to be the hardest week of my life. I will be away from you, and I can't obliterate Asshat. This fucking sucks."
It's my turn to laugh. "I'll miss you so much, but I'll be fine. Sasha and I will stick together and have some much-needed girl time. I'm not cut out to be a prison girlfriend, so no obliterating for you!"
He kisses my forehead. "That'll be good, but you girls won't technically be alone."
I can barely keep my eyes open. "Whatcha mean, big dick?"
Jake laughs and slaps my butt. "I texted your cousin. He'll be here in the morning."
"Well, I'll be glad to see him, but don't you think that's overkill?"
"Nah. Benji may be gone, but Jeffery will still be on campus."
"I hadn't thought of that. Jeffrey freaks me out, and he stares at me too."
"What?"
I sigh. I hadn't meant to say that. Not that I want to keep it a secret in case they ever try to kidnap me, but I'm so tired! "Yeah, in Bio, they stare at me sometimes. They whisper back and forth. It's creepy."
"And when the hell were you going to tell me that."
I lean up on my elbow. "Hello! I just told you. So, that's when."
"Don't be a smart ass because you're sleepy. It would help if you told me things like that. I can't handle something if I don't know about it."
"Punching people in the face is not always the answer, Jake."
"It is most definitely the answer if they mess with you! Dani, do you not realize how dangerous these two could be?"
"I'm not an idiot, Jake."
"I didn't call you one. You're one of the smartest people I know, but baby, you're everything to me. My heart, my soul, the very reason I was born. I can't lose you."
I jump up and straddle his legs. I cry into his chest. I love him so much. This dilemma has taken a toll on us, and to hear how much he loves me, I can't help but lose it. He rubs my back. "I'm sorry, baby."
When I can finally pull myself together, I kiss him senselessly.
"Don't be sorry. I love that you love me so much.
I love you in the same intense way, but unlike you, I don't know how to express my feelings for you.
You take all the good words first anyways.
We have a mission, and we'll take him down together, but we can't let this ruin our lives in the here and now. "
I smile when I feel something awaken below where I'm straddling his lap. "Someone wants to come out and play." I grind on my best friend.
He sucks in a breath, then starts moving my hips vigorously. "You'll be the death of me, Georgia. Will you put back on that black leather skirt?"
I jump up because I’m all too happy to oblige.
I straddle Jake again while taking a condom out of his side dresser drawer.
I slide off long enough for me to put it on him.
I'm an expert on these things now. I kiss him slowly and take his cock in my hand and rub his hard full length.
I love looking into his eyes when I caress him this way.
His eyes are beautiful, especially when they are dark with desire.
He startles me as he flips me over on my back.
Sometimes there is no need for foreplay.
He pulls up my skirt, and eagerly glides inside of me.
He slides in and out while sucking my breast. His thrust become more urgent and I moan loudly as we build up a ferocious pace.
We're both making noises that we don't make if other people are home, but we can't help it.
We need this. He reaches between us and applies pressure to my clit. “Come for me, Dani!”
I scream out and he does it again. “Please don’t stop.” He repeatedly rubs my clit until I see stars and scream out his name and he quickly follows me into the pleasurable abyss.
We lay like this for several minutes after our lovemaking.
I blush when I think about what the others could have heard.
We fall asleep in each other's arms. I don't know what I would do without his love.
I dread spending the week without him, but I'm glad Toby is coming.
Surely Jefferey won't try anything while they are away. I wish I knew for sure if I was right.