Lacey
19.
Tonight I am the one waiting until Koa goes to bed first. He really is a gentleman and hasn’t been touching me after he took me on the hood of his car while he was on duty. He makes me crazy with his affection and I would love nothing more than to fuck him. But I’m really trying to be a good girl and not go overboard in this relationship, much to Briana’s dismay. She said she’s really disappointed that she doesn’t hear any sex noises coming from our side of the apartment and that she thought better of me. But she is still nice enough to let me stay in her bed because I don’t trust myself around the guy in mine.
But Koa really made me feel as if this was the right decision when he told me that if Adrian is locked up, there wouldn’t be a reason for me to come with them or for them to stay behind. Ledger probably felt my irritation and pity for me because he whispered into my ear that he wants me to come with them no matter what happens. It gave me a little ray of hope, but now, lying in bed, I feel like this is the right decision.
I never would’ve thought about Koa as a touchy, cuddly guy when I met him in the bar. He screamed hot, bad boy. And, don’t get me wrong, he definitely is but he still likes to hold me and rain kisses over my face and body making it impossible not to fall in love with him. But this whole situation, the relationship we built, everything is fucked up because of Adrian. Stuff couldn’t be normal even if we tried because we went from you’re hot, no you’re hot, to living together in the smallest amount of time.
I know it is crazy for me to wish he would want me with him, that they would want me with them, when they move up to DC. This whole thing is super out of place, but still I love their undivided attention, their smiles, their touches. It all makes me super happy and I don’t know how life will be when they both step back and we all go our separate ways, living our own lives again. Will Koa still want to date me? Will Ledger still make me smile in a room full of people? Who knows.
I sneak into my room to get my Kindle because I can’t sleep and I see Koa sleeping silently like a god in my bed. I’m one hundred percent sure that there is not a single man on this planet that is more beautiful than him. His lashes are dark, throwing a shade under his eyes, his lips are slightly opened with his slow breathing. I know if I kissed him right now, he would make all my dreams come true. He would flip me onto the bed and show me what I’ve been missing all this time.
But I’m really trying to be reasonable and he looks very exhausted pretty much 24/7. Even now asleep he looks as if some stupid thoughts are plaguing his mind, and I’m so sorry that this is my fault. I’m glad he gets some rest and that Ledger is doing a night shift right now, so that Koa is able to sleep a little. He hovers around me all the time and still has a full-time job. Both of them do, and I’m so damn sorry that they go through all of this because of me. Because I am blind when it comes to people’s personality.
Briana told me multiple times when I first started seeing Adrian that something was off about him. I tried not to let it get the best of me, with him being so sweet and attentive. But he quickly showed his true colors after a few weeks of dating, and I hate myself for not ditching him right then and there. Briana hated him with a passion, so much so that she didn’t even want him to hang around our apartment so I never brought him here with me.
It’s kind of amazing that Koa is the first man who has slept in my bed, and I wish I would’ve waited to give him my virginity. I know he would’ve cherished it, even though I know he is far from a virgin himself.
That bitch Roxanna Pritchard let me know—again—today how hard he was for her secretary, Rachel. That he went after her for so long and that they had dated until he ditched her when he got bored. She promised me I would feel the same way, especially when I was fucking his best friend too. Even though she wasn’t right and I’m not sleeping with Ledger, she still hit something deep inside my heart.
That is the thing I’m fearing all the damn time. If he gets bored, will he just flat out leave and ignore me? I got over Adrian in a hot minute, with Koa I would probably never get over him, I’m so sure. And that is what scares me the most right now.
And I’m scared that these two very protective men around me will get in trouble. Roxanna threatened me with their career. She knows the right people to have them kicked out of everything if I don’t hold them on a tight leash. And she told me something else that I haven’t told the guys. She threatened me with Koa’s sister, Kamari. My heart sinks just thinking about her threat.
And if you don’t listen to me, sweetheart, it’s not just you that is going to suffer but this sweet sister of your boyfriend right alongside you. We know exactly where she lives and it wouldn’t even take a day to be at her place, breaking into her apartment so Adrian could finish what he started. He has a good lawyer at his side. It’s time for you to cut the bullshit and listen carefully.
I almost peed my pants when she gave me a rundown of how she would destroy all of us if I didn’t do exactly what she wants. She told me to obey, or else Kamari would be in danger, right alongside Koa and Ledger. The fact she didn’t threaten Bri is the only ray of sunshine peeking out of the dark, gloomy cloud that is Roxanna Pritchard.
And now I’m terrified, terrified for them and for me because I don’t know if she and Adrian are planning something. All I know is that my guys are doing anything for me so I have to protect them at all costs.
I leave my bedroom and make my way over to the kitchen, sleep nowhere in sight, and I get myself a bottle of water. Briana comes out of her room, her mass of red hair piled on top of her head in another messy bun.
“Hey, you,” she says coming up to me leaning her head on my shoulders. “I miss you, you, silly goose.”
And I do miss her too, the alone time, just enjoying our normal life. Something else that Adrian fucked up for me. I can’t even freely go out on my own, like a movie date with Bri or to have drinks.
“I miss you too,” I tell her honestly.
She grins, taking a few steps back to get Lucky Charms and milk out of the fridge, as I get two bowls for us.
“I’m sure you don’t miss me so much when you are wrapped around Koa,” she tells me wriggling her eyebrows.
I groan as she fills our dishes.
“Shut up, evil woman.”
She giggles as we both sit our asses down on the big island, enjoying the sugary sweet taste of our favorite cereal.
“Is the bird under the blanket?” I ask her nodding to her room. Monkey is moved to her bedroom at night, because he can’t be quiet if he’s not in a totally blacked out room.
“He is taking his beauty sleep,” she says.
I grin, taking a big spoonful of goodness.
“Forget Monkey. Be honest with me, I can’t really take much out of your text messages, besides him doing you really, really dirty on the hood of his car while his best friend was watching, you secretive girl.”
I laugh, nervous all over again. Since either Koa or Ledger are around me 24/7, and she has worked late shifts all week, I can’t really have deep girls talk with Bri lately. So I only send her cryptic messages when something exciting happens and all the responses I get are “you little hoebag,” or “sweet baby Jesus.”
“Are you in love with him?” she asks me, getting more serious.
I drown some marshmallows with my spoon.
“I don’t know for sure…” I start, looking up into her vibrant eyes. If there is one person on this planet who gets me the most it is Briana. “But I do have feelings for him,” I admit, and she looks happy.
“I knew it,” she says, shoving a big spoonful of charms in her mouth before speaking to me with her mouth full. “I’m sure he feels the same. The way he looks at you and speaks about you.”
I set my bowl aside, not feeling too good about finishing it right now.
“I don’t know, Bri. I know he likes me, but what if he gets tired of me, I mean look at him…”
“Look at you! He knows damn well he is the luckiest guy on this planet with you at his side. Don’t talk about yourself like that all the time, you’re making me mad, Lacey. You’re beautiful inside and out and just because Adrian didn’t see that, doesn’t mean that Koa and Ledger can’t see it.”
And for the first time in years I feel embarrassed in front of my best friend.
“I’m sorry.”
“No, new motto, don’t be sorry all the time, girl. Own it, Koa eye-fucks you everywhere you go. He would fall to his knees if you would just ask him nicely, and I’m sure Ledger would do the same.”
“I don’t want two guys at my knees!”
She giggles, hopping down from the island to put her bowl in the sink.
“You sure?” she asks.
My stomach fills with butterflies just thinking about both of them going down on me and shit I can’t think like that. I quickly hop down too, putting my still-half-full bowl next to hers.
“He’s his best friend.”
Briana giggles while I put the milk and cereal away.
“Not a problem if you ask me, or else Koa wouldn’t have turned you around so Ledger could watch your tits while he fucked you.”
“Bri!” I shush her, pointing to the bedroom to remind her that the person we’re talking about is sleeping a few meters away from us.
“What?” she asks, shrugging her shoulders.
“It was just in the moment, and don’t forget you slept with him too,” I tell her, quickly looking away, but she comes up to me holding my face in her hands.
“Lacey, please get over this, for all of our sakes. I wouldn’t have done it if I knew he would start having feelings for you. It was a quickie outside a wardrobe, it lasted all of five minutes, and it meant nothing.”
My lips pout like a fish because she is holding my face so tightly, but I can’t help but smile. It probably makes me look even dumber, but she eyes me seriously.
“I know I said I would do him again, but Lace, I swear I would never. I know how you feel about him. It’s probably not the same you do about Koa, but there is something between you guys as well. Don’t let me come between this when you know exactly how little it meant to me. You know I use men for funsies and nothing more. Maybe there will be a guy someday that will sweep me off my feet but it will most definitely not be Ledger Hyde, do you understand me?”
I’m sure I have wrinkles from her pressing my face together, by the time she lets go and I nod.
“Now, Lacey, tell me: I am open to my feelings and won’t let my best friend’s whore habits get in the way of that.”
I laugh and hold two fingers up in a promise like she shows me. “I, Lacey Juliette Monroe, am open to my feelings and won’t let my best friends whore habits get in the way of that,” I promise.
We both erupt in loud laughter before we hold each other’s mouths shut because we are loud as fuck for this time of night.
“You’re not a whore, Bri.”
“And you are not a bad friend, or a whore either, for going after what your heart and your coochie truly desire.”
I snort and she can’t stop grinning.
“I love you, Bri.”
“I love you too, dork face,” she tells me. “How about you move your ass into your bed tonight, huh?”
I think about it for a second, how warm and snuggly Koa is, and nod my head yes.
Briana is right. I should at least enjoy it while it lasts and go after what I desire.
“Good girl.” She smacks my ass when I make my way over to my room. “Go get him girl.”
“Shut up and good night, Bri.”
“Nighty night,” she singsongs, tiptoeing into her room.
I’m still smiling by the time I crawl in next to Koa, and he quickly pulls me into his chest kissing my neck.
“I hope I’m not dreaming,” he mumbles.
I cuddle deeper into him. “No. I missed you and needed to be here with you,” I tell him honestly, and he groans.
“Go to sleep, woman,” he orders.
Usually my body likes to do exactly what he wants, but this time his hard on, as well as the thoughts running through my mind, make it impossible to find sleep. He is so warm at my back and although I love to cuddle him, I can’t find a comfortable position to sleep in. I’m wriggling around like a crazy woman until he stops me, pushing his big hard dick against my behind and gripping a breast in one of his big hands.
“Knock it off, Lacey,” he growls in my ear, making my heart beat a million miles an hour.
I stop for a second, trying not to move. But my nipples pebble against the palm of his hand, and I get horny from just thinking about his dick at my back. I feel my panties pool with wetness and can’t help myself, pushing my ass against his crotch. He pulls my top down, freeing my boobs, and I feel how hard my tips get when they reach the air.
“You’re so fucking hot, Lacey, you know that?” he says, ramming himself harder against me while he swirls both nipples with one hand, using his thumb and middle finger so he can reach them in this position, and I moan very loud.
“Please, Koa. I’m so wet.”
“Fuck, baby. Come here,” he says, kissing up my neck. He lets go of my boobs, and his fingers slip under the waistband of my shorts.
“Fuck, Lacey,” he curses when he finds out just how wet I am for him. “I need to see you.”
I swallow, closing my eyes.
He slips his fingers back out, leaving me questioning for a second, but he quickly sits up, taking my shorts and panties down my legs and throwing them over his shoulder before he rips my shirt over my head. Getting me naked in less than ten seconds.
He kneels between me, sitting back with his ass on his lower legs. His gaze rakes over every inch of my body, making me even wilder with lust. He looks just like a fallen angel in a black shirt and boxer shorts.
“I want to see you too,” I tell him.
I haven’t had the chance to really admire him like this in front of me. We’ve never had the time or place we do have now. He smirks and pulls his shirt over his head with one arm in a swift movement. And holy mother, his body is so sinful. He is ripped. He moves his ass up for a second, pulling his shorts down as well, revealing his dick to me and making my mouth water. He really is so fucking big. I have no idea how he fit inside of me the last time.
I let out a moan, thinking back to him pushing himself in me and wanting nothing more right now as I push my hips up. Koa lets out a dark chuckle, pushing me back down into the bed.
“No, babe, we’re just going to play tonight.”
I let out a frustrated sigh before he cups my pussy with one hand and I forget all about being a brat. He plays with my clit until I’m wriggling like a kitten underneath him, begging him to make me come. He grins again before he pushes two fingers inside of me and my hips shoot off the bed when he positions them in the perfect angle, reaching my G-spot and rubbing me into oblivion. He looks down at my pussy with a hard face and longing in his eyes and I almost fall over the edge.
“Koa…” I moan as he quickens his pace before removing his fingers.
When I come down from my high, annoyed that I didn’t come, I see that he has his fingers in his mouth, sucking my juices off. I moan again, saving the image of his face right now to use with my toys for the rest of my life.
His dick is super hard, and I sit up quickly, coming to my knees in front of him. He takes my hair in one hand, landing a hot kiss on my mouth. He fucks my mouth with his tongue as my hand goes down to his dick. I wrap it around him and he pushes his hips upward, groaning into my mouth, and I get hot for him again immediately.
“Show me how to do it,” I tell him, honestly afraid to do something wrong.
He curses under his breath before he wraps his hand over mine. And, fuck, the sight of both of our hands on his dick is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.
“Grip me harder,” he rasps out, his forehead against mine, looking down to our joined hands as I grip him stronger. He closes his eyes for a second. “Fuck. Faster, baby.”
I move my hand faster, his still on top of mine pumping himself hard, my tits are shaking with the effort and his gaze strays from down between us to up to them. He uses his free hand that was in my hair to cup one, rolling my nipple between his fingers, and I move my hands even faster.
His hand wanders down to my pussy, playing with my clit and I get wet again, this whole situation being so naughty that I can hardly breathe. Our hands make slapping noises as he starts to fuck my pussy with his fingers. My breathing gets labored until I’m a crying moaning mess and the movements of my hand are getting sloppy.
“Concentrate, Lacey,” he orders, steadying my hand on his dick, fucking himself faster again.
I moan out his name when he pushes two fingers back inside me and rubs my clit with his thumb.
“I want you to cup my balls, massage them,” he grunts out.
I do as I’m told instantly, trying so hard to concentrate on doing everything to pleasure him. But he makes my eyes roll to the back of my head when he fucks us both faster, me with his fingers and himself with our hands. I come with a loud scream, and he kisses me. His mouth slips a little as he curses and I feel warm liquids hitting my belly and tits. He rubs himself slower now, both of our hands and my body covered in wetness. When I look down, I see that it’s his cum and that makes me want to go a second round.
He grins, kissing my neck and pulling my hand off of his dick. He tosses me back, making me land in the sea of cushions.
“Fuck, you look so perfect right now. I want to take a fucking picture of you like this.”
I hum, looking at his hungry eyes, and start smearing the cum on my hands over my tits. His eyes get even darker.
“Like this?” I ask, as he gets his phone from the night stand.
“Fuck yes, open your legs a little. I want to see your pink, swollen pussy.”
I moan, opening my legs a little, letting my fingers run over my body before rubbing some of his cum down my pussy. He takes a picture right as my fingers are on my lips and then slaps my hand away.
“You want my cum inside you? Just tell me and I’ll fuck you bare,” he warns.
I look up at him with hooded eyes, wanting to feel him without a barrier. He snaps another picture of me lying in front of him, and a sinister smile comes over his features.
“You want me to send these to Ledger?”
I make a gurgling sound in the back of my throat, thinking about Ledger seeing me like this. Koa chuckles, positioning his hard cock against my entrance.
“I think that’s a yes,” he murmurs, clicking a button on his phone before ramming himself into me bare.
It feels so fucking good that I cry out his name and claw at his back.
“Oh god…”
“God left this fucking building the day you took those pictures in the shower for me,” Koa answers, fucking me furiously. “You’re so fucking wet and tight.”
He grips my hair, pulling me in for a kiss, then resting his forehead on mine. He looks deep into my eyes and it is so toe-curlingly good that I never want this to end. His hard eyes go soft and he fucks me slow, circling his hips up so that he touches my clit with his pubic bone. I have to close my eyes in pleasure, the feeling of him inside me and then his gaze… It’s all to fucking much.
“I really fucking like you, Lacey,” he mutters, still not back to the furious speed he had before.
I get impatient, the feeling of being on the brink so intense, he just needs to go a little faster.
“I like you, Koa,” I tell him, kissing him.
His tongue wanders into my mouth as he picks up his pace a little, and I moan. Fuck I’m almost there…
“You know how good you feel wrapped around my cock, Lacey? You make it impossible to fucking think straight when I’m inside you.”
He grips the bedding behind me and my hair in his other hand.
“I’ve never been inside a woman bare,” he grunts, closing his eyes, his huge dick pulsing inside of me.
I almost come, I’m so close.
“I belong inside you, baby. Your pussy is mine!” he rasps, and I come around him with a scream.
“Koa! Fuck… Yes!”
He lets go of my head and the bed and takes my hips in his hands, holding them higher, fucking me so hard that the orgasm doesn’t stop. He comes with a curse, spilling inside me, and I cry out his name again when I feel his semen seeping out between us. He pumps himself a last time before he collapses on top of me, his heavy weight embracing me.
I kiss his neck, his cheek, his mouth as he lazily draws circles on my arm. I feel so at home with him, as if this is it. Thanks, Cupid… He starts to kiss me back and all thoughts leave my brain.
He kisses my forehead before pulling back out of me. His cum dripping down my thighs with a gush. He grins like a little school boy as he looks down between my legs.
“I like the look of my cum in you.”
I smile, feeling sticky but so damn happy.
“Can I take another picture?” he asks, sheepishly this time, and I laugh.
“Do it, I’m yours,” I tell him honestly and wish I could take back the words a second later when his eyes become full of emotion.
“You’re damn right, woman. You are mine!”
He leans down and kisses me long and slow before standing up to snap another picture.
“I hope you don’t mind Ledger and me jerking off to these,” he says, and goosebumps spread over my whole body just thinking about it. Koa chuckles knowingly and puts his phone on the nightstand.
“I hope your friend is asleep or else she’s about to get a full show,” he tells me before slipping out of the room.
I let my head fall back on the bed, looking at the ceiling while a gazillion thoughts run through my mind.
Koa comes back a few minutes later with a washcloth in his hand, and I smile at his romantic side. He kneels on the bed, cleaning me up with the cloth, slowly over my body and then down to my girlie parts. I hiss when he touches the cloth to it, sore from his big dick. He tries to hide a grin while he apologizes. I just roll my eyes at him.
“What? I like that you are sore, that you will still feel me tomorrow.”
He throws the cloth in the hamper and gets me my sleepwear, looking at his watch before putting on his pajamas. I’m a little disappointed because I actually loved to see him run around naked. He gets in bed beside me and cuddles me to his chest. This time, I fall asleep immediately.