Chapter 17 #3
“I’m loud, I say the first thing that comes to mind.
I have no filter, but I would never say anything demeaning or cruel.
I have a very sexual mind and a flirty personality, but the moment you ask me to tone it down, I will.
I never want you to feel disrespected. I’m not going to lie, I think you’re both insanely attractive.
I want to fuck you both. Separate, together, doesn’t matter to me.
But no pressure.” He shrugs. Then snaps his fingers.
“Oh, before I forget, the baby inside you.” My hand automatically goes to my stomach.
“Don’t give a shit who the baby daddy is.
I love it already. And it’s really hard to hold myself back from fussing over you.
Aiden has threatened to tie me to a chair three times this morning, before you even woke up.
So, yeah, there it is. Do with that as you please. ”
We’re all rendered speechless. Even Aiden, who’s looking at his boyfriend in part shock, part awe.
“Who are you and what did you do with my boneheaded boyfriend?” Aiden asks.
“He’s still here, baby.” Sloane winks. “I know I say stupid shit all the time. That you hardly take me seriously, and it’s warranted. But this.” He jabs his finger at the table, then at both Emmett and me. “I won’t fuck up. At least, I plan on doing my damndest not to.”
“I don’t know what to say.” I blink, still stunned. “I didn’t even think Alphas were capable of thinking that way.” I turn to Aiden. “What about you?”
“I think Sloane said a lot of the things, most of which I’m feeling as well.
I want you both. To be your Alpha, to love and care for both of you, and the baby.
I want to protect you all from any harm.
I’m not looking to take control of your lives because I’d rather be by your side.
We do this at your speed. You’re in charge. ”
“And he wants to fuck the both of you. Just wanted to get that out there,” Sloane throws in.
“Shut. Up.”
Sloane grins. “He came so hard the other night after we first met you,” Sloane moch whispers to me with his hand beside his mouth, like that would block Aiden from hearing him. “Just had to say your name and boom. He came.”
Aiden groans, lowering his forehead to the table like he knows he’s lost to his boyfriend.
Emmett and I look at one another and burst out laughing.
Sloane is wild, funny, and the mouth on that man is crazy. But I can honestly say I love it.
“Well, if we’re being honest, we both find you attractive,” I say after the giggles have calmed down.
“Excuse him.” Aiden tilts his head. “He has severe ADHD. Nothing he says or does comes from a bad place.”
“Ahh, that would explain the talking a mile a minute.” I smile softly.
“Sorry.” Sloane actually looks guilty when he mumbles the word.
“Don’t be,” I tell him. “Never be ashamed of who you are. Own it. Embrace it. I mean, unless you're an asshole and a pervert.”
“I mean...” Sloane grins. “Ask Aiden, I can be a little pervert for him. I love to touch his ass. And his cock. And well, all of it.”
“You are also very blunt,” I snort. “Oh, going out in public with you is going to be fun.”
He cocks his head to the side. “Yeah? Is that going to be a problem?”
“Nope. I can’t wait.”
He grins. “Me neither.”
“Oh,” Aiden says. “Before I forget. About my brother. Um, I’m not sure how much you know, or what exactly is going on, but when we were out, I saw him with Silva.”
“Really?” My brows furrow. “I actually haven’t talked to my sister in a few days.” I feel guilty. “That’s not normal for us.”
“I’m guessing she has a lot going on, too. If Harlan has it his way, Silva is going to be his Omega. That is one place where my brother and I are very different. He sees what he wants and doesn’t stop until he gets it.”
“We do that too.” Sloane looks confused.
“Yeah, but we’re not assholes about it.”
“Yeah, you’re right about that.” Sloane nods. “Harlan is a great man, but he’s also a hot-headed, stubborn Alpha.”
“Should I be worried?” I look between the two of them. “Because if he hurts my sister, I will kill him.”
“He would never hurt a woman, or an Omega. But I’m going to guess he’s gonna give your poor sister a run for her money.”
“Well, if he goes too far, he’s going to have Syrus to deal with.
Actually, it’s Silva herself you gotta be worried about.
She might come off as quiet and introverted, but the girl will kick your ass and win.
” I grin proudly. “Something that my sister and I are not the same in,” I sigh.
“Don’t get me wrong, I can defend myself.
But she can be scary. I can be, when I really need to. ”
“I mean, you got a good shot on me.” Sloane grins. “My dick still hurts. Aiden had to kiss it better,” he pouts. “And I’m surprised Aiden’s face is still pretty after that hot cocoa bath.”
Guilt fills me. “I am so sorry about that,” I tell Aiden. “It was my fight or flight instincts kicking in.”
“Don’t be sorry. I deserved it.”
“I could have blinded you.” Why am I tearing up?
“But you didn’t.” His face softens.
“I could have burned your face.” I sniff.
“But you didn’t. Lexi, sweetheart. Don’t stress yourself over it. I’m fine. See?” He points to his face. “Two working eyes and no burns.”
“What about me?” Sloane pouts. “My dick was sad for a long time. Balls and knot too.”
“You deserved it.” I wipe at my tears. “Next time, don’t grab someone in an alley. At least all he did was yell for me to get my attention.”
“Point taken.” Sloane nods. “It’s okay, everything is in working order. So if you ever decide to take them for a spin, you won’t be disappointed.”
“Good to know.” I laugh. Then look up at Emmett. “You’ve been quiet. How are you doing?”
“Me?” He smiles, then leans in, his lips next to my ear. “I’m enjoying seeing my girl laugh. You should see your face, Lexi. It’s glowing.”
I swallow hard, heart racing. He cups my face and presses a soft kiss to my lips.
“It’s okay, Peaches. You deserve this. Don’t hold yourself back, do what feels right.
I know it’s new and scary, but sometimes change is good.
Look how it worked out for the two of us.
Keep your mind open with them. You don’t want to miss out on something just as amazing because of your fears.
Our past is behind us and it won’t ever control us again.
We have the power. And we deserve all the good things in life.
So does our baby. Don’t hold back, not for me. Not for anyone.”
And I’m crying again. Lovely. “I love you.”
“And I love you more than the stars and the moon.” He kisses me again, and I melt into his touch.
“I think I’m going to be doing a lot of this.” I sniff, wiping at my eyes. “I don’t think I’ll be able to wear makeup anymore,” I joke.
“It’s a good thing you’re a pretty crier,” Sloane teases. “Although the only tears I wanna cause you are the ones you get when you’re choking on my—”
Aiden slams his hand over Sloane's mouth. “That's enough from you,” he growls, then takes a donut and shoves it in Sloane's mouth, replacing his hand.
“Mhhhmm.” He chews. “Maple. Mouthwatering. Hey, Emmett. I wonder if something else tastes just as good.” Sloane smirks. “And by something else, I mean you–”
Aiden shoves another donut in Sloane's mouth. “I can do this all day.”
Sloane rolls his eyes.
I look up at Emmett, and he has a matching look of amusement.
“I think we’re going to be okay,” he whispers.
I don’t say anything, just smile. The thrilling and terrifying thing is, I believe him. I think we’re going to be okay. And even though everything in me tells me to run, to protect myself, that these men are bad and danger, danger, danger, I shut that part of my mind off.
It’s been a long time since I’ve battled the demons of my past, and I won’t allow them to come back now to ruin my life again.
Sometimes change is good. And for once in my life, I’m going to choose to believe that until it’s proven otherwise.