Chapter 16
Cordelia
Fox carefully crawls behind me, pulling me up into a seated position as Katsu gently opens my mouth and tries to pour water in.
It dribbles out, but it doesn’t matter; it’s just a tiny stream of cool liquid that treks a path between my breasts and down to my stomach.
I moan and arch my back, leaning into the alpha behind me.
His delicious sage, lemon, and browned butter scent is so strong I could lick it off the air. I groan and reach behind me, gripping him around the neck, watching Katsu crawl closer through half-lidded eyes.
“You need to drink, Omega.”
“You make me so wet,” I whisper seductively, biting my lip and letting my legs fall open.
Katsu’s eyes dip down and pause there, long enough for me to feel the fires of my heat return.
“You still need to drink.”
I growl and reach for him. He’s still wearing clothes. They offend me.
“Take them off.”
“Drink.”
“Take your clothes off, Alpha,” I whine.
He presses his lips together and rolls them thoughtfully. Just when I think I’ve won, he grabs the bottle and drinks before pressing his lips to mine and forcing the water into my mouth. I’m so startled I swallow, but then his tongue is there, and I forget to be angry.
“Mine,” I growl into his mouth.
“Yes.”
“Take your clothes off and throw them out of my nest.” I snarl and pull at the material.
Fox laughs, but he can; he’s already naked.
Katsu closes his massive hand over my fingers and firmly pulls them off.
“Take it off, please.”
The whimper isn’t feigned. He stands up and passes the bottle of water to Sebastian as he backs away from the bed. Fox murmurs in my ear, and his hand slides over my ribs to land possessively on my stomach.
“Watch him,” Fox says. “Seeing him get naked is a treat we all deserve.”
Yes, I want to lick him. I can’t do it with his nasty clothes on.
I cover Fox’s hand and slide it up to my aching breasts. He hisses in my ear as his fingers close around the mound of flesh and immediately start kneading.
Katsu pops one button on his shirt. I whimper.
Another one loses its hold on the fabric, and now I’m seeing the brown of his skin, my eyes riveted to it, flashes of memory slamming into me.
I bite my lip until it aches, but I can see the way his butt cheeks clenched as he buried himself in Fox, the sounds of them fucking, knowing we were watching.
Fox cups my pussy and drags me out of my memories and up against him.
He pulls his hand away and holds it up to the light, showing my slick.
As I watch, it runs down his hand to his wrist. Sebastian comes out of the dark shadows of my nest, grabs his hand so hard his knuckles turn white, and then leans in really slowly and licks from Fox’s wrist to his fingertips.
The erotic kiss continues until he engulfs two of Fox’s fingers and sucks hard.
Fox’s reaction is violent and immediate. He hisses and flinches, his cock twitching against my ass. There’s a wet spot on the small of my back that I wonder if Sebastian would lick off, too.
This is a fever dream. All my deepest fantasies, and I can do anything and everything. The heat has stolen my insecurities, any doubts I might feel, any reservations. I am a goddess, and these alphas are mine.
In the back of my mind, I recognise that this is a part of myself that has always existed and has just been buried or unexplored.
Their scents wrap around me. Each different, each one complimenting the other in a combination of smells that is like the perfect recipe just for me.
“Omega.”
That word. That single word is a summons, a verbal stroke down all my most intimate places, a command to turn towards the alpha who murmured it, and where once I hated being called omega, I find that on the lips of Sebastian, Katsu, and Fox, I don’t mind.
Katsu watches me with those unnerving pale eyes, waiting for my attention to return to him. He’s naked, but he doesn’t touch himself; he ignores his erection and his body, focusing instead on me. Its seduction, pleasure, and the most alluring power play ever. I want more.
“Alpha,” I say the word in a seductive purr that has his eyes flashing, hands clenching. His chest rises and falls faster, and his cock twitches.
Sebastian growls, his lips still wrapped around Fox’s fingers. Fox groans, but we ignore them.
“Tell me what you want, and it’s yours.”
“I want you to come here and make me feel so good I forget my name, then I want you to put your cock in me and knot me until I’m screaming. Make me yours, make me feel, make it good. Knot me, Alpha, I am your omega, and I want you to mark me in my nest so no one forgets.”
Each word I speak makes his eyes shine and his jaw tic. By the time I stop, he’s vibrating.
Katsu moves suddenly and grabs my ankle, dragging me away from Fox. I slide down on my back until my ass is at the edge of the bed and he’s standing over me, looming larger than life.
He reaches for me, but I catch his hand, purring. I drag it to my mouth and kiss the inside of his wrist. I bare my teeth and scrape them over the sensitive skin. He watches me through those frozen eyes of his until he can’t take it anymore, and he pulls free and rolls me onto my stomach.
I expect him to be rough, to take me and knot me, but the kiss on the sole of my foot startles me enough that I go entirely still.
He marks me, just like I demanded, everywhere, every inch of my body.
When he's explored my back, he rolls me like I'm precious china, to my front. Each time his lips touch my skin, it’s followed by his fingers sliding over the spot, memorizing each curve, wrinkle, hair, each freckle or mole.
Every imperfection is kissed, cherished.
All those doubts and fears are further buried as this alpha learns me.
And I fall apart.
My body weeping for his, each touch of his fingers and lips stoke the fire higher, the flames hotter. But I cry for me and all the insecurities I’ve held as I let them go. One misbelief at a time melts away, scattering like ash in the fire of his desire.
When he climbs on top of me, carefully cradling my body, he doesn’t force his way into me; he slides with a gentleness that has me arching my back and crying out, and I meet him.
“This is what I want. I need to see all of you. Break apart for me, show it all to me,” he whispers as he buries himself completely in me.
I have never felt so vulnerable or seen.
His fingers stroke up over my hips, slide over my ribs, before he drops his weight on me and finds that spot on my neck that is leaking my scent into the air like a leaky faucet.
I clutch at his back, clenching my muscles around him; each groan I steal from him is a balm to the emotional wound he’s opened in me.
“Are you going to let go?” he asks.
I open my eyes, staring at him, confused and struggling to hold on to reality.
“Let go. We’ve got you. Trust us.”
No, I can’t. There’s something I need to do. The thought pulls me away from the arousal, but the sharp growl of my alpha drags me right back.
He slowly moves his body, pulling halfway out of me before he pushes back in.
“You don’t have to worry about anything; we’re got it taken care of,” he mutters against my skin.
The surge of panic is drowned by his lips claiming mine, driving all thoughts of anything but him from my head.
“Fox,” Katsu growls.
Katsu rolls us, and suddenly, there’s another pair of hands on me, sliding up my thighs, between my legs, touching him and me. I shudder and let out a whine that has him growling in response.
“Do as your Alpha asks, my pretty bird.”
I gasp when he grips my ass cheeks, pulling them apart and then kneading them before he continues up to my hips. His grip is harder than Katsu’s, more aggressive, more passionate. Fox touches my body as if he already knows what I’m going to like.
When his finger slips into my ass, I cry out. He adds another, fucking me in time with Katsu’s punishingly slow movements.
“I think you might be stretched enough, what do you say? Do you want two knots?”
I’m beyond coherency, hanging on by a thread. Knots. “Yes!” I shout.
Fox moves behind me and presses his cock head to my ass. He pushes inside me, and I scream, shoved face first over the edge of a climax that has been building.
I wrench my eyes open, staring at Katsu. “More.”
He chuckles. “You heard her, Fox. More.”
Fox growls. “I need a second, she just strangled my cock, I almost came just from the feel of that tight grip. Give me a second.”
I giggle at his outraged tone but let out a shrill scream when he suddenly pushes all the way inside.
“How’s that, little bird?”
“Not a knot.”
He growls and bites my shoulder. I freeze, my mind blanking, white and black flashing in my vision. A future I want appears in my mind, one where I carry a bite on my shoulder in that spot, we’re living happily together, and Fox hugs me in front of all my family and friends.
“Bite me,” I plead.
Sebastian growls and jumps towards us.
“No one bites. Not in the heat.”
I whine. “Please, Alpha, I need it.”
“No,” Sebastian says. “Ignore her.”
Katsu stares at me, and I stare back, showing him how completely sure I am.
“You haven’t let go yet.”
“I don’t know what you mean,” I whisper, as Fox rips his mouth from my shoulder, leaving me without a bond.
Katsu growls. “No bonds, Fox. Sebastian’s right. She’s not ready.”
I growl, but he grabs the back of my head and seals our lips together, and then the pair of them, in perfect synchronization, start moving fast, driving all thoughts from my head.
I whine and moan, desperate.
“Please, please-”
My plea is far away; all I can do is feel, and the tsunami is too big; it’s drowning me. I’m under the white water, looking up.
“I’m here. I have you.”
Sebastian’s words reach me.
I let go. I stop fighting my heat and them. The relief of falling into the burning fire feels so good; I wish I’d done it sooner.
The heat burns into my mind. The knots push into me, and I scream and scream. Their scents fill the room, stronger, deeper, darker, mixed with my scent, until it reaches everything, a cocoon of us.
But even as I think that, the heat burns the thoughts away, and I fall into the darkness of it and give up my body to instincts.
The last thought I have is that I trust my alphas to keep me safe and not to leave me, and it is a relief.