15. Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Fifteen
Joshua “Loki” Ledet
Fuck, she wasn’t making this easy for me. I was shocked to hear the conversation she was having with her friend. Was it wrong for me to listen? Yeah, it was. Did I give a fuck? No. It told me a lot about Nikki, things I most likely would have never found out.
It surprised me she would think any sane man would not want her. What the hell was there not to want? Despite how beautiful Nikki was, the woman was fucking intelligent, no non-sense, and strong as hell. Who wouldn’t want a woman like that?
I’d heard the brothers talking about her a few days after she arrived, and I shut all that shit down just like I did when we were younger. She wasn’t that type of girl, and if they wanted just a piece of ass, they weren’t getting it from her, that was why we had club whores. They were easy and available.
While I understood the attraction to her, I’d fucking beat the shit out of them before they got anywhere near her. So that was why I made sure to put out the word to all brothers, she wasn’t to be touched because she was mine.
The sensation of her hand against my skin sent a wave of desire through me that almost knocked me on my ass. I wanted so bad to bend her over this desk and fuck the hell out of her. However, she’d been through some traumatic shit, and I didn’t want to trigger her in any way. That was the reason I took off. I didn’t want to let my desires hinder her healing process.
“You’re really making this hard for me, sweetheart.”
I kissed the scar on the palm of her hand that was a stark reminder of the shit she had been through only a few weeks ago. She took a life with these hands and even though that motherfucker deserved it, I knew the costs of taking lives. Unless you were just a heartless bastard, it affected you.
“I’m trying to do the right thing here.”
She took a step closer to me, her palms landing against my chest sent a jolt of electricity through me. “And what’s the right thing?” she asked.
“Giving you time to heal. Not to take advantage of you.”
There were so many emotions dancing across her face, it was hard to determine whether this conversation was a good thing or a bad thing.
When I returned from the road, I only had one thing on my mind and that was her. Of course, the brothers had been giving me updates on her while I was away, but I needed to see it for myself. However, imagine my surprise when I heard the conversation between her and Cadence. It pissed me off she thought I could never want her when all I could do since she had been back in my life was think about her.
She was absolutely right about me distancing myself, but it had nothing to do with not wanting her. It was the complete opposite. She was all I wanted. It was the same when we were younger, but now Reggie wasn’t here to stop me from doing what I’d wanted to do since we were in high school.
“Maybe I don’t need time,” she said. “And isn’t that my decision, anyway?”
Before I could react, her lips were pressed against mine, leaving no room for a response. Immediately everything that had meant something in my life held no significance because she hadn’t been a part of it.
My hands snaked through her hair, and I wrenched her head back ending our kiss. “I don’t do things sweet, Nikki.”
She gazed into my eyes, hers were filled with lust. “Who said I want sweet, Joshua. I just want you.”
I groaned and turned her around, bent her over the desk, then yanked her sweats and panties down to her knees.
“If at any point you want me to stop just say so,” I said as I unbuttoned my pants, pushed my boxers and pants down to my knees.
She nodded, and I smacked her ass. She glared over her shoulder at me. “Ow! What the hell was that for?”
“Words, sweetheart. I always need words from you.”
“Okay, fuck. Just say that next time. That shit hurt. I will tell you when I want you to stop, damn.”
I laughed at her mouthiness. “I love your mouth,” I said, sliding into her cunt. “I can’t wait to fuck it.”
I stilled inside her because she felt so fucking good that if I moved, I’d probably bust a nut faster than I ever have in my life. “Joshua…”
“Give me a minute, sweetheart,” I said, causing her to look over her shoulder. “You feel so fucking good. I don’t want to blow my load too soon.”
When she giggled, the sound vibrated through the air, sending a shiver down my spine and made my heart skip a beat. I couldn’t believe how fucking much I wanted to be the one to make her laugh. I wanted to be the one to bring a smile to her face, especially considering the shit she had been through.
Maybe her friend was right. Maybe what we felt for each other long ago was more than a crush and it was truly the reason why neither one of us had found the person we wanted to be with for more than just sex.
I held tightly to her hips as I thrusted in and out of her, and the sensation was pure bliss. Feeling her warmth and wetness around my cock drove me wild with desire. I hadn’t felt anything so good in my life. I could feel myself getting addicted to this woman, and I was prepared for everything that came with it.
Her moans echoed in the room, and it only urged me to fuck her harder and faster. I wasn’t lying when I said I couldn’t do soft and slow. It simply wasn’t part of my nature. But I’d fuck her until she screamed my name, eat our cum for her beautiful cunt, then fuck her some more.
“Joshua…” she moaned as the sounds of skin-on-skin mingled with the words off her lips. “Oh, fuck you feel good.”
Her praise ignited my desire for her even more and I wanted to feel her cunt choke the fuck out of my dick while she screamed my name.
The sight of my cock coated in her wetness fueled something deep and primal within me. Brutally, I pounded into her, my blunt nails digging into the flesh of her hips as she met my thrust, matching my relentless rhythm.
She grabbed the desk as each hard thrust slammed it against the wall behind it. “I’m going to fuck you all night long, sweetheart. Are you ready?”
“Yes!” she shouted. “Oh God, I coming!”
The walls of her cunt clamped around me so tightly my movement faltered for a second as she exploded around me.
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” I shouted as I quickly followed behind her filling her cunt with my release.
She slumped against the desk, but I wasn’t finished. I pulled out of her, dropped to my knees behind her, opened up her folds and gazed at the mixture of my cum and hers leaking from her entrance. It was so fucking hot and I couldn’t wait to taste her.
I licked up her drenched pussy, groaning as the mixture of our release coated my tongue. This was the kind of shit that would have me addicted to her.
“Fuck, we taste so good. I can eat your pussy every fucking day.”
Moaning, she pressed herself eagerly against my tongue, and I accepted whatever she wanted to give me. I flicked her clit, then sucked the sensitive bundle of nerves into my mouth only to be rewarded with more of our arousal.
I inserted two fingers inside her channel, moving them in and out of her as I continued to lick her cunt, and nibble and suck on her swollen clit.
“Oh… oh, right there, baby,” she moaned, pushing against my fingers.
“You gonna, come for me sweetheart?” I asked and pinched her clit.
She screamed and flooded my mouth with her release. I licked, flicked, nibbled, and ate her out until she sobbed for me to quit.
I stood up, with my dick hard as hell, feeling a surge of desire coursing through my entire body. She was slumped over the desk, her ass and leaking cunt on full display making me harder.
“You good?” I asked, as I gripped my cock, hissing at its sensitivity.
She propped up on her elbows and looked over her shoulder. Her eyes widened when they landed on my fully erect cock.
“You didn’t think we were finished, did you?”
I couldn’t help but chuckle as disbelief washed over her face.
“On your knees,” I said, my hand moving in a steady rhythm up and down my hard cock.
“Joshua, you can’t be serious?”
I lifted a brow. “Oh, I’m very serious, sweetheart. And I want you to crawl to me.”
“You’ve lost your damn mind if you think, I’m going to crawl to you,” she said with so much conviction in her voice, I couldn’t suppress the laughter.
What she didn’t know about me, and would soon discover, was I didn’t play games in the bedroom. This was my domain. In the next few hours, she would learn all the shit I loved to do. And she’d soon beg me for it which included getting her beautiful ass on her knees for me.
“You will,” I said, continuing to work my cock as I watched her eyes dilate. “Or face your punishment. You decide.”
“And what would be my punishment?”
“Whatever the fuck, I decide I want it to be.”
As she stood from the desk and her hands found their way to her hips, I couldn’t help but take in her beautiful body. Her full breasts, I wanted to squeeze then suck on her pert peaks.
“I can’t wait to fuck the brat out of you. You will submit, Nikki. Now, on your knees.”
After she glared for a bit, she lowered to her knees and crawled towards me.
“Good girl,” I groaned continuing to jack off while gazing at how fucking amazing she looked on her hands and knees crawling towards me. “Fuck, you look so good, sweetheart.”
When she reached me, she rose up on her knees, but kept her hands at her side. I took a step forward until I was close enough for the tip of my cock to touch her lips.
“Open.”
She looked up through her long lashes and the desire swirling in her eyes almost made me shoot my load before we even got started.
Her gorgeous, plump lips parted, and I eased my cock inside her warm welcoming mouth. I grabbed the back of her head, intertwined my hands in her hair. “Hands on my thighs.”
Her hands landed on my thighs just as I pulled out of her mouth and slid back in. I held her head completely still has I fucked her mouth. Groans, moans, and hisses from me and her filled the room. “That’s it, sweetheart. You look so perfect taking my cock so well.”
Fuck when she looked up at me, her eyes glassy from the tears cascading down her cheeks, it was like I had come home to the woman who was meant for me. We took different paths in life, and how we came back into each other lives were fucked up, but we were exactly where we were supposed to be.
I pushed into her mouth, hitting the back of her throat as I held her completely still. Her nails dug into my thighs and more tears spilled down her cheeks. “Fuck, Nikki,” I said, releasing her head.
I pulled back out and pushed back in speeding up my rhythm. A tingling sensation surged from my feet, spreading through every inch of my body. I closed my eyes, threw my head back, and let out a deep guttural moan as I exploded inside her mouth. When I was completely spent, I opened my eyes, then slowly pulled out of her mouth.
“Swallow,” I commanded, and she obeyed without hesitation. “Good girl.”
Using my thumb, I collected the cum that had dripped down the side of her mouth and pushed it back in. She sucked my thumb clean like she was sucking my cock and I groaned.
Even though the desire to fuck her again rose inside me, I pushed it down. There was something I needed to discuss with her which was the reason I had come to her when I got back into town but got sidetracked when I heard the conversation between her and her friend.
I removed my thumb, pulled her onto her feet and crashed my mouth into hers. When I pulled away, she looked at me with so much trust and vulnerability, I knew she was it for me. Nikki was mine, and I’d kill anyone who would try to take her from me.
“Rest, and afterwards we need to talk,” I said, as I escorted her to the bed.
“What about?” she asked, as she finished getting undressed along with me.
“Rest, Nikki, and we’ll talk later,” I said, pulling the covers back.
She huffed but slid under the covers. “You’re going to have to stop trying to boss me around.”
Chuckling, I slid into the bed beside her, then pulled her into my arms. It had been a long three weeks being away from her, but it was necessary. I was gathering information on Owen Decker and trying to decide what to do next.
“You love it.”
She huffed again but didn’t say anything else. I laid there as her breaths evened out. We had some serious shit to talk about because there was no way she was not going to be in my life again. Now I had to convince her that New Orleans was where she belonged.