Chapter 4 #2
Wyatt pushed those dark thoughts aside and held his tongue for his lover.
River had suffered too much for too long.
If Bel wanted to indulge River’s every whim, so be it.
He deserved to have one night with a full belly and a good sleep somewhere safe.
And yes, Wyatt did believe they would be safe in Bel’s home.
“Food settled?” Wyatt asked as he turned back to face them.
“Yes, though I think we ordered too much. Particularly since you don’t eat. I’m sorry.” River hung his head and sidled across the couch, putting nearly an entire cushion between himself and Bel.
The vampire watched him, his head cocked to the side, a confused expression digging lines between his brows.
Bel started to reach for River but stopped himself and knotted his fingers together in his lap instead.
Bel looked up at Wyatt, his gaze both questioning and apologetic, as if he wasn’t quite sure what he’d done wrong.
Wyatt wanted to sigh. For a moment, River had managed to forget that Bel was a vampire. He’d become just a man, an acquaintance discussing food. But it was all too easy to see that old memories of other vampires had come crashing down on River.
“We have some time before the food arrives. You said something about questions,” Wyatt said, trying to redirect Bel’s thoughts away from River’s behavior.
“Yes.” It worked, though not quite as well as Wyatt had expected. Bel’s eyes still darted back to River as if checking on him one last time. With fingers tightening around his phone, Bel moved from the sofa to the chair he’d been sitting in. “Questions.”
Wyatt took Bel’s place on the couch and relaxed against the soft cushions.
It took only a moment for River to scoot over toward Wyatt, sitting close enough for them to touch from shoulder to hip.
His eyes drifted shut for a second, and Wyatt soaked in the simple pleasure of feeling River sitting next to him, openly touching.
After hiding from their pack, then being forced to live most of their days as wolves, Wyatt had begun to lose hope that he’d ever be able to just sit and hold his lover.
“First question,” Bel started. He leaned forward with his forearms resting on his knees and those sharp blue eyes trained on them with rapt attention. “What is the polite term to describe your kind? Werewolf? Lycanthrope? Shapeshifter? Loup garou? Or is there maybe something else I don’t know?”
River’s shocked laugh echoed through the room, and he pressed into Wyatt.
The sound always reminded him of the wonderful fresh scents of summer.
Something in Wyatt’s chest soared to hear it again, and he swore right there that he would do anything to make sure River stayed with Bel, even if it meant giving him up.
River needed laughter in his life as much as he needed safety.
“What? I don’t understand. Did I use the wrong term? My brothers are always telling me I’ve got a knack for saying the wrong thing.”
Wyatt chuckled and wrapped an arm around River’s shoulders, keeping him close. “No, not at all. No one has ever asked us such a thing.”
“We were usually just called wolf,” River said as his laughter subsided.
“Is that what you prefer?”
“We are werewolves,” Wyatt said.
“But I like that ‘loup-garou’ term. Makes us sound fancy,” River said with a smirk.
“It’s the French term for the werewolf myth, but the poor soul was supposed to have been cursed by a witch.” Bel frowned, slowly shaking his head. “You two…weren’t…cursed by a witch, right?”
River howled with laughter again, and Wyatt sighed.
“You’re going to have to pull it together,” he muttered but without any real heat to his voice.
Bel didn’t seem to mind River’s laughter, but Wyatt didn’t want to push his luck.
“No, we weren’t cursed by a witch. To my understanding, it’s genetic.
It’s passed along when both the mother and father are werewolves. ”
Bel’s eyes widened, and he shifted in his seat, moving to the edge as if he were a sparrow preparing to take flight. “And if only one parent is a werewolf?”
“It is possible to inherit, but the chances are very slim.”
“Do you know if it’s more likely to pass along if the father is the werewolf? Or maybe the mother?”
Wyatt smiled. Bel was talking DNA and who might be the true carrier of the werewolf genes. At one time, he’d considered being a doctor. He’d gotten as far as a bachelor’s in biology, but things fell apart not long afterward.
“I don’t know. I don’t know if anyone has studied it.”
“If you don’t mind me asking…” Bel paused, and his eyes darted over to River for a second before looking at Wyatt. “When you’re born, are you born as part of a litter of wolves or as a human baby?”
River started laughing so hard, he was shaking the couch. Wyatt groaned and shoved him away, but when he looked over at Bel, it was to find the vampire fighting back a smile. He’d done that on purpose, though Wyatt suspected he still wanted an answer to his question.
“Human baby,” Wyatt replied when he was sure he could speak without laughing himself. “But we do have a higher than average rate of twins and triplets among our kind.”
Bel’s eyes widened, and Wyatt was sure he wanted to ask for actual data on their birth rates. The vampire was proving to be a sponge for information. Every little bit Wyatt said, he soaked up and still wanted more.
The questions continued. Wyatt noticed that for every two or three serious questions, Bel slipped in something to make River chuckle or laugh. Some of the tension that had been in both Bel and River seemed to disappear until the food arrived.
While Wyatt and River set up the massive spread of food in the kitchen, Bel slipped away for a moment.
When he returned, he had a well-worn notebook in hand and a couple of pens.
He continued to ask questions, but he slowed down, allowing them to eat while he made copious notes.
Wyatt didn’t miss that Bel wasn’t asking some very obvious questions that seemed to interest most people—such as their fast rate of healing.
Was he avoiding the topic out of deference to River’s obvious unease about the vampire?
But even that was appearing to fade a little. More than once, River coaxed Bel into trying some bite of food. Even offering him something off his own plate. Not a small gesture from a werewolf, though he doubted that Bel realized it. Probably why River felt safe doing it.
Nearly an hour later, River pushed back from the center island where they’d sat on tall chairs and sighed happily.
He patted the new little bulge in his stomach and Wyatt had to agree.
He couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt this full.
Or tasted so many flavors. So many wonderful spices he’d missed while being stuck in wolf form.
“I don’t think I can move,” River groaned. “I could just curl up on the floor right here and sleep.”
“Thank you, Bel. That was a wonderful dinner.”
Bel blushed again, looking down at his notebook and a piece of garlic bread he’d been nibbling on. “Oh, that’s okay. River did most of the ordering. He has wonderful taste. And it’s the least I could do. You’ve provided me with such interesting and valuable information.”
“Well, we couldn’t have you going through life believing we were cursed by a witch,” River teased.
Bel rolled his eyes and smiled as he rose from his chair. “You both are probably exhausted. It’s already after midnight. Let me show you to the guest room.”
“We should clean this up first,” Wyatt offered, already pulling together some of the empty containers.
“Just leave it. I’ll get it before heading into my lab. You’re my guests.”
“But—”
“No, I’ve got it. Come along.” Bel held his notebook pressed to his chest with one arm and waved for them to follow him.
River shot Wyatt a questioning glance, but Wyatt could only shrug and follow their host. They went up the stairs and down a long hall, past a couple of closed doors to a dark room at the end of the hall.
Bel flipped on the lights to reveal a bedroom decorated in various shades of pale gray.
There was something very cool and calming about the room.
But the most inviting sight was the large bed in the center of the room covered in what looked like thick blankets and an abundance of pillows.
“Through here is the bathroom. It has supplies if you’d like a shower. My brother occasionally stays over, so I make sure I have what he prefers.”
“Thank you, Bel. Really. It’s too generous,” Wyatt said.
Bel smiled up at him for a second and then quickly looked away again. “I’ll try to find you a change of clothes, though I don’t know if I’ll have anything that will fit you.”
Wyatt started to tell him that it wasn’t necessary, but Bel hurried away, closing the door behind him. Both Wyatt and River stood frozen for a moment, listening to Bel’s retreating footsteps muffled by the thick hall carpet.
River breathed a deep sigh of relief and walked over to the bed. He stretched out his hand and ran his fingertips over the comforter as if he were afraid to touch it.
“It’s…it’s like a dream. I’m afraid I’m going to wake up and find myself in that fucking room again with the lumpy mattress and Brett standing over us, bitching that I’m not a wolf.”
Wyatt closed the distance between them and wrapped his arms around River from behind. He pressed his face into his lover’s hair and closed his eyes. “It’s not a dream. Even if it’s only for one night, we will cherish it. There’s no more Brett. It’s just us.”
“I know. You’re right.” River turned in his arms and hugged him tight. “I love you so much. Thank you for taking such good care of us. Of me. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”