Chapter 29
Dax
I ’m nineteen again and holding the same woman’s hand; instead of climbing up to the hayloft, we’re walking into a bedroom.
No scratchy hay, no opening to the night sky, yet my heart is beating the same way it did that night.
Letting go of Kandace’s hand, I pull down the blankets on the partially made bed.
As I turn her direction, my mouth goes dry and my breathing stops.
The blue Cubs shirt makes her eyes sparkle as she reaches for the hem and slowly lifts it over her head. Long damp hair cascades over her shoulders. She licks her pink lips.
Scanning downward, I see her sensational curves.
Her round breasts lift as her breaths come fast. Downward her stomach is flat and for a second, I imagine seeing her carrying my child.
Her hips are perfect. The ‘V’ at the apex of her thighs is covered in auburn curls, her legs are shapely, and her toenails are painted mint green.
“You’re fucking gorgeous, Kandace.”
She takes a step toward me and reaches for the button of my blue jeans. Her light blue stare swirls with darker hues as she looks up. “I want to be touched, Dax.”
“No sex?”
Her slender shoulder moves up and down. “How about no rules for today?”
Words aren’t forming as she unfastens the button on the blue jeans and lowers the zipper. While sex is only a possibility, my body hasn’t gotten the message. My erection springs forward as it’s freed from the confines of the denim.
Kandace grins. “It seems the ghosts stole your underwear too.”
Kicking off my blue jeans, I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her against me. “Yeah, I’m not evicting them as long as they keep up the good work.”
Taking a step back, Kandace scans me as I did her. With only the tips of her fingers upon my skin, she walks all the way around me until we’re face-to-face. “I never thought this would happen again.” She lifts herself up on her tiptoes, brushing my lips with hers.
The world beyond this room disappears as we kiss.
Our connection is electric as sparks ignite beneath my skin and burst to flames as my circulation soars.
As our tongues mingle, our hands roam. Kandace’s skin is soft and warm.
I can’t get enough as I run my hands down her spine and cup her round ass.
As I lift her, she wraps her legs around my torso with her hands on my shoulders.
Step by step, I walk until Kandace is sandwiched between me and the wall. My head lowers as I find her breasts, nipping each nipple before swirling them with my tongue. The room fills with her moans as she rocks in my arms.
Lifting my chin, I meet her magnetic gaze now clouded with desire and lust.
“When’s the last time you came?” I ask.
“The last times don’t count.”
“Because you were touching yourself?”
She nods. “I want you to touch me.”
Kandace doesn’t have to ask twice as I carry her to the bed.
Putting her down, she bounces with a grin before scooting backward on her elbows.
I follow. On hands and knees, I reach her in two strides as I crawl between her legs and over her sexy body until our lips reunite.
Nipping her lower lip, I watch the way her eyes sparkle. “Tell me again what you want.”
“I want you, Dax. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted.”
Kandace’s lips open and her neck stretches as her head falls backward at my invasion.
I start with one finger and add a second.
She’s already wet and ready, yet I could keep this up all day, egged on by the sounds she’s making, the way her nipples bead, and how her areolas are growing a deeper shade of red.
It’s as I swirl her clit that she cries out.
“Oh God, Dax.”
Her core contracts and pulsates around my fingers as she falls back. Auburn waves surround her beautiful face, her complexion rosy from her orgasm.
I follow over her, my erection painfully hard between us.
Kandace’s fingers wrap around my cock. She stares at me as she runs her hand up and down, slowly, swirling the come over the tip. My cock grows harder as with her other hand, she manipulates my balls. I’m ready to be inside her when she asks, “Do you have any condoms?”
“Not on the pill?”
Kandace shakes her head. “They didn’t work last time. And I haven’t had any reason.”
Pulling myself away, I go to the dresser where I left my wallet and hope I have one. If I do, I’m not sure how old it is. When I find the package, I hold it up. “Do these things expire?”
She giggles. “If you knock me up again, I think Justin may hunt you down.”
Making my way back to the bed, I crawl over her and grin. “If I knock you up again, I will be with you, so Justin won’t need to hunt me down.”
Kandace takes the package from my hand and opens it. “Remember, I want to touch you too.”
Slowly, she rolls the condom over my erection until it stops. The slow pace of her actions will be the death of me. I’m afraid I’ll be back to nineteen and the one condom won’t last long.
Licking her pink lips again, she asks, “How many do you have?”
“One. I want to make it count.”
Kandace nods as her tongue darts again to her lips.
My hands frame her cheeks as I bring her lips to mine. Our tongues move together as if we were meant to be as one. Up on my knees, I lay her back and marvel as she spreads her legs, opening herself to me.
“Are you sure?”
Reaching for my hand, Kandace pulls me over her. “I’ve never been surer of anything in my life.”
Inch by inch, I push inside her core. Despite her wetness, her core is like a vise. “You’re so tight. I thought after a child...”
Her giggle fills the air. “First, Molly was a C-section, and second, don’t believe all the rumors you hear.”
I stop and stare into her eyes as concern infiltrates our moment. “Why a C-section?”
“Can we talk about this later?”
“Yeah, you’re right. More pressing matters.
” With my gaze on hers, I thrust deep, and she gasps for air.
The awkwardness of teenagers and our first time is gone, replaced with familiarity and confidence as we find our rhythm.
Wrapping her arms around my neck, Kandace brings her heels to my ass as the pressure within me builds.
I slow my speed, not wanting this to end.
I try to think about anything but the utter bliss of being with Kandace again, but I can’t.
I’m consumed. We roll as she straddles me until she’s on top, staring down at me.
Her hands are on my shoulders as her expression contorts and her breasts bounce before me.
“You’re stunning.”
“I-I’ve never done this. On top.”
My touch runs over her skin along her back and sides as her skin coats with perspiration. “You’re a pro.”
Her grin grows. “I think I like it.”
Up and down, her knees bend as she sheathes me with her core only to pull up and then come back down. It’s as her sounds grow louder and her fingernails threaten my shoulders that I flip her around again.
There’s no stopping this freight train as I pound into her.
The old bed squeaks, and the headboard hits the wall.
With the pressure building within me, I don’t care if the bed is a pile of kindling by the time we’re done.
There’s no stopping. We’re both there on the precipice and ready to free fall from high above the fields and trees as our bodies continue to slap against each other.
Kandace calls out first, but I’m not far behind.
Lights flash behind my eyelids as I pulsate within her, hoping the condom holds while not caring if it doesn’t. Finally, I fall upon her, my chest smashing her breasts as Kandace holds tight to my torso and we both fight to breathe.
When I lift my face, I stare down at the woman I have loved since I was a kid. As I roll and we again become two, I look around the room. “Do you think Grandma Ruth knew this would happen?”
Kandace rolls to her side and holds her head up with her elbow on the mattress. “I think she had it all planned.”
Going into the bathroom, I remove the condom—still intact—and tie it in a knot before throwing it in the trashcan and heading back into the bedroom. “I love seeing you in bed and knowing I’m going to join you.”
“Then join me.”