Chapter 7
Lola
“ F uuuuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” I scream into the clammy night air, I’m at the back of the clubhouse grounds all of a sudden, I’m well away from the Hound and his boyfriend?
Or fuck buddy? Fuck what the hell happened to me, some kinda voodoo shit or something.
Kicking up some of the ground and used cigarette butts the automatic light shines above me as I pace back and forth as I thread my fingers through my hair at the roots. What the hell is wrong with me?
“Lo’? is that you, are ya okay?” Kayley shouts from the back of the clubhouse, followed by the crunch of the gravel as she nears closer to me, spinning around as she nears me, I practically pounce on her.
“Did you know? I bet you did. Why the hell didn’t you warn me?” I tug up my pants just in case, the phantom feeling of them still being down is still there, I take a hold of the band of my jeans in case whilst Kayley gets to me with a questioning look on her beautiful face.
“Okkkkay what’s going on?” she questions as she takes a slurp of her beer, great she’s got beer snatching it off her swigging it down it barely touches my tongue. Taking a deep breath and grab my best friends arm tugging her closer so she’s practically in my face,
“Did you know? Ya know about … Hound?” I whisper out his name, confusion mars her face she replies straight away
“What about him?”
“What about him? “ I mirror, shaking my head at her, looking up to the inky darkness with stars dancing amongst them, then I continue as my eyes meet hers again. “Did you know about Hound… that he’s into men and possibly women too?” The look of relief on her cheeky face as it breaks out into a smile and then she wraps her arm around my shoulders.
“Babe, he doesn’t put any label on himself, but he enjoys both men and women sometimes at the same time.
How did you find out about it I know he isn’t very discreet but- Oh no you didn’t did you…
tell me everything!” She insists as she has her ironclad hold on me walking me over to the far corner where still our favorite spot is overlooking the little stream at the end of the compound grounds, the big old, aged tree stump carved out by our dads into a two seater just for us.
Pushing me down as the late-night breeze whips around me rustling me hair, I exhale heavily not daring to look at her I decide to speak to the moon in its crescent from,
“I was on the way to go for a pee, then I don’t really know what happened next, but I swear to god I ended up outside his door.
Only it wasn’t shut…I could see Hound against his wall t-shirt bunched up clearly getting sucked off.
Oh god you’re going to think I’m wrong in my head or sick or something.
” I glance over at her and she is just sitting there listening to everything I have to say glancing up to meet my eyes.
She just gives me a warm smile and gives me a little nudge of her elbow in encouragement.
Closing me eyes tightly facing the moon again not wanting to see her face when I breathe out the next sentence, “well and I don’t know why or what the hell came over me Kayls’ but- but I ended up getting turned on by watching him getting sucked off by another man… ”
“And?” she retorts her voice not having a hint of shocked in it
“What d’ya mean and ? Are you not disgusted at me? Because I am, at myself what the hell is wrong with me-“ interrupting my train of thought
“I meant so what, I get turned on watching porn it’s the same, but what else happened because the way you’re telling it tells me there is more to this story than you’re telling me.
So, spill the beans girl.” Sucking up a big breath gathering up the courage as the embarrassment creeps up my neck blooming over my cheeks hoping she can’t see it; with a tiny nod of the head I tell her everything.
“Well… watching Hound getting sucked off had to be the most erotic thing I’ve seen; I was so turned on I kinda ya know… ended up being caught by Hound and he encouraged for me to go in…” I say in a mad word blast.
“Go. The. Fuck. On babe, you can’t stop there shit’s getting juicy.
” She tells me with her eyebrows dancing at the end so I take another deep breath in and blurt out all in a rush of words secretly hoping I can get the words out quick enough my words don’t register with her but I know Kayley nothing gets past her.
“I fingered myself, came next to him whilst I watched him get sucked off.”
“Woaah. I- I don’t know what to say, but I wasn’t expecting you to be into that. Did Hound at least cum watching you?” she asks as she links her arms with mine tugging me down onto the tree stump.
“Why aren’t you shocked or at least repulsed? Leave it to you not to be, you’ve been around these bikers too long.” I quip but she mumbles under breath
“And you haven’t… sorry Lo’. I mean you are kind of right, but this is all I know I’m used to seeing it all like you used to.
But what I do find interesting is Hound letting you in his room whilst he’s with someone from outside the club.
He doesn’t like them mixing, I’ve noticed.
But not gonna lie, that visual does sound kinda hot.
” She blurts out the last sentence to which we both swivel to look at each other before blasting into fits of laughter, god I’ve missed this crazy chick.
Walking back through the clubhouse, from the freshness of the outdoors back to the scent of beer, sweat, the sickly smell of weed with leather mixed in hits me once again with only the hue of the bar lights shedding any real light over the main room.
I try and scramble over to the table that me and Kayley were initially grabbing my bag swinging it over my shoulder and retracing my steps back through the room.
Some of the members half naked with fully naked club girls sprawled all over them.
I get to the open door where Kayley’s waiting for me.
“Shall we grab your bike bags, so you got your stuff at mine until your Dads out of hospital?
Orrrr… shall I drop them into Hounds room.
“ She shoots with an all knowing smile as I elbow her right in the ribs making her double over on a oof .
Letting the door slam shut behind us as the automatic lock, locks behind us
“Fuck’s sake really be careful won’t ya. You don’t know who the hell’s listening.” I hissed out as we make our way to her little house which is only a 10 minute walk away from the clubhouse, even though her Dad bought her a house he still wanted her close to the clubhouse “for safety”.
“Don’t worry everyone is either out of it from drunk, drugs or getting thoroughly fucked. Come on, let’s have us a good ol’ sleepover like we used to.” She beams at me with her dazzling smile, how could I resist that face, how she hasn’t got an ol’ man yet is beyond me.
UNKNOWN…
Standing here as I take another drag of my smoke, letting the thick plumes swirl in front of me as I enjoy the coolness of night waft over me.
Just as I roll my eyes up to the sky thinking about how to deal with this bull shit with the club they’ve grown suspicious, but the crunch of gravel in the distance peering over my bikes handlebars I see Kayley aka the biker brat as I like to call her she’s waiting next to the clubhouse door wondering if she’s waiting for her Dad but I see that big tight ass in those jeans that look like she’s been poured into them and the flash of the blond hair that looks silver form the moonlight bouncing off it and the sight of her ignites something in me the same as when I saw her again after all these years and I hear Kayley ask
“Shall we grab your bike bags, so you got your stuff at mine until your Dads out of hospital?
Orrrr… shall I drop them into Hounds room.
“ That makes me stop smoking as I let it hang between my fingers as the shock drips down my spine like icy cold water. Lola lets the door slam shut behind her, and I’m barely able to her reply,
“Fuck sake really be careful wont ya. You don’t know who the hell’s listening.”
“Don’t worry everyone is either out of it from drunk, drugs or getting thoroughly fucked.
Come on let’s have us a good ol’ sleepover like we used to.
” They walk out of the compound together arm in arm as the waves of anger and jealousy come over me, I don’t realize I’m clenching my jaw until the pain in my jaw spreads into my temple pounding my head.
It nearly matches the gut burning in my stomach just from the thought of Hound going anywhere near her, El cabrón!
He can’t help himself if it’s not one of the club girls, it’s some random outside the club that pisses me off.
The stupid fuck! I know going against him is the only way to prove to him he can’t always have it, if it means getting something I’ve always wanted so be it!