Chapter 45
THIS IS NOT IN THE EMPLOYEE HANDBOOK
IZZY
Back in manager mode. It clicks into place easily, familiar and steadying.
The rhythm of schedules, meetings, and check-ins gives me something to hold onto, a structure that keeps everything else at bay.
The week off was necessary—forced, really—but being back at the store feels right.
Messy, busy, full of problems to solve. But it's mine. And I’ve missed the chaos more than I want to admit.
The familiarity of it all soothes something raw inside me.
The gleam of polished marble floors under carefully positioned lighting.
The subtle scent of the store's signature fragrance wafting through the air conditioning.
The quiet hum of exclusive clientele browsing through racks worth more than my monthly salary.
This is my domain, my carefully curated world where I know exactly who I am and what I'm worth.
At least Amanda seems to have laid the groundwork for my return.
Because if people do know about what happened with Evan—the arrest, the charges, the humiliating police statements—they're not saying a word about it.
There are no pitying looks when I pass by, no awkward condolences whispered as I approach, no hushed conversations that suddenly stop when I enter a room.
Just business as usual.
And for that?
I owe her a very large bottle of tequila. Possibly two.
The click of heels announces her arrival before I see her.
Amanda waltzes into my office with her usual dramatic flair, her tall frame adorned in a black pencil skirt and fuchsia blouse that somehow manages to look both professional and slightly dangerous.
She's holding her tablet against her chest.
"Good morning, boss lady," she says as she drops into the chair across from my desk. She settles in, crossing her legs and raising an eyebrow at me.
I smile. "Is it though?"
She grins, a flash of perfect white teeth against crimson lips. "We'll see."
I straighten in my chair, adjusting my posture from exhausted to professional in one practiced movement. I glance at the daily schedule she's pulled up on her tablet, the screen glowing with color-coded appointments, deliveries, and staff rotations.
"So what's the damage today?" I ask, bracing myself for whatever retail nightmare awaits me. In this business, catastrophe is always lurking just around the corner—a delayed shipment, a difficult client, a staff member calling in sick at the worst possible moment.
"Well, our VIP shoppers will be here soon," Amanda says, scrolling through her tablet with perfectly manicured nails. "They booked a private shopping experience for their entire group, and we're fully staffed for it." She looks up, her expression reassuring. "No major hiccups this morning—yet."
I scan the list of names attached to the booking, my eyes narrowing as I recognize a few.
These aren't just any VIPs—they're the type who expect the world to bend around them, who treat retail workers like servants rather than professionals.
The type who demand the manager, not because they need one, but because they can.
Just what I need on my first day back.
"Great," I mutter, setting the tablet down on my desk with a soft thud. "They're totally going to ask for me."
Amanda’s eyes twinkle with mischief. "Obviously. Who wouldn't want the Izzy Russo experience?"
I shoot her a glare that would wither most people, but Amanda just absorbs it like sunlight. "Be serious."
She shrugs, flipping her tablet shut with a decisive click. "I'm sure you can handle them." Her voice softens, takes on a teasing edge. "Cal's been giving you lessons, hasn't he?"
My body responds instinctively to his name—a subtle warmth spreading through me, a quickening of pulse that I hope isn't visible on my face. I roll my eyes, my lips twitching despite my best efforts to maintain my professional facade. "And what exactly are you implying?"
She leans forward, elbows on her knees, her entire posture a physical manifestation of gossip about to be shared. "Oh, nothing," she drawls, drawing out the word like taffy. "Just that you seem… different."
I shift in my seat, uncomfortable with how easily she reads me. "Different how?"
"More confident. More assertive. Looser."
I raise a brow, feeling heat rise to my cheeks. "Looser?"
Amanda winks, her eyes sparkling with suggestion. "You tell me."
I throw a pen cap at her, a childish gesture that betrays how off-balance she's made me feel, but she dodges effortlessly, cackling as the plastic bounces harmlessly off the wall behind her.
Before I can fire back a response that would surely be inadequate, a voice crackles through my earpiece.
“Izzy, we need you on the floor."
I push back from my desk. "Guess I'm up."
Amanda waves me off, settling more comfortably into her chair. "Go be a boss. I'll be here, holding down the fort." She picks up my discarded pen cap and places it neatly on my desk, a small gesture of order in the chaos to come.
Midday brings the store to life. Shoppers drift between carefully curated displays, their voices overlapping with the low sweep of classical music that plays just loud enough to fill the silence. The lighting is intentional, casting everything in the best possible version of itself.
I weave through the aisles with practiced ease, stopping occasionally to straighten a display or check in with a staff member.
My smile is polite, professional, the right balance of friendly and distant that high-end retail demands.
I make my way toward the personal shopping suites, rehearsing greetings and contingency plans in my head.
And that's when I feel him.
I don't even have to see him to know he's close. My skin prickles with awareness, every nerve ending suddenly alert, like my body is a compass and he's magnetic north.
Cal has this energy—commanding, possessive, electric. It's like he exists in my peripheral vision before I even turn my head, like the air around him is charged with something only I can feel.
His dark button-down stretches across broad shoulders that taper to a narrow waist, the fabric expensive but not flashy. His sleeves are rolled up just enough to expose his tattooed forearms. His hair is slightly tousled, like he's been running his hands through it.
I try to keep it professional.
I really do.
I attempt to maintain the same composed expression I've worn all morning, the same measured pace as I cross the floor, the same polite nod I give to all my colleagues.
But the moment I move past him, his hand snags my wrist—calloused fingers wrap around me and suddenly—
I'm against the wall.
Cal's body presses against mine. His chest rises and falls against mine, his breath slightly uneven, his eyes darkened with desire.
His lips crash into mine without warning, hungry and deep, his hands gripping my waist like he can't stand for us to be apart. There's no gentleness in this kiss—it's raw, primal, full of the pent-up energy of hours spent apart but aware of each other's presence.
I gasp into his mouth, my fingers fisting the material of his shirt, wrinkling the expensive fabric. My heart hammers against my ribs as I feel his restraint snapping, the careful control he usually maintains slipping away like water through fingers.
He pulls back, just enough to murmur against my lips, "I've missed you today."
His voice is rough, deeper than usual, sending shivers down my spine. This close, I can see the way his pupils dilate as he looks at me.
I’m playing at a confidence I don't entirely feel. "We've both been a little busy."
He tilts his head, eyes dark, lips brushing against mine as he murmurs, "Doesn't mean I didn't want to drag you somewhere and keep you to myself."
Heat surges through me, low and heavy, making my knees threaten to give. But I play it cool, lifting a brow in challenge, refusing to let him see how completely he’s unraveling me.
"Well," I say, running my fingers down his chest, feeling the solid muscle beneath the thin fabric, "you can keep missing me until you fuck me."
Cal goes still.
His body goes rigid, eyes flashing wide before narrowing with lethal focus.
There's something feral in him, barely restrained.
"Be careful with what you say, pretty girl."
The nickname sends a fresh wave of desire through me, but I hide it behind a challenging smile. I bite my lip, watching his eyes track the movement, and arch into him just slightly, pressing my body against his in silent invitation.
"Why? What will you do?"
His body is taut against mine, wound up and vibrating with restraint—like the only thing keeping him from snapping is me, right here, under his hands.
The earpiece crackles to life again. I groan, frustration and desire mixing into a sound that's almost pained.
Cal mutters a curse, pressing his forehead against mine for half a second before stepping back, creating space that feels like miles after the intimacy of moments before.
My body protests the sudden absence of his heat. He recovers his composure faster than I can, though the tension in his shoulders tells me he's no less affected. "Go on, boss. Handle your VIPs."
I smooth my blouse, trying to regain some semblance of professional appearance. "Fine."
I push past him, forcing myself to walk away—even as my body screams at me to stay, to lock the door, to forget about clients and sales and responsibilities.
The VIP clients are already a handful from the moment I step onto the sales floor. The carefully orchestrated atmosphere of exclusive shopping has been disrupted by their presence, the elegant quiet replaced by too-loud conversations and demanding requests.
There are more of them than were originally booked, at least three extra bodies crowding the already limited space.
The entire energy of the floor is off. The usual smooth, high-end shopping experience is suddenly chaotic.
Too many people, not enough personal shoppers, and a growing tension as clients start getting restless, their expectations of immediate attention not being met.
I do my best to keep the situation under control, my manager smile firmly in place as I circulate through the floor.
I coordinate with my team, delegating where I can, reassigning associates to balance the workload.
Daniel is working overtime trying to juggle multiple clients at once, his usual meticulous attention now split between too many demands.
Amanda is in the back frantically trying to pull more inventory to accommodate the unexpectedly large group, and I'm circulating, smoothing over ruffled tempers with polite smiles and reassurances that feel increasingly hollow.
But there's only so much we can do with limited staff and unlimited expectations.
A woman—one of the VIPs—snaps her fingers at me as I pass. The sound is sharp, imperious, the gesture one would use to summon a dog. I grit my teeth before turning with a smooth expression that betrays none of the irritation bubbling beneath the surface.
"Yes, ma'am?"
She's draped in designer clothes, dripping in her face a mask of entitled dissatisfaction. "This isn't what we asked for," she says harshly, gesturing to the item in her hands with barely concealed disdain. "It's too small. I need a different size."
I exchange a glance with Daniel, who is already knee-deep in handling two other clients, his usual calm demeanor starting to fray at the edges. His eyes plead with me silently, begging for rescue.
"I'll check the stockroom," I say smoothly. "And I'll get another shopper down here to help as well."
Daniel nods, his relief clear in the slight relaxation of his shoulders, the small exhale that escapes him.
"Thank you," the woman says, but it's not grateful. It's demanding, expectant, like she's simply acknowledging that I'm doing what I should have done already.
I turn and head toward the storage room, exhaling as soon as I'm past the displays, the tension in my shoulders easing slightly now that I'm out of sight. My professional mask slips just a fraction, allowing the irritation to show on my face for a brief moment.
This is a mess. A complete and utter disaster that will take hours to clean up, both literally and figuratively.
I push open the door to the stockroom, stepping inside the cool, quiet space, already pressing on my earpiece to call for backup.
Something behind me causes me to turn, and I freeze.
Two men—VIP clients I vaguely recognize from earlier—have followed me in. They stand between me and the door, blocking my exit.
I touch my fingers to my earpiece, my heart rate accelerating though I'm not sure why. There's no reason to be afraid. They're just clients. Maybe they're impatient. Maybe they think I'm not moving fast enough. Maybe they just want to see the inventory for themselves.
Why?
"There was no need to follow me," I say, forcing a calm, professional tone that betrays none of the unease creeping along my spine. "I'll be out in just a minute with your item."
Neither of them move.
Neither of them speak.
They just stand there, watching me with an intensity that's more than just impatience or entitlement. It's something darker, something purposeful.
The hair on my arms prickles.
Something isn't right.
A third presence appears behind me and suddenly a bag comes down over my head, rough fabric blocking out the light, the world going dark in an instant.
Before I can react, before I can scream or fight or run, a blow lands heavy against my ribs, stealing the breath from my lungs. The pain explodes through me, radiating outward from the point of impact, stealing my ability to think, to move, to breathe.
Pain like nothing I've ever felt before.
My body collapses, knees giving way, lungs refusing to work, every nerve ending screaming in protest.
And my world goes dark, consciousness slipping away as the floor rushes up to meet me.