Ciera
I was so confused as to why the guys were now here with us, but I’m so glad they were.
I was worried sick about Juelz and the safety of all of them.
Ms. Simone was acting really strange after she got off the phone when we were out shopping.
Now I know why. When she ran up those stairs, I knew she was running to her son.
The action of a mother, and the love she has for her child showed up in the most powerful way.
Juelz was sitting on the edge of the bed with Kari asleep in his arms, holding her so tight like if he loosened his grip, somebody would come and take her away.
He buried his face in her hair, kissing the top of her head over and over again.
I tried a few times to take her so I could lay her down, but every time I reached for her, he tightened his hold.
“No,” he whispered; his voice was shaky. “Just... just let me hold my baby a little longer.”
That's when I lost it. This strong man, the one everybody looked to for protection, the one who never folded under pressure, was sitting here crying like a newborn baby. Silent tears rolled down his face as he trembled. He never took his eyes off of Kari, and that alone had me so worried. It was a sight and heartbreaking at the same time because I still didn’t know what was going on.
All I could do was support him and let him know that I was there for him in any way that he needed me to be.
I sat beside him and wrapped my arms around both of them.
I didn't say a word because there wasn't anything, I could say that would make him hurt any less.
All I could do was hold him while he held his daughter.
I waited a good thirty minutes before trying to talk to him.
“Juelz, baby, what’s wrong? Please talk to me. I need to know what I need to do to help you,” I spoke.
“Ciera... it's so much I need to tell you,” He whispered, his voice heavy with exhaustion. “Let's just relax, baby. I need to relax and just be here with you and my babies.” I didn't ask anything else, I nodded my head.
Whatever happened hash broken him in the worst way, and I knew he would talk to me when he was ready.
Right now, I didn’t want to cause more stress, I wanted to be his peace.
So, I wrapped my arms around him a little tighter while he continued to hold Kari against his chest. We laid in complete silence, listening to nothing but each other's breathing. At some point, I must’ve dozed off because I felt him move.
I opened my eyes and watched him carefully walk out of the bedroom with Kari still asleep in his arms.
A few minutes later, he came back into the room and decided to tell me all the shit that had been going on with Kenya.
“Ciera, everything is so fucked up right now,” he said, trying to keep his emotions in check, but I could tell that he was pissed.
“I found out that Kenya was never kidnapped. She and Xavier set all of this up because they were sleeping together. She’s been in Belize this entire time, living off the money that I paid for the ransom to get her back.
I also found out that Xavier was taking money for business deals that never happened.
Luckily, there were multiple attorneys working on my major business transactions, and he couldn’t do any more underhanded shit.
He didn’t run across her; that was all a lie,” he said, and my heart dropped.
“Oh my God! I can’t believe this shit. Baby, I’m so sorry.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. This bitch was vindictive as hell.
I couldn’t believe what she had done to this man, and I wanted to fuck her ass up over Kari.
What the fuck kind of woman does that to a fucking child?
I’m so heartbroken for him and Kari. I don’t know what his plans are regarding getting Kari tested.
I hated to say it, but I would never get her tested.
that is his fucking daughter and my children’s sister.
That is the end of the fucking story for me, I will not let that bitch win this one FUCK her, even in her grave!
“Baby, I need you, please let me have you right now,” Juelz stated as he began to kiss my lips.
All I could do was nod my head agreeing to make love to him.
I would give him whatever he needed in this moment, to ease the pain I know he was feeling.
He hit a button on the remote and Best Part by Daniel Caesar featuring H.E.R came through the speakers.
I love this song, I can’t believe he remembered that this song was one of my favorites.
He walked over pulling me from the bed kissing my lips, my neck, and he continued down my chest as he removed my clothing.
“Let’s go shower, baby,” Juelz said. I remembered the outside shower, and I led him outside on the balcony.
He hit repeat on the song, and Best Part was the song we made love to.
Juelz grabbed me as the water was flowing down over our heads, kissing me as if his life depended on it.
His hands were roaming all over my body, and I felt as if my heart was going to jump out of my chest. The scene was so erotic, and sexy and I couldn’t help but to give him what he was giving me.
He lifted me, laying me on the bed as the warm water cascaded down on us.
He kissed my feet, all down my legs and thighs until he got to my jewel.
He sucked, slow and sensual grabbing my pearl with his tongue and lips.
“Ohhhh, ssssssss, baby pleaseeee it feels so good,” I moaned, as I pressed his head deeper, pulling him into my cave. He continued his assault on my pussy, like he was starving for more of me.
“Ohhhhh GODDD! Juelz baby, I’m going to cum all in your mouth! I can’t hold it baby mmmmmmmm this shit feel so fucking good!” I screamed.
“Let it go Ciera, baby I need you to give it to me. I need all of you, let me taste it beautiful,” Juelz whispered in my ear.
“Ughhhhhhhhh, I’m cummmming babyyyyy,” I moaned, he didn’t give me time to calm down. He entered me so quick and deep my breath got caught in my throat. Juelz leaned down to kiss me, and I was able to breathe again.
“Know that I need every breath you take to survive; you are it for me, Ciera. There is nothing in this world that will ever tear me away from you. You are my air, if you take that away from me, I won’t survive.
You breathe life into me, I’m nothing without you baby,” Julez said as he continued to thrust in and out of me, going deeper, and deeper.
“Fuccccckkkk, beautiful, this pussy is so fucking good. I promise you there is nobody on this earth that will ever taste or feel this shit EVER! Urgggghhhhhhh, they will die, Ciera, I promise you they will DIE!” he roared, as we continued our session of love making for the next couple of hours.
I couldn't even tell you how many times we made love. Being with him was unlike anything I'd ever experienced. Every moment we shared pulled me closer to him, making it impossible to imagine my life without him.
He stirred feelings inside of me I didn't even know existed. He made me feel desired, cherished, and completely safe in his arms. It’s the way he kissed me and his touch that always soothed my soul.
I wasn’t going to even sit here and act like, I wasn’t in love with him.
I was so far gon’ I couldn’t stop it even if I tried.
If I could've stayed wrapped up in that moment forever, I would've.