Chapter 30
VALEN
The hunger that courses through me is all-consuming. Not only do I long for her blood and to claim what’s mine, but I yearn for the soul-searing connection that will take place when I finally have her.
I inhale deeply at the junction of Ava’s neck where her pulse is the strongest. Blood rushes through her artery at an enticing pace, and my fangs ache to puncture her skin. Running a hand over her shoulder, I see her bright purple aura grow in excitement.
Ava grinds down on me, and I groan as my cock desperately jerks in my sweatpants. This last attempt at her powers felt more like a push from her magic for us to come together.
Who am I to argue with fate?
“Ava,” I snarl as the heat reaches a fever pitch. “I’m not going to be able to stop if you continue. Be sure it’s what you want.” She whines on my lap, and the sound propels me forward.
Throwing her over my shoulder, I take her into the bedroom and kick the door closed behind me with one foot. I’m not about to subject Pom Pom’s innocent eyes to this.
She’s light as a feather as I drop her gently onto the bed where she bounces for a second then sinks into the mattress. Ava reaches out to me where I stand, yanking my shirt over my head.
“Valen,” she beckons like a siren to the sea. “I need you.” My inner beast rumbles at me to satiate my mate. I’ve never felt anything like this before. This amount of desire for one person seems impossible. But everything inside me is shouting to make her mine.
Crawling up her body, I take care to drag mine across hers so we’re touching at almost all points. My body doesn’t generate heat as a vampire, but if it could, I would be just as scorching hot as her skin is.
“Where do you need me, Starlight?” I croon while I skate my fangs along her collarbone.
I might be unfamiliar with sex and the details, but instinctively, my body seems to know what to do.
“Fuck,” she mumbles. “I need you inside me. I want your fangs in my skin and your cock in my pussy.” I blanch at her dirty words but feel my body react with lust and desire.
Ava is unashamedly herself in every way, and I find it endearing, but it also throws me off when she says or does things I do not expect.
Self-consciousness begins to leach in as I’m reminded that I’ve never had sex before.
Ava notices my sudden stiffness and runs her delicate fingers through the hair at my nape. “What’s wrong? Are you okay? Do you want to stop?”
I should’ve known she’d notice immediately. She’s as in tune with me as I am her.
“As you know, I am a virgin. Everything I’ve done with you has been a first. And now that we’re taking the final step, I find myself nervous.
I don’t want to disappoint you with my lack of experience,” I admit.
“There are also still times I flinch at touch. I don’t want to dissuade you, and I don’t want this to be a poor experience for you. ”
Ava relaxes and pulls my head out of her neck to smile at me.
“Valen, you could never disappoint me. Don’t get in your head about this.
Just do what feels right.” I’m hypnotized by the slow stroke of her hand down my chest. “Has anything between us ever felt wrong?” I shake my head in response, and she rewards me with a kiss.
“I’ll show you what I like. If I ever make you uncomfortable, just let me know.
You’re here with me, and I want to make sure you feel safe. ”
Her hand pushes up on my chest, and I follow her ministrations until I’m on my back and she’s seated astride me. “I need you to relax,” Ava purrs, and I gasp as she rubs my cock over my pants.
Everything with Ava feels good. Too good.
“Your friend here seems eager to say hello,” she teases with a coy smile.
She pulls my sweatpants down, and my heavy cock bobs between us. We work together to get my pants off completely and her eyes twinkle at the absence of underwear since I decided to forgo them when I changed. An embarrassing sound comes out of me when she blows on the tip.
“Aw, look at you splayed out and desperate for me.” The vixen looks victorious at the sight of me at her mercy, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. “My favorite snack,” she breathes out before licking the underside of my shaft and sucking it into her mouth.
She hollows out her cheeks and uses her fist to rub up and down on the base of my cock.
I crook my arm over my eyes. Maybe if I don’t watch, it’ll help me last longer.
“Ava,” I breathe. “Oh, God, Ava. Ava,” I chant mindlessly. Bliss teases my senses. Nothing in my heavenly life nor my immortal one has touched the pleasure I feel when Ava puts her mouth on me.
She deep throats my dick, and I writhe at the sensation of her hot, wet mouth surrounding it.
It’s heaven and hell wrapped up in one. My balls tighten and my spine stiffens, telltale signs that I’m going to come.
I try to hold on, but can’t as she nips lightly on the crown of my dick.
I explode in her mouth, unable to even give her a warning.
Ropes of cum fill her mouth, and her throat works to swallow the liquid.
She grins at me, triumphant satisfaction in her eyes.
“I’m sorry,” I blurt out after I start to come down from the high.
Ava pulls away, a string of saliva connecting her lips to my cock until she wipes it. “Don’t apologize. It’s fucking hot that I can do that to you. Are you doing, okay? Do you want to stop?”
I shake my head rapidly. “The last thing I want to do is stop.” I slide a hand up her face and around her neck. “Let me make you feel good. Will you teach me what you like?” I ask in a small voice. I want nothing more than to bring her the same pleasure.
She pulls her tank top off, and it falls onto the bed beside us.
Taking my hands, she guides them to her lace-covered breasts.
I swallow past the lump in my throat. She’s so fucking gorgeous.
Following her lead, I pull one of the cups down.
Leaning forward, I suck one pert pink nipple into my mouth.
She holds me closer and moans, face pointed toward the ceiling in a look of pure bliss.
I massage her other breast and then reach behind to unclasp the scrap of fabric between us.
It takes me a few tries to get the clasp to cooperate with my large fingers, but it finally falls free and the sounds she makes fuels the fire within me.
I drag a fang over her skin and draw a few droplets of blood, licking them up with a moan of my own.
“Fucking delicious,” I snarl.
I knew she’d taste divine. Like a perfect cocktail created just for me.
Flipping her over with a speed faster than she can track, I rip her underwear in two and lick up her slit. Ava squeaks in surprise, and it quickly turns into an unintelligible string of words as I lick around her sensitive nub.
“Where’d you learn that?” she gasps out, and I smirk against her stomach.
Peppering kisses along her leg, I raise my head.
“I did a little research in preparation,” I answer honestly.
“Even then, I need to figure out what makes you scream for me.” I bite her inner thigh.
She screams in pleasure, and I suck gently, only taking a small mouthful of her blood.
The sweet, crimson liquid flows down my throat, bringing life to my hungry cells.
“Valen,” she cries out, and I bite again on her other thigh. “This won’t change me, right?” she asks after a moment.
“Fuck, we should talk about that.” I lay my head against her pelvis and try to calm my animalistic urge to continue. “Both turning you and sealing the mating bond are more complex than a simple bite. I would not do that to you without a proper conversation.”
Ava rubs my cheek, and I track her rapid breaths. “I know, Valen. Don’t stress. I just wanted to make sure.” We stare at each other and take in the static-charged moment. “Now go down on me until I come, or so help me God—”
She doesn’t have to say more, and I’m back to licking her delectable pussy. “You’re so wet for me, hmm?” I hum, and the vibration must feel good, because she fists the sheets in her hands.
“Keep going,” she begs. I rub her clit in circles at the same speed.
“Fuck, Valen! Use your fingers and curl upward. Yes, like that.” I tune in to every whine and moan she lets out.
Her body tells me what notes to play in order to send her over the crescendo.
“I’m coming. Oh my God.” She chants, and I feel her inner walls clench around my fingers.
The rhythmic pulsing has me hardening once more, and I reach down to fist my cock.
“I love vampire anatomy,” Ava praises as she spots my lengthening dick. “Fast rebound.” She once again flips our positions and takes over rubbing my shaft.
“I want this to last.” I remove her hand and grip her hips. The sight of my bite marks on her lower half makes me rumble in pleasure. “You look beautiful with my marks.”
“I feel beautiful whenever I’m with you,” Ava gushes and rubs her pussy on my aching cock with ease. I stiffen slightly and remind myself to relax, that I’m with Ava. “Ready for this?” She checks in and I adore her all the more for it.
“Yes. I am yours, Starlight.”
Gripping my length, Ava inserts just the tip, and we both seem to freeze at the sensation. It’s like an invisible force around us sparks to life. I close my eyes, breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth to calm myself.
“Continue,” I grit out when I no longer think I’m seconds away from coming.
She slides down until our pelvises meet.
“So tight,” I say between clenched teeth.
“You fit me like a glove.” My eyes shut and I will them to open, not wanting to miss a second of the masterpiece before me.
“You were made for me to take you over and over again.”
She moans at my praise and begins to rock and slightly bounce up and down at the same time. Her hands find themselves on my upper thighs for support, and I lean back into the pillow, arching my hips. They writhe of their own accord, and I follow the rhythm she sets.
“Look how well you fill me.” Ava looks angelic riding me, her eyes glued between us where my cock—slick with her arousal—slips in and out of her.
Her hair is a wavy mess around her head, and her eyes are hazy with desire.
I lose myself in her. There’s no one else I would trust so whole-heartedly to let go like this. “I’m ruined by you.”
The passion and intimacy sex enacts are ones I know I’ll crave for the rest of my immortal life. Seeing Ava in a way nobody else will ever again feeds my inner need to claim her. If it feels like this now, I struggle to envision how much more intense it will be once the mate bond is sealed.
“Ava, I don’t know how long I can hold out.” Sure enough, the pressure is building, and I tamp it down as much as I can. My fangs rip into my bottom lip, but I pay them no mind.
“Hold on,” she gasps out, picking up her pace. “Come with me. I’m almost there too. Take me from behind.”
I adjust our positions and plant Ava on all fours in front of me. As I spear into her, she screams in both surprise and pleasure. I hammer into her sweet pussy, grabbing her hair in my fist so I can see her face.
“Oh my God,” she moans, pushing her butt back to meet me thrust for thrust. The angle feels even deeper than before, and we both sigh at the contact. “I’m there. Come with me.”
We fall off the edge into oblivion together, and the sensation is too much to handle. It feels like I black out for a moment, and I collapse on top of her. Holding most of my weight off to the side, I kiss her neck and spine. I lick some of the sweat along her neck, and she shivers.
“Every part of you is delicious.” I sweep my lips against the sensitive area behind her ear. “That was incredible,” I marvel and fall onto the mattress beside her.
Ava flips onto her side and cuddles closer to me so we’re face to face.
I dislike the sensation of leaving her, so I thrust back into her tight channel and grip her ass to hold her to me.
She lets out a soft moan but doesn’t complain.
She traces my features and works her way down to the scars that litter my chest. I choke and grab her hand to stop her. The movement sparking bad memories.
“Should I stop?” Ava whispers.
I kiss her fingertip and sigh. “I’m sorry. We just had sex, and yet a simple touch transported me back there. It’s pathetic.” I bury my face in the pillow. I can’t bear to see her response.
Soft hair tickles my neck as Ava seems to burrow even closer than before.
“Look at me,” she croons. I shake my head like a child, and she repeats herself. “Look at me, baby.”
The endearment shocks me into turning my head and I see nothing but love in her eyes.
“I adore every piece of you. Never put down your trauma and the experience that shaped you into who you are now. You didn’t ask for it and yet came out even stronger than before.
Not everyone can do that.” I hug her to me, and she slides a leg between mine, pushing me deeper inside.
After a few beats of silence she speaks again.
“We’re going to need to do that a few more times, like right now. ”
I chuckle. “Insatiable.”
But if my girl wants another round, then that’s exactly what I’m going to give her.