Chapter Twenty-Seven
My nerves are shot. Every second Farrah is away, I am worried Billy could be filling her head with lies. Or trying to force her to do something she doesn’t want to do.
I wish the courts moved faster. Now with Farrah on our side, I think I can convince them to give me sole custody. Especially since Farrah will be eighteen in less than a year.
Loyal had to do some club stuff, so I’m here by myself. Worrying myself to death. Texting Farrah every thirty minutes for an update. I’m sure she’s tired of me by now.
When I hear a motorcycle in the distance, I rush to the door. I’m beyond happy when I see Loyal get off his bike, striding toward my house without even looking back at his.
“Mami, you are always beautiful, but right now you look like a nervous wreck. She is okay,” he promises me.
“I know. She has told me as much, but it still doesn’t stop this feeling inside of me. I have all this nervous energy with nowhere for it to go. I want to go over there and take her from him, but I know it will only cause me more issues. I have no idea what to do with myself.”
Loyal steps inside, closing and locking my front door behind him.
“So you feel out of control and need to get some of that control back? Is that correct?” he asks.
I think it over, then nod. That’s exactly what my problem is.
He smirks. “Okay, then let’s give you some control. I have the alarm on my phone on. If she’s in trouble, she will press the button. So, in the meantime, let’s fix you up so you can be in the right mind when she comes back.”
He stalks toward me, making me back up until I hit the wall.
“How are we going to do that?” I ask.
“You are going to tell me what you want. Where you want it. How you want it. This is all up to you.”
I shiver at his words. He’s willing to give me full control.
“So if I were to tell you to bend over the couch so I could play with your ass the way you play with mine?” I test.
He considers my words before nodding. “Yeah. I’d be down. Be gentle with me, though.”
I snort. “That’s not what I want.”
“I know. So tell me. What do you want?”
It’s a powerful feeling knowing I have this strong, young man willing to do whatever I say. I could make him eat my pussy for hours, and he would do so without a single objection.
“I want you in my bedroom naked on the bed,” I demand, eyes locked on his.
Slowly he starts heading down the hall backward, dropping clothing along the way.
I follow him, my eyes taking in his every movement.
Savoring how sexy he looks undressing one piece at a time.
When he reaches my bedroom door, he kicks off his pants and boxers, leaving him completely nude before he heads over to the bed, climbing in before laying on his back.
I take in his athletic build. He looks like he was chiseled from stone. My eyes take in all of the tattoos on his body. The same ones I have grown to love over the past year. Then my eyes catch on a new piece. This one is still a little red.
“When did you get this?” I ask, looking at the intricate cougar on his hipbone.
“A few days ago.”
It’s so realistic you can almost see the strands of the fur. The closer I look, the more I realize it spells out something.
It spells out Sami.
“Does that say my name?” I ask.
He looks up at me, eyes full of desire. “Yes. I plan to get one up here in script with your nickname, Mami. I want you painted all over my body.”
“Loyal, this is insane. That’s permanent. What if you decide in ten years you don’t want me?” I ask, panicking.
He leans up, grabbing my hand to pull me onto the bed with him.
“I will never not want you. Never. So get that out of your head. I am all in. I love you, Sami. I will always love you. The only way out of this for me is if you break up with me or I’m in a body bag.
Honestly, even if you leave me, I might still end up in a body bag.
I don’t say this to scare you. I’m saying it so you understand.
You are my woman. I chose you and will continue to choose you.
There is no ending this a few years from now.
I’m in this for the long haul. The only question is, are you?
You don’t need to answer that now, though.
I don’t want you to. Not until everything with Billy is settled.
Right now, all I need for you to do is use me like the boy toy your ex accuses me of being.
Use my body for your pleasure. Show me what you want. ”
I swallow hard. That’s a lot to take in at once.
He’s right, though. I don’t want anyone else either.
I want him for the rest of my life. I can’t answer him now, though.
He doesn’t want me to. It’s enough for me to know how I feel.
I’ll tell him when this is all over and he can believe I truly want him for no other reason than the man he is.
Moving away from him, I undress quickly. My cheeks heat as his eyes hungrily take me in. When I’m done, I climb on top of him, straddling his hips.
“I have a condom in my jeans,” he tells me.
I reach between us and grab his cock before sinking down onto him, making us both groan.
“I don’t want anything between us. I’m protected,” I tell him.
“Me too. I’m clean.”
I smile. “I know you are. You’d never risk me like that.”
His chest puffs out with pride at my words.
Yeah, I trust you, Loyal.
Slowly, I begin bouncing on his cock, loving how big he feels inside of me.
“Hands on my hips. Steady me,” I command.
He does as I ask, helping me increase my pace.
With every rotation of my hips, I can feel myself growing closer and closer.
My movements become shorter until I’m practically rubbing myself on him instead of bouncing.
He doesn’t complain. He begins to rut into me, using his body to bring mine pleasure.
I should yell at him. Tell him I’m in control, but I never truly wanted control. All I wanted was him.
My throat starts to hurt as I scream out his name, my body only moving because he is making it move.
When I collapse on his chest, he holds me to him whispering sweet words to me.
In that moment, I truly feel like everything will be okay.
She’s on my chest, panting, but all I can picture is the way she took the pleasure she desired from me. The way her eyes lit up as she saw the desire in my own eyes. How her body moved like it knew exactly what it needed to let go.
This is why I usually go for older women. They tend to know what they want. There is less embarrassment there. They are more free. Wild even.
Sami takes all of that to new levels. Not only is she all of that, but is also a kind, giving, fierce woman. One I cannot imagine my life without.
“Do you feel better?” I ask after she has caught her breath.
“I do, but we aren’t done,” she says as she sits up, looking at me.
“Oh, we aren’t?”
She shakes her head. “I want you to take my ass. I’m ready.”
“Are you sure? There isn’t a rush. We should prep things,” I remind her.
“I’m ready and prepped. You’ve been opening my ass for weeks. I’ve put lube in the nightstand on my side, and you said I’m in control, so I demand you take my ass.”
My cock jumps at the thought. I want to take this step with her. I want her to fully trust me with it the way she is. I don’t want her to have regrets later, though.
“If you are sure,” I start.
“I’m sure.”
I nod, moving off the bed. “On your back, legs open.”
She nods eagerly. Once she’s in position, I open her nightstand and find the lube next to a vibrator.
Perfect.
Taking the vibrator, I hand it to her. “Edge yourself. Don’t you dare come.”
She laughs lightly. “I thought I was in control.”
“You were until you asked for this. I want it to feel good for you, so I need you to do as I say.”
“Yes, sir,” she says with a coy smile.
She starts the vibrator off low before bringing it to her clit. As she does, I open the lube and coat my fingers.
Then I climb between her legs and slowly press one finger into her ass, giving her time to adjust. Once she is pushing down on it, I add a second. She takes it with ease, even moaning as I begin to finger her with it.
It’s the third finger she hisses at.
“My cock is much bigger than this. Are you still sure?” I ask.
“Yes. It burns, but it feels good. I want your cock in my ass,” she reaffirms.
I continue to finger fuck her ass until she relaxes, her body taking them easily. When she pulls the vibrator away and yells, “Stop,” I do so immediately.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
She nods. “I was about to come.”
I thrust my fingers inside of her a few times to test her, smiling when she moans.
“I’m going to come if you keep doing that,” she pants out.
“Then I think you are ready.” I tell her, sitting up to coat my cock in lube.
She opens her legs wider, making room for me as I position myself at her ass.
“Vibrator back on,” I tell her.
“What if I come?” she asks.
“That’s the goal now. I want you to come with my cock in your ass.”
She lets out a little puff of air, her eyes wide as she looks up at me. Then I slowly press in as she brings the vibrator back to her clit. The head of my cock slides past her ring, making me pause. She is panting but looking up at me with all the trust and love in the world.
So I press on until I meet a little resistance.
“Shhh. Relax, Sami. You can take it. Push against me. Don’t clench up.”
She nods, moving the vibrator a little as she pushes down against me. Half my cock is buried inside of her when her first orgasm hits. I pause, waiting for her to open her eyes again before I continue on.
“You still with me? Want me to stop?” I ask.
She shakes her head. “No. Keep going.”
I nod, grabbing the vibrator from where she dropped it and holding it out to her.
“Use it when you are ready,” I tell her.
“I will. I want to feel you all the way in my ass.”
Pulling out slightly I push back in, going a little deeper. She opens up for me beautifully. I keep this pace until I’m fully inside of her, then I stop.
“You’re taking all of me. Fuck, it’s so sexy. I’m not going to last long. I need you to get yourself there. I want to feel you come with me buried inside of your ass. Can you do that for me?”
She nods, turning the vibrator back on. I begin to fuck her ass, the vibrations moving from her body to mine. I can feel myself getting close, but I refuse to come before she does.
She must sense my predicament because she pulls the vibrator free, then tells me, “Fuck me hard. Matt. I want to feel you.”
I grip her hips as I stare into her eyes and begin to fuck her rough and fast. It’s almost too much feeling the way her warm ass clenches against my cock.
Then she comes, screaming out my name as she arches up into me. Seconds later, my cock jerks inside of her, filling her with my release.
Once done, I rest my head on her chest, panting right along with her.
I’ve done anal before, but it has never felt like that. It was as if we were connected on another level. I guess we kind of are. I love her, and I can see in her eyes she feels the same.
As we lay in her bed in a sweaty, panting mess, all I can think about is how this is the life I want.
With her.