Chapter 23
It wasn’t the time to argue with Law. My child’s life was in danger, and as he carried me to his car all I could do is replay the sound of his voice telling Pinkie how he wanted his dick sucked. My feelings were hurt, but I’ll deal with that later. I just wanted my baby to be alright.
“Hang on, baby. I’m about to get you to the hospital. Just relax.” He was scared. I could hear it all in his voice. He should be, since he was the reason that I was possibly about to lose my damn child. He told me he was done with her ass and nothing was going on but he lied.
“Law, shut the fuck up talking to me and drive the damn car. As soon as I find out that I’m fine, I want your ass to leave me the fuck alone.”
“You crazy as fuck if you think I’m going anywhere. Now, let’s make sure our child is good, and we’ll discuss this shit. I don’t want to stress you out any more than you already are.”
I wanted to argue some more, but I was about to slip into unconsciousness again.
My head was hurting so bad, and everything in front of me was blurry.
I didn’t know what was wrong. All I cared about was making sure my baby lived.
The way my heart was aching at the moment, I could die so my baby could live.
Law would love them way more than he was loving me right now.
I was able to open my eyes as Law scooped me out of the car and jogged into the hospital.
The cool air sent a wave of nausea through and released whatever I ate right in Law’s face.
He couldn’t get mad. He wiped his face and asked the nurse for some help.
As they laid me back on the bed and rolled me on the elevator, all I heard her say was that my blood pressure was at stroke level before I went out again.
“Baby…Summer, can you hear me?” I heard Law whispering in my ear, but I laid there as still as I could because I didn’t want to be bothered. “Please wake up so we can talk.”
My movements from my baby gave me joy. I was unsure of how long I had been out or what had happened while I was out. Right now, I just wanted Law hoe ass out of my face before I opened my eyes and bite his fucking nose off.
“Law, leave her alone. Go get me some coffee from downstairs.”
“Why are you making me leave her? She needs me here.”
“Boy, you act like you going out of town to get the damn coffee. Go get me some damn coffee and come back.”
I wanted to laugh at them but I didn’t want to give myself away. Law ended up leaving with an attitude but I’m sure he was going to the cafeteria which was only two floors down.
“Summer, you can get your ass up now. You ain’t fooling nobody but him.” I peeked, and his mama was standing right over me. “Get your ass up.”
“I don’t want him here.”
“His ass ain’t leaving so either talk to him or keep dealing with him leaning over your ass with that hot ass breath.”
“Why you always making us talk. There is nothing to talk about Ms. Mae. He cheated after telling me he wasn’t messing with that girl anymore. He could’ve been truthful and told me he wasn’t done with her before he forced his way back in my life.”
Law walked back in the room with his mama’s coffee, and if I could get out of bed and slap the hell out of him, it would have made me feel better. My body was so heavy that I could barely lift my arm up.
“Give me my coffee and I’ll be back in a few minutes.” Ms. Mae exited the room and left me and Law just staring at each other.
“Summer, I’m sorry. All this shit is my fault. Maybe I’m the problem.”
“Law, I don’t think I can look at you the same. Can we just raise our daughter together and not be a couple? You clearly are not over her, and I’m not about to worry myself every time you walk out the door.”
“I am over her, and I’m not leaving you. I could have lost you and my daughter yesterday. Your blood pressure was so high that they were about to deliver her and her chances of making it was slim but somehow your pressure started coming down right as they were prepping you.”
“I can’t discuss this with you right now because it’s only going to make my head hurt and my pressure go back up. When I get home, we can talk about our living arrangements and shit then.”
“Fuck you mean, Summer?”
“Just like I said. I don’t want you anymore. You are always bringing up me being insecure and shit, but forget that you are playing a role in my insecurities. I can’t go nowhere without hearing someone talking about this bitch being with you.”
“I went to break that shit off with her and–”
“And your dick ended up in her mouth. Next time, maybe your facetime won’t answer where your baby mama can hear everything going on in the car.” I rolled my eyes and turned my back to him.
Law released a frustrated breath before he went and sat down on the sofa. There was nothing else for us to talk about. I had my own shit I had to deal with and worrying about a relationship was not on the list.
“Can you put me the fuck down?” I squirmed out of Law’s arms. He tried to carry me in the house like I couldn’t walk.
“I was just trying to help.”
“No, what you’re doing is getting on my damn nerves. You acting just like a nigga that got caught cheating. Being extra as fuck. Now put me the fuck down.”
“I’m not about to fucking argue with you today because I’m sick of sleeping on that plastic ass sofa at the hospital. Go take your ass upstairs and lay down, and I’ll get you something to eat.”
“Leave me the fuck alone. I’m not on bedrest.”
“Summer, go lay the fuck down because if you have my baby early, I’m gon’ beat the fuck out of you.”
I stood right in his face and stared him down. His fine ass made my panties so moist but the thought of him still fucking with Pinkie turned my stomach and then the tears started forming. Law grabbed my face and tried to kiss me but I turned my head.
“Baby, that was it. I feel weak as fuck but I haven’t fucked with that girl. I’m being honest. What else you want from me? You got my heart. She was just a fuck while you were out there having your fun.”
“How do I know you won’t fall weak again? She’s obviously doing something you like.”
“I’m giving you my word.”
“You gave me your word before, but we know that don’t mean shit. Leave me the fuck alone.” I walked away from him and went to our room.
Stripping out of my clothes, I ran me a hot shower.
As the hot beads beat up on my body, I finally was able to let my tears fall.
I made my mistakes but I loved the hell out of Law and the things I did was to get back at him but when we decided to let all that shit go and be together for our daughter, I never thought that I would have this feeling again.
It was like opening a scar back up and letting it bleed out.
Law’s hands wrapped around me. He made sure to caress my stomach as he placed small, sweet kisses on my shoulder. I wiped my tears from my face. My heart was aching and all I could hear was his voice over and over again in my damn head.
“Summer, I love you, baby.” He whispered in my ear.
He continued kissing on my shoulder, slowly moving towards my neck behind my ear.
Law’s hands moved up towards my breasts.
I wanted to deny him but his sex was like dope to me and he knew it.
It fixed a lot of problems in our relationship.
He placed my hands on the wall and got down until my pussy was in his face.
“Spread your legs,” he demanded.
As if my body was automatically adjusted to his voice like a robot, my legs spread and he was face first in my pussy. Law was eating me out so good that I forgot all about what I was mad about in the first place. I hated him for what he did to my body.
Slapping me on my ass, “Keep your spread.”
My knees were getting weak as he dipped his tongue deep inside of me. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. My body shivered as I gave him all off me. I was trying to catch my breath but he turned me around, lifted me in the air, and slowly slid me down on his dick.
“Can zaddy massage the pussy?”
“Yesss.”
“You forgive me?”
I bit my lip and nodded my head but that wasn’t good enough for him.
“I need an answer.” He dived hard and deep until I answered.
“Yes, I forgive you.”
And there you have it. Just like that, I forgave this nigga for getting his dick sucked by his side bitch.
That’s what I get for getting with a nigga that was fine with good dick.
I could shoot myself in the head right now for letting it be so easy.
I was still going to let him know I wasn’t about to bullshit with him.