Chapter Thirteen #2
Disappointed by his own ineptness, Aaron’s whole body tensed.
His rage was expressed with a growl. Jealousy washed over him.
He’d been disgraced before, endured every sort of indignity in the past and survived, but imagining Kara with another man made him crazy.
He shot up and started to pace. “If the mongrel survived, I’ll hunt him down and kill him. ”
“Because you love her or your ego is bruised?”
“I can think of many reasons to kill the bastard.”
“What do you want with Erik the Bald’s daughter?”
Aaron swung around, then stared at his cousin. “You know her?”
Tyr nodded. “I consider her father a friend.”
The old jarl hadn’t lied. Why shouldn’t they be allies? “Erik voiced the same opinion about you when I visited his home weeks ago.”
“And from the way you’re acting, I’m guessing he didn’t like you.”
“I can think of a few words that would better describe his feelings for me.”
“Aye,” Tyr said. “He’s known to be blunt.”
Aaron scratched his chin. “Why didn’t you tell the lass you knew her father?”
“She seemed determined to have her way. Who am I to deny a lovely girl?”
Aaron’s anger vanished. “She’s safer here.”
“I’m glad you can still admit it. Now answer my question, cousin, what do you want with the girl?”
“Everything.”
Kara gazed admiringly at the beautiful woman lounging on the couch in front of her. Rachelle Sigurdsson possessed all the finer qualities her father admired in women. Dressed as she was, Kara not only felt awkward, but now inferior.
“You must be tired after such a long trip,” Rachelle said.
“Aye.” She scanned the room. The bedchamber was even more lavish than the great hall. Several archways opened into numerous subchambers.
“You’re not the first woman to notice. After I married the jarl, he redesigned our suite. He knocked down a few walls. Now it resembles a queen’s apartment, rather than a functional chamber.”
Kara laughed. She’d love to live here. The furniture was large enough to accommodate Tyr’s size, yet feminine enough to appeal to a woman’s taste. The chairs and couch Rachelle reclined on were upholstered in blue linen. She ran her fingers over the nearest chair, so soft. “It’s lovely.”
“Please, sit with me,” Rachelle pointed to a seat.
“I’d prefer to take a bath first, I’m dirty from the voyage.”
“Nonsense.” Rachelle turned to her chambermaid. “Katherine, bring us some refreshments.”
The maid curtsied, then left.
“I overheard some of the commotion downstairs,” Rachelle continued. “You must have made a dramatic entrance.”
“Not by choice,” she assured her. “Aaron McNally tricked me into coming here.”
“I see.” A soft smile spread across her pretty face. “Sigurdsson men aren’t known for diplomacy where women are concerned.”
“But he’s a McNally.”
“I assure you there’s little difference between a McNally and Sigurdsson. Our bloodlines are forever linked.”
Warm sunlight glowed through the high windows. Somehow, Kara wished she was still swimming at the lake with Amelia, that none of this had happened. “Aaron is often unreasonable—angry.”
“If I may be frank.” Rachelle looked her over. “You’re a formidable opponent.”
The half-compliment lightened her spirit. Maybe she could be comfortable here, actually make a lasting friendship. As long as she didn’t have to face Aaron again today, she’d try to be more pleasant. Admittedly, this was her fault. She’d chased the wind—set out to find Aaron without making plans.
“What troubles you?” Rachelle patted her hand.
“I made a terrible mistake.”
“Would discussing it help?”
All the feelings tethered inside of her broke free. Kara didn’t hold anything back. She started with her father’s deception and ended with the confrontation downstairs.
“Men often resort to trickery or violence to protect the people they care most about.”
“You mean lies.”
“Whatever you call it doesn’t change his motivation,” Rachelle spoke more earnestly. “I’m sure you’ve been dishonest with him, too. Don’t waste your time worrying about something you cannot change. Consider the future—how you’ll proceed from this moment onward.”
“You speak from experience?”
“I do. There was a time I considered my husband the devil himself. How else do you imagine a Saxon came to be mistress here? Tyr kidnapped me.”
Kara gasped. “Kidnapped you?”
“Aye,” she confirmed. “We met under very sad conditions, in the aftermath of the Battle of Stamford Bridge. He survived and was waiting for the right time to escape, hiding amongst the dead. I happened upon him, in search of my uncle. I’d never met a more arrogant creature.
But he saved my life and I don’t believe in coincidences.
God placed him in my life. Weeks after I came here, the Normans conquered my homeland.
I might have been raped or killed. Do you see providence in this? ”
Her remarkable story didn’t absolve Aaron. Escaping death justified Tyr’s actions. So did the glow of love on Rachelle’s face. “I’m happy for you,” she finally said.
Jarl McNally had captured her attention at first glance. And their first kiss . . . it still made her breathless. What happened now depended on whether Aaron would apologize and open up to her the way she had with him.
The maid returned with a tray of food.
“Eat,” Rachelle urged. “Then I’ll escort you to the bathhouse.”
Two nights later, wearing a borrowed gown and slippers, Kara felt immensely better as she followed Rachelle to the great hall for the eventide meal.
Her friend had generously shared her wardrobe.
And after picking through a dozen gowns, she’d chosen a coral-colored silk with a scooped neckline. Tiny pearls were sewn along the bodice.
The moment Aaron saw her, his steely gaze swept her from head to toe. She smiled when he rose and pulled out the chair beside him. “You’re beautiful.”
Their arms brushed; the slightest contact making her skin tingle. After she sat, Kara reached for the wine, but he caught her hand midair. “Aren’t you too young for fermented drink?” he asked, displaying a wide grin.
“If I am, you can never make love to me again.”
He lifted her hand to his lips. “Your tongue is as sharp as this knife.” He held up his blade. “But I prefer my women to be a little feisty—a little mean spirited.”
“Women?” Kara frowned.
“I’m sorry,” Aaron said. “You didn’t mistake me for a virgin, did you?”
Not after all the naughty things he’d done to her. She closed her eyes and chewed on her bottom lip. Hopeless. She couldn’t stay mad at him if she wanted to. She opened her eyes.
“Rachelle is known for her feasts—there’s not a better mistress in the north.”
“She’s generous and kind.”
“Tis easy to be that way with you, Kara.” He simpered, running his fingers up her arm. “See how vulnerable you are to my touch? Primed for loving me.” Then he tugged at the lace on her bodice.
She slapped his hand away, intent on keeping a respectable distance between them. “I dislike your presumptuousness. I would sit and speak with you as a lady should in public.”
He grunted. “You cannot undo what we shared in private.”
“Jarl McNally,” she said leaning in. “I have no regrets. But I won’t give these people something to gossip about.”
“I think it’s too late to worry about that.” He grinned and straightened his posture. “That little fight we had—”
“You upset me.”
“For good reason.”
“I disagree.”
She’d been forced time and again to do her father’s bidding without explanation. She refused to have the same kind of relationship with her lover. “Promise never to mislead me again.”
“Only if you agree to cooperate with me in the future.”
“What you ask is impossible. If I dislike something you say—”
“Attention everyone . . .” Tyr unexpectedly introduced them to the guests.
Although the gathering was small, the conversation and food was pleasant. Generous portions of roasted duck and marinated carrot salad were served. Kara reached for a loaf of bread, but was sidetracked by a platter of honeyed pears.
“Skipping the main course for dessert?” Aaron teased.
“A habit you seem oddly familiar with.”
Aaron rubbed his hands together, then stared over her head. “Is that an accusation, milady? Don’t you know how important honor is to me?”
She nodded, then he grasped her hand under the table. “When I told you I’d return for you, I meant it. And now—”
“Now that you’ve bedded me, I belong to you?”
His hand slid down her hand and onto her thigh. “I couldn’t have said it better myself.”
The world grew uncomfortably smaller whenever he looked at her so intensely. “I, too, respect the sanctity of our union, Jarl McNally. Only I don’t need you dictating my future. I also have dreams.”
“I’m sure you do.”
“Important ones.”
“I understand.”
“If you want to be a part of my life, there’s things I want to know—need to know about you.”
“I’m prepared to answer your questions, Kara. But if you hear something you don’t like, will you stand by me? Forgive my past? Accept the man you know now, instead of condemning who I used to be?”
The force of his words surprised her. She’d prepared herself for the worst, but hearing him speak this way left her confused and afraid. Did she want to know? Before she could say anything, a woman with a young child in tow burst into the hall.
“I demand an audience with Jarl Sigurdsson.”
Guards blocked her path, but she shouldered her way deeper inside.
Tyr immediately stood. “Let her approach.”
All conversation ceased. Aaron’s face went stone cold the moment he saw her. Releasing Kara’s hand, he met his cousin’s troubled gaze.
Whoever she was, Kara sensed it didn’t feel right to anyone.