Chapter 15
“Good job, today. The media training has been paying off, and the fans are eating it up. We booked you two more interviews next week. I know you wanted to take a few days off, but we’re gonna have to put it on hold for now.
You are a hot topic right now, and we need to strike while the iron is hot,” Fatima rambled.
She was my PR rep and manager’s assistant, but she might as well have been my manager because she was constantly barking out orders.
“Come on, Fatima. I told you I needed those days off so I could take my kids on vacation before I officially started my tour. You told me you would be able to get the shit done.” I was fuming. I’d already promised my babies I would take them to a water park, and they were excited to go.
“Well, you’ll need to reschedule. You are the hottest thing out right now, and everyone wants a piece of you. Now, hurry up and get changed. Golden will be here any minute, and we have some things planned for the two of you.”
I groaned, knowing they were about to be on some bullshit. Since I signed to the label, they had been trying to push the woman on me. For some reason, they believed linking me with someone famous would create buzz, but I didn’t understand how those things were correlated.
Everyone claimed I needed to watch the magic happen, so I left it alone.
We met a couple of times, and the blogs were posting about it before we made it back to our cars.
I wasn’t into social media, so a lot of it went over my head.
The only thing I could say was that my record sales increased when we were together, so I decided not to give them too much push back about it.
The photo shoot lasted for a little over an hour, and I tried not to let my true emotions show on my face.
Golden showed up, and the photographer took a few photos of her.
I’d admit, she was a gorgeous woman. Her name fit her, as she was a golden-brown beauty.
Her body was slim and petite, as you would expect from most models, but she possessed a handful of curves that added to her sex appeal.
“And that’s a wrap. Thank you all for coming out.
I’ll send over the proofs once they have been edited, and we can decide on which ones will be featured in the magazine.
You all are welcome to any of the drinks and refreshments on the table,” the director of the shoot announced as her team began to tear down the setup.
Golden walked up to me, and my dick twitched when I saw the lust in her eyes.
“So, we meet again. I’ve been anxiously waiting to see you again. How have you been, Mr. Superstar?”
“I’ve been chilling. Trying to get adjusted to this crazy ass schedule,” I admitted.
“Oh, trust me, I understand. You’ll get used to it, though. The money is rolling in, and that’s all the motivation you need to keep going. I’m tired every day, but when I wake up and see those commas in my bank account, I’m reminded of why I go so hard.”
I nodded my head in understanding. More than anything, I wanted to give my kids the life I never had, and in order to do so, I needed to grind.
“I have to get changed. Come talk to me in the dressing room. I have some things I need to update you on.” A mischievous grin spread across her face as she reached for my hand.
When I glanced back at Persia and Fatima, they were waving me on.
I shook my head, following her into the dressing room.
Golden required a private dressing room, so there was no worry of anyone seeing us or eavesdropping on our conversation.
I thought she actually wanted to talk until we got inside of the room.
She immediately locked the door before pushing me onto the little ass couch in the corner.
“Whoa, what are you doing, shorty?” I inquired. Golden and I hadn’t done anything physical, so it caught me off guard when she began to reach for my belt buckle.
“I want to taste it. We don’t have to do anything else, if you don’t feel comfortable, but I’ve been dreaming about swallowing you whole since the first day we met.
I know it’s thick and pretty.” She purred, sliding my boxers down.
My dick sprung out, pointing directly at her face as she dropped to her knees.
“I don’t kn—” My words were cut off by her suctioning my tip between her plump lips. Within seconds, she was deep throating my length, rendering me helpless.
“Fuck.”
“Mmm, it’s so big. How do you carry this big thing around all day? And it’s so pretty.”
I froze in place as she smacked my dick around her cheek, then licked from the base up to the tip.
When she stuffed me back into her warm mouth, I nearly lost it.
Since my release, I hooked up with a couple of women, but it wasn’t on any exclusive type shit.
I busted my nut and went on my way. Golden was sucking me off like I was her man and she wanted to milk me for everything I had.
“Am I doing a good job, baby?”
My eyebrow raised at her calling me baby, but the sound of her gagging on my shit erased all my concerns.
“Fuck! Yeah, keep sucking me just like that. Damn, girl.” I could feel my nut rising, and I knew it was gonna be a good one.
My hand rested on top of her head as I pushed my length further down her throat.
Her eyes were watering, and the sight turned me on even more.
She placed her hands on my thighs, allowing me to have complete control of her throat.
“I’m about to nut. You’re gonna let me bust down your throat, lil’ mama?”
She nodded while still letting me fuck her face. Her hand dipped into her pants as she pleased herself. Her moans vibrated against my shaft, intensifying the sensation I was already feeling.
“Aww, shit. Here it comes. Don’t you waste a fucking drop.” I grunted, releasing my kids down her throat. My head tilted back as pleasure took over my body.
“Damn.”
“You taste even better than I imagined.” Golden purred with a wink.
“What was all that about?” Now that I was no longer clouded by lust, curiosity settled in.
“You were looking so good, I couldn’t resist. I know we’re only supposed to be pretend to date for the media, but I wouldn’t mind us hooking up for real.
We’re both two attractive people, and we’re grown.
I work a lot, so I don’t have time to date, but I have needs like any other woman.
Maybe we can be a release for each other. ”
Golden was a bad bitch in her own right, but I would be lying had I said I saw any potential between us.
To be honest, our personalities were too similar to be compatible.
From the few interactions we had, I learned she was arrogant, calculated, and headstrong.
In her mind, the world revolved around her, and there was no convincing her otherwise.
“We can play it by ear. Right now, my music and my family are my main focus. I’m cool with us making appearances and shit together, but I don’t want to blur the lines between us.”
“You say this after I had all ten inches of your dick in my mouth.”
“I never asked you to do it, but I also didn’t say no.
I’m not saying I’m not attracted to you or that I didn’t enjoy the head.
What I’m tryna say is I don’t want to put any titles or expectations on this.
My life is hectic right now, and I don’t want you to feel any type of way if I can’t give you what you’re looking for. ”
“In other words, you have a harem of bitches, and you’re not sure if you have enough space on your roster.
Well, I’m gonna tell you right now, I’m either number one, or I’m nothing.
It’s not every day you have the opportunity to fuck with a bitch of my caliber, and I won’t lower my standards for anyone.
I think you’re sexy, and you have a bright future ahead of you.
All I want to do is help you make it to the top, and having someone like me on your arm will guarantee you a spot in rooms you never imagined.
I can elevate your life and turn you into one of the most sought-after rappers of your time. ”
Her hands caressed my face as she stood in front of me. Some of what she said reminded me of why we would never be a match. Golden was full of herself, and I could tell she was used to getting what she wanted.
“What’s in it for you?”
“W-what do you mean?” She stuttered, letting me know I was on the right track.
“You keep talking about how you can elevate my life, but what do you get out of this?”
“The more attention we get in the media, the more eyes are on us. When brands see you trending, they want to book you to market their products. It’s all about exposure for me.
The more my name is mentioned in the media, the better.
Right now, the media is portraying us as the new it couple, and I’ve already gotten two magazine spreads and a commercial since we were spotted together in Atlanta.
Wig and makeup brands have been reaching out daily to promote their products.
“A few other rappers have reached out for me to be featured in their video because they believe it’ll spark controversy.
It’s all about money, love. Your story has captured the attention of millions, and they are rooting for you to have a happy ending.
Right now, they believe I am what you need in your life. ”
I took in her words, realizing the situation was much deeper than I originally believed.
When I first got locked up, social media wasn’t as big as it is now.
Now, it seemed as if people were obsessed with it to a disturbing level.
All it took was one photo for them to link you to someone and begin planning your future with that person.
The shit was weird as hell to me, and no matter how much Fatima tried to convince me it was necessary, I wanted no parts.
“You got it. Like I told you, Golden, I don’t mind the appearances, but I want to make it clear it’s only for the media. I am a single man, and I plan to live like one.”
“You’re free to do whatever you want, as long as you do it respectfully.
Don’t get caught tonguing any bitches down in public, because you’ll be on the front page of every blog and labeled a cheater.
You don’t want that kind of publicity right now.
” Golden schooled me. I hated the idea of anyone telling me what to do, but I decided to let her rock for the time being.
“Alright, I’m about to head out of here. You take care.”
I made sure my clothes were in place and stepped out of the room. There were a multitude of thoughts swarming through my head. All I wanted to do was make music and take care of my family, but every day, I realized it would never be that simple.