Chapter 17 #3
Her revelation pissed me off as I tilted her chin so I could examine her face.
There was redness on the left side of her cheek.
It irritated me because there was a better way to handle disagreements.
My thumb gently brushed against her cheek before I leaned down and pressed my lips against it.
Naiari jerked slightly, then relaxed in my hold.
“You believe her?” Her mother’s words replayed in my head.
“What?”
“Do you believe what she said about me not caring about you?”
We locked eyes, and I could tell there was a part of her that was conflicted. I couldn’t even be upset because I was the cause of her doubt.
“I don’t think you only wanted me because I was easy.
Hell, you wouldn’t even touch me for the longest time, even though you knew I had a crush on you.
I’m not gonna lie, though; some of her words struck a nerve.
I spent most of my pregnancy crying and wishing you were out in the free world with us.
When I found out you were released and never came for us, I felt slighted.
Like maybe my feelings for you had been stronger than yours were for me.
Either way, she was wrong about me chasing you.
Regardless of how I feel, this is about our kids and building a relationship with you.
I’ll sacrifice whatever I have to in order to make sure they have what they need. ”
“I can’t believe she said all of that. She sounds bitter, but I don’t understand why. Either way, she was wrong about everything, and this is the second time you brought up something like this, so this is the last time I’m gonna address it.
“I’ve wanted you from the moment I saw you on the playground.
The only reason I tried not to take it there was because I knew you deserved better.
You had a light in your eyes, and I didn’t want to dim it because of my upbringing.
I stopped believing in fairy tales long before you came along, but I didn’t want to strip you of hope.
“Then, when we got older, I got tired of hiding my feelings. Most of the niggas our age weren’t about anything, so I figured it was better for us to be together because I actually loved you.
I fucked up, and those mistakes cost me more than I ever bargained for, but it doesn’t change the reality of the situation.
You were my first and only love. I spent so many nights in that hole thinking about you and wondering if someone was out there loving you the right way.
My reasons for pushing you away were to protect you.
I loved you enough to let you go because I thought it was for the best. Instead, the shit backfired on all of us, but we can’t do anything to change what happened.
We can’t go back and right all of our wrongs.
All we can do is focus on the future and try to make the most of it. ”
“How are we supposed to do that?” she whispered with her eyes trained on me. My dick jumped, and I knew she felt it because she bit down on her bottom lip. Leaning forward, I crashed my lips against hers.
“Mmmm.” Cocoa moaned into my mouth as I fed her my tongue. My hand reached inside her shirt and pushed up her bra. Her nipples stuck straight out like pebbles, and my mouth watered. Without a second thought, I leaned down, taking her left one into my mouth.
“Ooh.”
I lightly sucked on one while I twisted the other between my fingers.
Cocoa squirmed in her seat, and I knew her pussy was soaking wet.
She stroked the back of my neck while I continued to suck on her nipples.
My dick grew harder by the second, but now wasn’t the time.
As much as I wanted to take her in the room and wear her ass out, we needed to get the kids settled first. It took every bit of restraint in my body to pull away from her.
I groaned in anguish as I readjusted myself.
Naiari sat there panting, turning me on even more.
“Why did you stop? You don’t want me?”
My face twisted in disbelief as I glared at her.
“What kind of question is that? Of course, I want you. If I had it my way, you would be naked on this couch while I eat your pussy until you cry.”
“Then what’s the problem?”
I chuckled in response. Clearly, lust had clouded her judgment, and she had forgotten where we were.
“The problem is we have three kids who are waiting for us to put on these pajamas and watch movies. Don’t worry, though, as soon as they go to sleep, I plan on digging so deep in your pussy, you won’t be able to tell where you begin and I end.
Now come on. Let’s feed these kids before I say fuck it and have you for dinner instead,” I declared, pecking her lips a few more times before getting up from my seat.
I stretched my leg, adjusting my meat as I walked.
I thought about what I had to go to Cali for.
Fatima and Persia were on my ass about making sure I was on my best behavior for this event, even though they knew I wasn’t interested in going.
I wasn’t into fashion, so there was no reason for my hood ass to be at a fucking fashion show.
Apparently, Golden would be walking the runway, and everyone felt it was crucial for me to be there.
She and I texted each other from time to time, but it was nothing serious.
She mainly sent me posts and blogs about us.
While social media wasn’t my thing, she lived for the shit.
She would be in the comments arguing back and forth with people who had anything negative to say about our relationship.
I thought it was a little extreme, considering we weren’t in an actual relationship. According to her, it was necessary to keep up appearances. I paid the shit no mind. My songs were trending on multiple platforms, which was the only thing I cared about.
And then there was Naiari. My Cocoa. Damn, she still had a hold on me.
“Quit running.”
“I’m n-not running. Oh, fuck.” I held Naiari by her waist as I dug into her pussy from the back.
Her hands gripped the sheets as she threw it back.
The moment we put the kids to bed, I picked her up and brought her into my room.
As much as I tried to deny it, I had dreamed about sex with her since the day I saw her at my first performance.
“Fuck. I’ve been missing this pussy. Gotdamn.” Sweat dripped down my brow as I pounded into her center. My mission was to go as deep as I could, but make sure I left my mark on her pussy.
“Baby, I’m cumm—”
“I feel it, baby. Cum on this dick like you missed it,” I commanded. Her pussy choked me as I slid in and out of her walls. It took willpower not to nut prematurely because the feeling of being inside of her again was euphoric.
“Ooh!”
I kept stroking as her body convulsed with pleasure.
“Keynauri! Baby, please don’t stop!”
“You ain’t gotta worry about me stoppin’, baby. I’m gon’ be living in this pussy.”
My hands caressed her soft skin, kneading it like dough.
My head fell back as I relished in the feel of her juices splashing across my pelvis.
Naiari’s pussy was pouring out like a fire hydrant, and just when I thought she couldn’t get any wetter, she proved me wrong.
The sheets were saturated with her essence after the first round.
“You love me, Cocoa?” I asked, smacking her ass on both cheeks.
“Yes!”
“Yes, what?”
“Yes, I love you. I love you sooo much!” she declared, looking back at me while I fucked her.
The sight of her sex faces damn near caused my undoing, but I held it together.
I pushed her down on the bed, then turned her over before diving face-first into her pussy.
The taste of her on my tongue unlocked core memories of our first time together.
“Damn, this pussy is so sweet.”
Using my fingers, I stroked her insides until she was cumming again, then I used my tongue to clean up the mess she made.
My tongue swirled in and out of her hole, slurping up her sweetness while she jerked and screamed out my name.
I hadn’t eaten pussy since her, but her moans were confirmation that my skills were still intact.
“I can’t take it.” Naiari panted as she tried to push my head away.
“Yes, you can. I can tell it’s been a while since your body has been fucked right. Let me take care of you,” I whispered against her bud.
Her legs were draped over my shoulder as I devoured her center.
My fingers dug into her thigh to keep her in place.
Naiari’s body damn near levitated from the bed as I kissed and licked her clit.
Her legs were shaking, encouraging me to go harder.
I felt like I needed more leverage, so I lifted up, pushing her knees into her chest.
Her pretty chocolate pussy was slick with her nectar, and I flattened my tongue and lapped up her cream like the whipped cream on a sundae.
“Ahhh!”
“Let me hear it. Let me know I’m eatin’ this pussy the way you need it.”
“It feels so g-good, baby. Mmm.” Her eyes were closed with her head tilted back. Her body shook again as I smirked with satisfaction. I barely let her orgasm finish before I held her legs back and thrust inside of her. My body shuddered, and I had to shake it off so I wouldn’t nut.
“Damn.” I bit down on my lip to stop myself from moaning too loud.
I made sure to turn on some music before we got started, and I was glad I did, because the sound of our skin slappin’ and us moaning played loudly in the background.
“The pussy so good, you got me ready to put another baby in you. You gon’ have my baby, Cocoa?”
“Yes. I wanna have all your babies.”
My dick jumped inside of her, but I knew it was lust talking.
I rested my body on top of her and wrapped her legs around my waist. We kissed nastily while I stroked her deeply.
I kissed her neck, chest, chin, and everywhere else I could reach.
The scent of her skin was intoxicating, and I wanted to commit it to memory.