Chapter 10
HANNA
This cannot be real – coming down from an incredible orgasm while watching Knox lick my juices from his fingers as if it were his favorite gourmet meal.
When he's done, he turns off the TV and carries me into the bedroom.
I can feel his erection against me. I appreciate that he's being patient, but I don't want to wait another second, especially after what he just whispered in my ear.
It's as if his desire is a cloud, swirling around to him, waiting for the right time.
Well, that’s now.
I toss my clothing aside, watching his eyes widen as he stares at my naked body.
"Just getting ready to sleep, I assume?" His voice is dark, his eyes hungry.
I reach for his shirt and he helps me pull it up and over his head. My palms land in the center of his chest as I smile up at him. “Not yet. There's something I want to try first."
For such a stoic man who I'm sure borders on grouchy most of the time, he has an adorable smirk when he's trying not to laugh. "You trying to tell me something, darlin’?"
My hands drop to his jeans and I clumsily unbutton them. He gently pushes my hands away, then dips his head and takes my nipple into his mouth.
My fingers grasp the back of his shorn head as I moan. I can't tell if my pussy is growing wet again, or if it's from earlier, but I’m completely ready to feel him inside me. To watch his eyes when he enters me. That's the detail I'm most excited about. Weird.
He switches to the other side, caressing, licking and sucking at my skin, while I reach my hands into his jeans and pull everything down at once to his hips.
When my palm brushes his stiff cock, we both shudder. "Do that again," he groans.
A strange whimper falls from my lips as I realize how much I enjoy it when Knox commands me. I love that his desire has him right on the edge of control. He's always been so careful with me. Now I want him to lose himself in the moment.
Knox shoves his pants, shorts and socks off together in an awkward tangle, then crawls across the bed, dragging me with him. His shaft slaps against my hip as my legs spread, desperate for nature to take its course.
"Fuck me," he grinds out, dragging the thick round head of his cock over my soaking pussy. "You said you're on the pill?"
"Yes."
"But this is your first time?"
"Yes."
His thumb caresses my cheek. "You don't know what it means that you're choosing me for this." I'm surprised by his sentimentality, even as raw animal lust courses through his taut muscles.
"A gentleman would wait a lot longer than this,” he murmurs, taking hold of his length and rubbing it firmly against me. “But the way you're spreading your thighs for me…"
I hook my right heel around the back of his calf. "I want you," I whisper.
“You promise you’ll tell me if it's too much?" He blinks twice, then caresses my cheek again. "This is one time I really need you to speak up, darlin'. Even if it's awkward, or you're nervous. If you need me to stop, you say so. Understand?"
"I understand."
He hesitates, barely notching himself inside me, then pausing. My hips are already lifting, aching to pull him deeper.
He’s still waiting, I'm not sure why.
Reaching up, I grab around the back of his neck and pull his head toward my lips to whisper in his ear. "Knox, I want you to fuck me. Need to feel you inside me. Please?"
The word please is clearly a trigger, maybe because it sounds like I'm begging. Well, I am. A deep shudder runs through him, then he begins to sink inside me so slowly and carefully that it takes my breath away.
“Trust me, darlin'. Someday, when this tight pussy is used to my cock, if you beg me like this I'm going to fuck the ever-loving hell out of you." His deep brown eyes lock with mine. "But for now, beautiful, I need to make love to you."
I barely have time to nod before I feel him press deeper. Then deeper still. His thumb finds my clit, stroking tenderly as he waits for another wave of my juices to flow.
"You're blushing, beautiful,” he murmurs. Then his gaze drops. "Someday soon, when I'm fucking you hard and deep, I'm going to be hypnotized by your perfect tits bouncing."
Someday. Knox keeps assuming that we're going to stay together.
A bloom of heat begins to open throughout the center of my chest, a rush of warmth that runs all the way into my bones.
Knox is falling for me just as hard as I'm falling for him.
This is already a real relationship to him.
I'm overwhelmed by his sweetness in this perfect moment.
My body stretches open for him as his slow strokes combined with his fluttering thumb send ripples of pleasure washing through me.
"Too much?” His voice is so low I can barely hear him.
"Not at all," I whimper. "Knox…more… I need all of you…"
His eyes blaze. The tight circles on my clit grow quicker, heavier, as his cock bears down, filling me to the limit as I feel my pussy clench, locking tight around him.
"Fuck," he growls. "Tight, wet silk, fit for a king."
My heart is racing. I can’t calm down. Knox kisses me rough and deep, even though I'm almost panting.
"Your juices are dripping all over my cock," he groans into my mouth. "So sexy. Love your luscious body, darlin'. You’re the sexiest woman on the mountain, and I'm going to have you all to myself."
"Yes," I whisper. “All yours."
He grunts in approval as our movements become faster.
My legs wrap around him, flexing my thighs to rock against him with every deep stroke.
My inner channel loosens just enough for him to plunge deeper.
His shoulders are tensing, his entire body rock-hard as we moan together as he finally bottoms out.
"Fuck, I knew you could take the whole thing," he groans. "Need to feel you come, darlin'. Need to feel this sweet little pussy come all over my cock."
"Yeah," I breathe, feeling the flames licking up my inner thighs to my lower belly.
"Damn, you’re tightening up again." His eyes blaze. "Come for me. Come all over my cock so I can fill you up, darlin'."
That commanding tone again combines with a vortex of desire to send me into the stratosphere. I scream at the ceiling, the climax rocking me from my soul to my bones.
His eyes close halfway as he clutches me, rocking, thrusting, groaning. Then his eyes snap open as he cries out my name, burst after burst of his liquid heat filling me. I come again as he erupts inside me, the intensity of our simultaneous release sending me spiraling.
We cling to each other as we slowly come back down to Earth, panting and kissing. Then Knox brushes my hair away from my face, staring at me as if seeing me for the first time.
"You're so beautiful, Hanna. Truly the light of my life." Then he grins, raising an eyebrow. “Plus the keeper of my books, and the hottest pussy in the universe for my cock."
"I'm the keeper of your books?" I laugh. "Perfect."
As we snuggle together, I gradually realize that for the first time I'm not anxious. Not shy.
When I'm wrapped in Knox's arms, I just…am.