22. VirginNot?
Virgin or Not?
Emilia
The next few days were a blur of sex and knots and pleasure.
Santi and Grayson took turns knotting me when I was desperate and Oren took over in between.
Jude played with my breasts and clit and made sure I stayed hydrated and energized with protein bars, but he didn't have sex with me.
I was too out of it to realize until near the end.
It had been a few hours since my last desperate rutting and I was feeling restless again. Santi and Grayson had gone to shower, one upstairs and one downstairs, so it was just a sleeping Oren and a playful Jude left in the nest.
Jude sat astride my legs, massaging my sore back. After being twisted up like a pretzel for hours on end, I was a little achy. His hands were magic, working out the knots in each muscle. I giggled at the thought.
"What's so funny?" Jude ran a hand down my spine.
"You're getting the knots out of my back," I chuckled. "I need knots, but you're getting rid of them."
"You don't need these knots," he said drily.
"Why don't you fuck me?"
Jude was quiet for a moment. His hands didn't stop moving over my back. "Because I want you to be present for our first time. Not lost in the heat."
"I'm coherent now."
"And you just took knots for four days straight."
"Jude," I rolled under him and he had to lift up so I didn't throw him onto the bed. "I want to feel you inside me, too. Something's missing from my heat and it's you."
He rolled his eyes. "I don't have a knot, baby girl."
"So?" I eyed the impressive amount of metal on his dick. "I want to feel that. I want you, not a knot."
"You say that now, but when the cramping starts again… "
"Jude, just shut up and fuck her already," Oren groaned from his part of the nest. "We all know you want to. You're gaining nothing by waiting."
"You sure?" he asked me, his eyes worried for the first time.
"Are you scared I won't like it?" I asked.
Jude shrugged. "I'm not built like the others."
"I've got them to be built like them. I want you because you're you."
He gave me a wistful smile. "I'll never be an alpha, Emilia."
"I want my beta," I told him. "Do you get like this with Oren, too?"
"He does not," Oren said sleepily. "He fucks me like he means it."
"Then why am I different?"
"I might be crazy, but I think it's the pussy that's putting him off," Oren said, cracking open an eye.
Jude glared at him. "Shut up."
"Wait." Things started to click in my heat-addled brain. "Are you… have you never been with a woman, Jude?"
He scowled. "You're the first one I've been interested in."
"You're gay." I flopped back on the bed. "That makes a lot more sense. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pressured you."
A cramp rolled through my abdomen and I wriggled. "Shit, that wasn't a very long break."
"Just get it over with," Oren advised. "It's better than anything you've ever experienced, I promise."
"What if it's not?" I glared at Oren. "Stop telling him to do something he doesn't want to do."
"I'm not."
I looked at Jude. He was biting his lip and staring at my breasts. His white blond hair was tousled from days of crawling around on the bed. "Jude?"
"Hmm?" His eyes flicked up to mine.
"Do you or do you not want to fuck me?"
"I do. But I'm probably really bad."
"Let's find out then." I spread my legs and he had to adjust to slip between them.
Jude's cock, with all its extra adornments was hard, bobbing against his flat belly. He gripped himself and ran his hand over the barbells before rubbing the pierced tip against my clit.
"I like it," I told him honestly.
He gave me a slight smile, glanced at Oren, who had his eyes closed again, and pressed into me once, then twice, before he finally found my entrance and popped inside with a surprised gasp.
"You're so wet and soft."
"More," I urged, lifting my legs and hooking my hands behind my knees to give him total access.
"God, you feel amazing." Jude leaned forward, bracing himself on the bed with one hand and squeezing my breast with the other. "I really love your breasts."
"I've noticed," I teased.
He closed his eyes and sank all the way into me. Every nub of metal rubbed against the sensitive nerves inside me and I wriggled in anticipation of more. Jude sucked in a breath and opened his eyes, staring down at me in amazement.
Then he slid out and back in, the look on his face pure joy as he realized he really did like being inside me. He leaned down and kissed me, biting my lip gently before he started to thrust in earnest.
In moments, Jude was kissing me hard as he pounded into me, sending jolts of electricity with every jerk of his hips.
His piercings brought unexpected pleasure and I was about to shatter around him when he suddenly pulled back from my mouth, swore, and erupted deep inside me.
Two more thrusts and I came, squeezing him tightly and wringing him dry.
When I came down from my orgasmic high, I grinned at him. "See, you're very good at this."
"I don't know how the hell a knot gets in there," he said, kissing his way down to my breasts. "You're so tight around me and I'm not even half the size of a knot."
"It just works," I said sleepily. "Thank you for trusting me, Jude."
"Thank you for letting me." He rolled us slightly to the side, his cock still inside me, and pulled me closer. "I love you."
It was the first time any of them had said the words. I wasn't sure what to reply, but his gentle snore let me off the hook.
Grayson came in then and raised an eyebrow. "Jude finally lost his pussy virginity."
I smiled at him. "It was good, too."
"I'm glad." Grayson settled behind me and kissed my neck, scraping his teeth along the sensitive skin there. "One day, I'm going to put my mark right here."
"Why not today?"
"Because you're in heat and decisions made during a heat aren't binding," he said.
"It's almost over and I'm clearheaded. I want bites. If you want to give them."
He traced the bites from my original pack. "If you're sure, I definitely want to."
"Then when I need the next knot, I want a bite."