Chapter Twenty-Two
Caroline paced her bedchamber. Her hands were shaking. She paused and made a sound of rage. “His fiancée!” Alec MacNabb knew he was betrothed—and to Lady Sophie Ellison of all the women on earth, and he dared to dally with another woman? Not just another woman—her!
She’d been a fool, but what did she expect, that he’d marry her after a hasty tumble in the dark?
No, she’d never expected that, not for a moment.
Her face heated at the lie. She’d spent her life dreaming of true love.
She was thoroughly convinced now, if she hadn’t had proof enough before, that there was no such thing—and she was still a fool.
What now? Sophie Ellison was one of Lottie’s closest friends, and she was a dreadful gossip.
Surely the first thing Sophie would do, once she had rearranged the furniture in her assigned chamber, changed her dress, and had her hair redone by one of the three maids she’d brought with her, would be to sit down and write to Lottie.
Lottie would write to her mother, who would wake up screaming after fainting in horror at the news that Caroline was a governess in Scotland, and then she would inform Somerson.
And then? Her brother would come and drag her to the nearest anvil, since nunneries were scarce, and she shuddered to think who might be waiting there to take her hand in marriage this time.
She wrapped her arms around her body to still the shudder of distaste.
She’d do better to go out right now, climb the bloody tower, and jump off the top. She groaned, her cheeks flaming.
Damn Alec MacNabb! He’d stood at the door of his castle this morning, calmly waiting to greet his bride, his expression closed, unreadable, as if he hadn’t—they hadn’t—well!
He’d bowed low to Sophie, had taken her arm and led her indoors, a gentleman, a fiancé.
And yet hours earlier, he’d carried her off to his tower like a pirate, and—no, she couldn’t accuse him of anything beyond accepting what was freely offered.
Oh, how would she ever be able to face him again?
Or Sophie, or anyone else she knew for that matter?
How foolish he must think her, how horrified he must be to think that such a wanton creature was governess to his innocent young sisters!
She crossed to the window and stared at the dusty road that wound past the old tower.
She would be dismissed, of course. She couldn’t expect a reference from the countess.
What then? She could go to Edinburgh or Glasgow, perhaps.
Or she could go home, beg her brother’s forgiveness, and do as she should have done in the first place.
She’d been raised to be demure, ladylike, obedient.
What on earth had happened to her good sense?
Alec MacNabb, that’s what had happened. She sighed.
No one but her mother had ever told her she was beautiful.
It seemed as if the curse that lay upon her had taken an even darker turn. It was far worse this way, having tasted passion, to wake up to see that she was destined to live a dry, loveless life.
She spun as the door burst open.
Alec MacNabb stood there, glowering at her. Her heart flipped over in her chest, and kicked to a gallop. He was utterly terrifying, infuriating and gorgeous. Her lips tingled. Everything tingled.
“Hiding, my lady?”
At his sarcastic use of her title stirred her to anger. “Do you not knock before you enter a lady’s chamber?” she demanded in icy tones.
He threw back his head and laughed, then kicked the door shut and strode further into the room.
“I think we know each other well enough to dispense with polite formalities like knocking, don’t you?
” He pulled down the edge of his cravat to reveal a small red bite mark on his throat. “I discovered it this morning.”
Caroline felt her face heat. “I didn’t mean to injure you, my lord.”
“It didn’t hurt in the least.”
“I don’t usually—I mean I’ve never—” she spluttered. “You—you knew you were betrothed, and you still—oh, how despicable!”
He raised his chin. “In my defense, I thought you were Sophie.”
She folded her arms across her chest. “It wasn’t that dark!”
He colored. “I’d never met her! I only knew she was coming to Scotland, so we could discuss the possibility of marrying.
” He ran his hand through his hair. “Look, you were in the tower, and you were English. How many English ladies could possibly be here in the Highlands—my Highlands—at the same time? It was a natural assumption to make.”
She felt the blood drain from her limbs. “That’s why you proposed, I suppose.”
“Proposed? I did no such thing. I may have said a great many things in the heat of passion last night, but I am damned sure I did not propose to you!”
She shook her head. “No, at the tower, the day you arrived. You said the chapel was all ready for the wedding ceremony.” She held up a hand when he began to object.
“There’s no need to worry—I thought it was some kind of Highland Midsummer prank, to propose to the first lass you see, or something of the sort.
The girls and I had been talking about the Midsummer celebrations, you see. ”
“I thought you were Sophie. I thought I had . . .” His voice trailed off.
“Thought what?” she demanded.
“That I had the right to . . . I decided to marry you—her—for the sake of Glenlorne. I wasn’t even certain I would marry her until I met you.”
“Her,” Caroline corrected.
“You,” he said. “Sophie has money and position, and I need both—for my people, this damned pile of crumbling rocks, and my sisters. They deserve a future. What I don’t need is complications, or problems. What exactly do you intend to do?”
Caroline stared at him. “I? Did you really imagine that I would force you to marry me?”
She began to laugh. She couldn’t help it. If only he knew the truth—she’d come here to the ends of the earth to avoid marriage. “I am your sisters’ governess!” she said at last.
He leaned against the table, and folded his arms over his chest, his long legs stretched out before him.
“That’s another thing. Do you truly expect me to believe that the Earl of Somerson allowed you to take a post as a governess?
” he asked. “If not for marriage, is this some kind of adventure, a family scandal I’ve somehow stumbled into the middle of? ”
She lowered her eyes, all mirth fading.
He uttered a sharp oath and took a step toward her. She moved to the other side of the bed to avoid him, and he stood staring at her across the narrow width of it. The scent of her perfume rose around him. “Don’t tell me—he doesn’t even know you’re here, does he?”
She raised her chin. “I am an independent woman.”
He narrowed his eyes in disbelief. “Ah, but would Somerson agree?”
Her cheeks filled with blood. “Of course. I am twenty-three years old.” It was a lie. She lacked three weeks until her twenty-third birthday, and Somerson was her guardian in all respects.
He came around the bed, and she backed up again, right into the bedpost. He stood before her, and put his finger under her chin.
“You ran away,” he said.
She turned her head. His nearness made her mouth water to kiss him, her hands itch to touch him. “I chose to leave.”
He lowered his eyes to stare at her mouth, and for a moment she thought he would kiss her, but he stepped back, began to pace the room. “I am going to marry Sophie Ellison,” he said fiercely, and she stared at him. “Do you understand?”
She curled her fingers into the folds of her skirt and nodded. He stopped and looked at her, his eyes glowing with fury. “Do you happen to have sixty thousand pounds?” he asked.
Her jaw dropped. “Sixty thousand pounds?” she parroted. She had a respectable dowry, but did not come to nearly that much. She assumed Somerson could simply refuse to pay it if she did not marry, or married where he did not wish. “No,” she said simply.
He began to pace the room. “Have you been to the village? Glenlorne needs money. Every single cottage needs repair. Hell, they should have been torn down years ago, new ones built. Some of them are older than that damned tower!” He pointed out the window and they both looked in the direction of their trysting place.
She felt blood fill her cheeks. Was this an apology?
“Look, I’m not the kind of man the Earl of Somerson would even consider for his sister. Despite—what occurred between us—he’d never see me a fit husband for you. D’you see that?”
She didn’t. If he knew the kind of man Somerson wanted her to wed .
. . and if the Earl of Bray found Alec worthy enough to marry his only daughter, then .
. . Still she nodded. He didn’t want her, was seeking an excuse.
Her cheeks burned. She would not force him to do the gentlemanly thing, especially since it was so plain that he didn’t wish to marry her.
He was staring at her again, his eyes roaming over her. She felt heat rise under her prim gown. It was hard to breathe, hard to think.
“This is impossible,” he muttered.
“Are you dismissing me?”
“No!” he said, then considered. “Yes. Perhaps it would be for the best.” She felt her stomach cleave to her spine. “You should go home, back where you belong.”
“I—” she began, but there was a knock at the door.
He froze, looked panicked. If he were caught here in her bedroom, alone, their fate would be as good as sealed; she knew that.
How fortunate he wasn’t caught in her arms, both of them stark naked, the night before.
He must be very relieved indeed. She pointed to the screen in the corner, and watched as he dove behind it.
She opened the door to Muira. “Is the laird here?” she asked, her bright bird’s eyes poking into every visible corner.
“Of course not!” Caroline said, feeling her skin heat. “Why would you think he would be?”
Muira smiled a knowing smile, but waved her hand.
“Och, just an old woman’s Midsummer madness.
Two more guests have just arrived at the door—more Sassen— er, English folk—gentlemen this time, insisting they’ve come to rescue Lady Sophie.
Now I thought perhaps it was my poor command of the language, and ye might be able to help, since I canna find Alec.
The young lady is in the blue room, unpacking, or at least watching her maids do it for her.
She’s got a dozen trunks, one full of carpets and hangings and new bed curtains, as if ours aren’t good enough. ”
“Did these English gentlemen give you their names?” Caroline asked, crossing to tidy her hair in the mirror. Alec stood behind the screen to her left, but she avoiding looking there while Muira was watching. She could feel the heat of his eyes on her.
“I believe one said his name is Mamble. The other is a viscount called Speed.”
Caroline dropped the comb, her fingers suddenly numb. “Mandeville and Speed? One with red hair, the other wide as a barrel?”
Muira grinned. “Aye—the very ones! Do you know them?”
Caroline felt her chest cave in. She hurried toward the door.
“Unfortunately, yes, and they aren’t here for Sophie.
” She slipped around Muira and hurried down the hall.
How on earth had her suitors found her here in Scotland?
Somerson had long arms, it seemed, and a sharp sense of smell.
No doubt he’d set them on her trail, armed with warrants, letters, and marriage licenses.
She’d be wedded and bedded and gone before anyone at Glenlorne was the wiser.
She paused at the top of the staircase. She could hear them in the hall below, talking loudly about disemboweling cutlasses, pistols, and rapiers.
Apparently, they were armed to the teeth.
She shut her eyes. She had to send them away.
And if they wouldn’t go?
She glanced at the display of ancient weapons that now adorned the wall.
She could hardly walk into the room carrying a pike, and she doubted she could even lift one of the claymores.
A pair of dirks flanked a battered shield—long thin knives, their hilts once jeweled, if the empty holes were any indication, but the stones long gone now.
She took one down, and weighed it in her hand.
Could she really— She considered the alternative, and tucked the dirk into her sleeve.
She took a deep breath and went to greet her suitors.