Chapter 4
Chapter Four
Remy couldn’t process what he was seeing. His daughter, Sarah, inside Last Chance Vintage. Three states away from where he’d left her. She had held herself together better than he had after Liv’s death, so seeing her in tears stopped him cold, making every protective urge fire to life.
“Sarah? What’s wrong?” He opened his arms to her and she flew into them in a swirl of hair ribbons and high drama. “How did you get here?”
He met Erin’s shocked eyes briefly over his daughter’s head.
“I drove!” Sarah’s voice was high and impatient. She got angry more easily now than she had…before. “What matters is that Ms. Fairly will kill me for leaving the field trip unless you call her now and tell her that I’m with you.”
Sarah thrust her cell phone at his face.
Erin’s lips pursed in a disapproving frown. Who was she to judge his daughter? Or him, for that matter?
“Why did you leave the field trip?” He withdrew the phone from his daughter’s shaking fingertips while the store’s welcome bell chimed again. He glanced over. An older couple was entering Last Chance Vintage.
“Feel free to use my office if you want to talk more privately,” Erin offered, gesturing to the area where they’d met the day before. Excusing herself, she walked over to greet her customers.
Leaving Remy with his crying teen and completely out of his depth.
Damn it. He’d struggled to force himself back into a routine after Liv had died, convinced something would happen to Sarah if he left town again.
But Sarah’s counselor had been adamant that he wasn’t doing the teen any favors by coddling her. Yet, look what happened when he left?
“Sarah, come sit.” He drew her toward the back room.
It wasn’t totally private, but he didn’t want to go to the car and be on display on the town’s main street.
Plus, driving anywhere right now was out of the question.
He couldn’t believe his just-turned-eighteen-year-old daughter had traveled well over five hundred miles by herself.
Without telling him, let alone asking his permission.
Hard to believe the girl who had once texted him eight times from cheerleading tryouts with updates on the final cuts would not even bother to discuss this trip with him.
He’d asked Sarah’s grief counselor about her risk-taking behavior a year ago, but at the time, the woman’s professional opinion had been that sporadically cutting class, lower grades and one nightmarish episode of underage drinking were “normal” teenage incidents.
As a parent, how was he supposed to tell the difference?
“Can you just call Ms. Fairly?” Sarah blurted, twisting the end of her long, brown braid where it rested on one shoulder.
“I thought you’d be at the bed-and-breakfast so I went there first, hoping you could contact her before she found out I was gone.
But now it’s getting late. I’m going to be in so much trouble unless you tell her I’m with you. ”
Frustrated and trying his damnedest to keep a lid on it, he placed his hands on Sarah’s thin shoulders. Was it his imagination or did Erin’s eyes track the drama in the back room while she helped her customer?
“In a minute. I’m not calling your teacher until I have the answers to the questions I know she’s going to ask me.” He set Sarah’s phone on the wooden counter that Erin used for a workspace. “Like why did you leave the field trip without my permission?”
She could have broken down on the way to Heartache. A pervert could have stopped under the guise of helping…
Remy’s chest constricted.
“That’s the thing.” Sarah swiped her eyes, which were a different shade of green than her mother’s had been.
Her biological father was a high school classmate of Liv’s and he’d wanted nothing to do with Liv or Sarah after he’d found out Liv was pregnant.
Later, the guy had used his computer skills to hack a system that should have been secured by the Department of Defense, and had been in jail for as long as Remy had known Liv.
“Just tell her I had your permission. Like it was a family emergency or something and you left a message that she must have just missed.”
Remy heard Erin making small talk with her customers and greeting a few more who walked into the store. He watched her stride off toward the back to retrieve something off a nearby shelf. He kept his voice low as he spoke to his daughter.
“If you’re going to ask me to lie, I think I have the right to know why.” He’d really thought Sarah was on track with school after the bumps in the road at the end of her junior year.
Mouth falling open, she gave him a look that suggested he needed a brain transplant for asking the question.
“To see you!” She jabbed one finger onto the wooden workstation as if making a point. “How many times have you said you wished you could stay closer to home for your work?”
Guilt pummeled him even as he felt Erin’s gaze on him again. “It’s not easy, Sarah—”
“I get that.” She shrugged at him. “So I made it easy for you. I don’t need to be on that field trip since I don’t care about college. I want field experience in television and who better to shadow for a week than my own dad?”
Remy had spent enough years on the winning side of a conference table to recognize when he’d been beaten.
Either his daughter had a great point or she’d just played him extremely well.
But at this moment, it truly didn’t matter.
She was here—five hundred miles from where she was supposed to be—and he didn’t have time to leave the job and personally escort her home.
Just thinking about all the things that could have happened to her on the road alone threatened to send him back into another panic attack. His forehead broke out in a cold sweat.
“Remy?” Erin called from the other side of a clothing rack. “Can I talk to you for one quick second?”
He glanced up, in no mood to think about anything but Sarah at the moment.
Erin waved him over.
Stepping away from his daughter, he regretted having this discussion with Sarah here. He wasn’t thinking clearly.
“What?” He was terse, but not nearly as terse as he felt.
“I have no right to make a suggestion, but I’m going to advise you not to lie for her or she’ll never learn how to be accountable for her own actions.”
Remy shook his head. “Seriously? You’re giving me parenting advice? Do you have kids?”
She frowned. Bristled. “You looked like you were drowning. I thought I’d send you a lifeline since you didn’t seem to know what to do.”
And didn’t that just get on his last nerve?
How many times had he struggled with not knowing how to string words together in the year after Liv had died?
With losing his train of thought in the middle of talking?
He thought he’d kicked both those problems pretty damn well, so it ticked him off that Erin was finding fault when he was holding it together just fine.
“I know what I’m doing,” he said between gritted teeth.
Her shoulders straightened. “Fine. I’m sure I know nothing about teenagers since I have no kids of my own.”
She stalked off, back ramrod straight.
He’d won that battle, but now he was going to have to make nice with Erin all over again if he wanted her to stay on board for the show. He turned back to Sarah and drew her deeper into the back room.
“Daddy, please,” she started, her pleading tone grating when he had already decided to do what she’d asked.
He just wasn’t going to lie for her.
“This discussion is not finished,” he barked at her.
“I’m going to call Ms. Fairly and deal with that end of the problem, but I have a major issue with you deciding to leave school on your own.
You may be eighteen, but you’re still under my roof, which makes you accountable to me for your actions. We’ll revisit that later.”
The relief on her face—her wide smile exactly like her mom’s—reminded him of when he’d first met Sarah as an outgoing eleven-year-old.
She’d charmed him even then, inviting him to her dance recital after he’d applauded her pirouettes on Liv’s kitchen floor when he had visited their place to buy an original painting from the up-and-coming local artist—his future wife.
Later, her art had expanded to gardening and then perfumes, her creativity knowing no boundaries. Remy had wanted to give her every opportunity she’d never had growing up or while raising Sarah alone, so he’d tried to help her develop her talents.
On impulse, he leaned over to brush a kiss on Sarah’s forehead.
She maintained a weary, indulgent smile. “Seriously, though. My teacher will freak out unless you sweet-talk her.”
While Sarah punched in the number and dialed, Remy’s eyes found Erin.
She was accepting an armful of clothes on hangers from a woman wearing a bright orange caftan and head scarf.
He wondered what drove Erin to be such an activist even as he told himself to stay away from her.
She was going to be on one of his television shows. Nothing more.
He didn’t appreciate her telling him how to parent his daughter when she had no idea what Sarah had been through. Bad enough the girl had a felon for a biological father. Now she had no mother and her adoptive father was coming up short on the parenting front.
He switched into father mode as Sarah’s teacher answered the call.
He made excuses and apologies for Sarah’s absence, keeping his explanation as vague as possible until he’d had time to talk to his daughter’s counselor about their next move.
He didn’t doubt for a minute that the school would expel her if she got into any more trouble, especially considering some of the stunts she’d pulled the year before.
He would talk to her about it. Make sure she was level or send her back to the counselor.