Cormac Chapter
Cormac:
The back-and-forth with the women drove my anxiety higher.
It wasn’t going well. We had barely any time left, and my gut told me they were going to say no.
When Sean abruptly went to Brenda and kissed her, I broke.
I jumped up and rushed to Cyndi, who was watching her friend and my brother kiss in stunned silence.
When she glanced up at me, I bent and locked my mouth onto hers.
Her explosive release of air opened her mouth, allowing me to snake my tongue inside.
Moving my lips against hers, I thrust and teased her tongue.
I poured all the desperation and desire I had in me into her.
I wanted her to understand the impact she had on me.
I needed her to catch fire with me and agree to give me a chance.
If she didn’t, I had no clue how I’d take it.
I had no inkling how long we kissed each other.
And it was a mutual kiss, even if I started it.
Her passion rivaled mine. The thought of us naked and worshipping each other caused my erect cock to jerk and more precum to spill into my underwear.
I ached to reach in and take out my cock to give myself relief, but I stopped short of that.
I refused to scare her away. Reluctantly, and only after scattering several tiny kisses and nips on her lips, I broke contact.
Her eyes were hooded, and I saw the need there. Cyndi panted. I wasn’t breathing too steadily myself. Recalling we weren’t alone, I shifted my gaze to my brother. He and Brenda were no longer liplocked, but they were staring into each other’s eyes. The lack of a slap or bitten lip encouraged me.
“Please tell me that showed you how much I want you, but didn’t indicate it’s all about sex,” I murmured to Cyndi.
Her eyes searched my face before she answered.
Her flushed cheeks made me smile. I’d give anything to see if her nipples were hard and her panties wet, but I behaved.
Barely. Sean was murmuring to Brenda. It was too low to discern what either one said.
I’d let my brother convince Brenda. Cyndi was my concern.
The hope was that if we failed to get the green light from both, one would agree and then leave the door open for the rejected one to try again.
“Mr. O’Sheeran —”
I cut her off. “Call me Cormac. I had my lips on yours, and our tongues were in each other’s mouths. We’re on a first-name basis.” I winked.
A small giggle escaped her before she nodded. “Alright, Cormac, you need to think this through. We’re not sluts. We don’t want to dive into something and then find out in a week or month that you realized you don’t want more than casual sex.”
“It won’t. I know that’s only words, but until you give me a chance and I prove it’s true, there’s no way to convince you I’m not lying or playing with you. The same for Sean with Brenda.”
Cyndi seemed to be mulling over what I said. I had to remind myself not to hold my breath. Eventually, she turned her head to her friend. As if synced up, Brenda turned to her. They regarded each other for about thirty seconds before they faced Sean and me.
“Are you absolutely positive you want to date, not fuck around? Can you remain faithful for as long as we continue seeing each other? That’s a deal breaker right there.
I won’t tolerate us dating and you having sex with other women, whether we’re having sex or not.
If you can’t keep it in your pants, then get out, and don’t ever come near me again,” Cyndi stated sternly. She wasn’t kidding.
I picked up her hands and brought them to my mouth. I kissed her knuckles before answering her. I never glanced away.
“Cyndi, I pledge to you that I will not compromise either of our honors by cheating on you. I expect the same in return. You will only date and be with me. No more dates with that guy you were with last night, or any other man. If you do, there will be blood.” I didn’t prevent the growl in my tone from coming through.
“You’d hurt us? Kill us?” she gasped.
“No, never you, but the man wouldn’t be so lucky. Do you agree?” Maybe it was stupid to let her see the violence I was capable of, but she’d find out about it anyway.
She swallowed, then replied, “Then if you’re sure, I agree to us dating.”
The words barely left her mouth before I swept her to her feet and then had my arms surrounding her and my lips on hers.
As we kissed, I vaguely heard my brother give a happy yell.
I assumed it meant Brenda had agreed. Now, with the first step out of the way, it was time to plan the next one.
I had no intention of letting Cyndi doubt or be underwhelmed by my courtship.
My heart told me she was the one, my anamchara.
The thing I doubted was whether it was real or possible for me.