Chapter 22
TWENTY-TWO
JULIAN
Having Alex live in Philadelphia for the rest of the season was unbearable.
How would it even work? Would he get lonely and find someone else?
A woman to make his parents happy? I needed to prove he was mine in the worst way.
“Alex, I love you and I hate this.” Gazing deeply into his stunning blue eyes, I dropped my teeth into my lower lip.
“Same.” He brushed his fingers up and down my back.
“I love you so much. I want you to know that, Julian. I’m not like Ian.
I’ve fallen so hard, there’s no way out for me.
The distance will only make me miss you and love you more.
” Grabbing my nape, he pulled my lips to his, crushing them in a heavy kiss.
“You don’t have to worry about me, Julian. ”
My heart swelled with emotion. Even living in the same apartment hadn’t sustained Ian’s love.
Maybe Alex was right and the distance could work.
I slanted my mouth across his and slipped my tongue between his lips.
He was here, in the flesh, and I could have him.
As my cock plumped, I rocked my hips and freed a soft moan.
He clamped his hands onto my ass, urging me on. As he nibbled my chin and down my neck, he said, “Want you. Can I have you?”
“Yes.” I tipped my head back, thrusting against his taut stomach, tension coiling inside me. I didn’t want to stop, but… “Lube.”
“Oh, yeah.” With a sly grin, he pushed me to the side. “Do you finally want to see my bedroom?” He stretched a hand to me.
“Sure.” It was about damn time. Taking his hand, I let him guide me down a hallway and into a large bedroom with a heavy, rich wood sleigh bed and a greyish-blue comforter with gold accents.
The nightstands and dresser matched the bedframe, and gold lamps hovered over the nightstands.
“Your designer did excellent work in here.” I’d forget about trades and hockey for now. It had been so overwhelming.
“Thanks, I like it.” He dropped his sweatpants to the floor and lifted his shirt over his head, his dick standing at attention. “Who’s ah…” He opened his drawer and pulled the lube out of it.
“Both.” I undressed, throwing my clothes onto the floor, and then climbed onto the bed. “If you’re okay with that.”
“Both?” As he crawled onto the bed, a grin tugged one side of his lips, and he planted his hand on my cheek, pushing me onto my back. “Who gets fucked first then?”
“You, since you’re not used to it yet.” I’d played with his ass plenty in the last week, but I’d only fucked him the one time. While I placed slow strokes on his cock, his brows tensed and he lay over me, between my legs.
“Okay.” He claimed my mouth in harsh kisses, gliding his tongue against mine and rutting into me, our hot cocks rubbing.
As pleasure rolled through me, I groaned into our kisses, thrusting my hips and squeezing the globes of his ass. I should have thought this through and worn my damn plug. But I hadn’t known what I’d find when I got here.
He bit and licked down my neck and to my chest, where he sucked a nipple into his mouth.
As a thread of sensation shot from my chest to my dick, I gasped and my cock twitched, spilling precum against his stomach. “Hey.” We could prep each other at the same time. “Let’s sixty-nine and finger each other.” It was time for more. I rolled off him.
“Yeah?” His pupils flared, and he reached into his nightstand for the lube.
After shifting across the bed, we lay with his head at my dick and vice versa.
He spread lube on his fingers and with a quick laugh, said, “This’ll require a lot of coordination.” He handed me the bottle of lube.
“Are you saying hockey players are uncoordinated?” With a smirk, I squirted my fingers with lube and then stroked his solid cock while he flicked his tongue at my tip. Heat tingled across my skin.
“No, hockey players are—”
Swallowing him whole, I fisted his root and pushed against his hole. Hs cock dribbled against my tongue, filling my mouth with the salty taste of his precum.
“Fuck…” He shuddered and slipped his mouth over my cock as he grasped the base, the fingers of his other hand massaging my hole.
As a jolt of sensation rushed through me, I moaned on his dick and pumped it, sliding my finger inside him. Yeah, this was the right move. Clarity had replaced all the bullshit from the last few days. Now, I reveled in pleasure with the man I loved.
He worked my cock quickly, swallowing the crown as it hit the back of his throat while rubbing my insides with his finger. As he moaned over my cock, the vibration shot through my body.
My leaking cock grew sensitive quickly with the fast pace of his mouth and fingers all at once, and a pulse tingled through my balls as they drew up. I added a second finger inside him, stretching his hole.
As he worked a second digit inside me, his fingers rubbed across my prostate, sending a delicious shock through my body. I gasped as I pulled off him. Damn, that was close. I needed to fuck him now. “Hey, I’m ready.” Would he need more prep?
Leaving me with a wet slurp, he said, “Yeah?” His darkened eyes raked across me, and he circled his tongue around his lips. “Me too.”
“How do you want me?” I slipped my fingers from him and sat up. I didn’t want to run the entire show.
“I…can I fuck myself on you? You looked like you enjoyed it.” His cheeks pinked.
“Of course.” He was adorable. Why would his request make him self-conscious? I lay on my back with my head on the pillows.
With a shrug, he said, “I weigh more than you and I don’t want to crush you.” He let out a soft snort.
Rolling my eyes, I said, “I’m not fragile and you’ve been on top of me before.” How was this any different?
“Okay.” He crawled on top of me with his knees on either side of my hips and then added lube to my cock, stroking slowly. “I don’t know why, but this feels different to me.”
With his light strokes teasing me, I said, “It is. You’ve never done this. It’s okay to try new things with me, Alex.” Our relationship was still so new. We had so much to explore. How would we find the time—shut up, Julian. Be in the moment.
He leaned down and pressed a heartfelt kiss on my lips. “You’ve given so much of yourself to me. You’ve made me feel safe to explore what’s possible.” As he hovered on one straight arm, he nudged my dick into his hole and then slowly lowered. With a hiss, he said, “Fuck, Julian, feels good.”
As his tight heat enveloped me, I swooned, closing my eyes and digging my fingers into his hips. “Move, Alex, please.” I opened my eyes, my gaze catching his.
“Love you so much.” Lifting and lowering, he released a throaty moan. “Oh God, this feels amazing.” He quickened his pace, bouncing on me, his cock bobbing. “Yeah, fuck, yeah.”
As pleasure surged and waned inside me, I ran my gaze across his muscled body, the peaks of his nipples and his flushed cheeks. I rocked my hips in time with his, and my balls tingled. “Not going to last.”
He dropped, hovering his face over mine. “Kiss me, babe. Kiss me through your orgasm. Let me feel it.” He captured my mouth and snuck his tongue between my lips.
I slapped a hand on the back of his head, trapping him in place, and as my climax crested, I gasped into his mouth while pulses of pleasure swirled inside me in a rush, one after the other, my cock unloading inside him.
As it slowed, he pinched the head of his cock and sat up, keeping my waning dick inside him. “Fuck, almost came too.”
“Hands free?” Scraping my teeth across my lower lip, I focused on his thick cock, the veins pulsating. Heat flashed across my skin. We should try this position again, and next time, I’d try to make him come hands-free.
“Hurry, I’ll lift my legs and you can put it in.” As he rose off me, I lifted my knees toward my armpits. “But use more lube.” I chuckled.
“Oh, yeah.” He coated his cock with lube, then tensed his jaw. “Fuck, need a moment. I’m still, uh, close.”
“Yeah?” It was taking all my willpower not to jerk him off right now and watch his expression as he lost all control. “Come on. I’m waiting,” I said in a teasing tone.
“Yeah, yeah.” With a coy grin, he bit his lip and hovered over me on a straight arm, then lined his thick cock to my hole and slowly pressed inside me. “Fucking hell, are you okay? Maybe I should have prepped you more.”
As the burn morphed into pleasure, I said, “No, I’m great. Perfect even.” I grabbed his thick biceps. Goddamn, I needed him. “Fuck me, babe. Show me how much you love it, love me.”
As his balls warmed my ass, his brows tensed. “Fuck. Need a minute.” He lowered onto his elbows and came in close, his lips brushing against mine. “I’ve met no one like you, Julian. No one has ever captured my heart the way you have. I want you to know that.”
My heart melted at the same time my dick sparked back to life. The tension between us was matched only by the emotion. “Alex, no one’s ever made me feel so loved.” Grabbing the back of his head, I pressed a hard kiss on his mouth.
He rocked his hips, his cock sliding in and out of me, rubbing against my inner bundle of nerves.
As I shifted my hips, I hooked my ankles around his waist while he quickened his pace.
His cock pegged my prostate, over and over, and my cock lengthened fully.
Damn, could I come again? As the tension mounted inside me and he nibbled my earlobe, I whispered into his ear, “Make me come again, babe.”
“Yeah?” As his lips quirked, he snuck a hand between us and milked my cock while thrusting into me with sharp grunts. “Come, babe, come with me.” His mouth fell open, and a small cry burst from him.
“Fuck.” Throwing my arms around him, my body shuddered as a second climax tore through me, lighting sparks behind my eyes and clenching my entire body in waves of release.
He pushed in deeply, held it, and moaned through his orgasm, his wet heat filling me in spurts. When it slowed, he relaxed on top of me, his body lifting with heavy breaths. “Amazing, Julian. I thought it would never end.”