Chapter 30
ZOE
My heart skipped a beat as I stared at them. Tonight had already been one of the best ones of my life, and seeing Kai and Asher—and the way they were looking at me—made me realize we’d only just begun.
Asher’s eyes raked across me, as if trying to see if I looked different. But then he smirked, nudging Kai with his elbow. “I think we’re in the wrong room. I don’t see any virgins here.”
I flushed all over. The sheet was covering my breasts, but I knew my hair was a mess and that my makeup had probably run. They didn’t seem to care.
And I didn’t either. My smile was a little shy but very real. I felt like I’d finally joined the club. A very grown-up club.
“Hey, baby girl,” Kai said, walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed. I could feel the warmth from his bare skin—from both twins, actually. Being naked and in between them was pretty damn arousing.
“How do you feel? Sore?” Asher said as he joined us.
“Incredible,” I said.
“Do you feel different?” Landon asked.
“Yeah, I do.” I felt more confident somehow, more sure of myself. Like I’d crossed some invisible threshold and there was no going back—and I didn’t want to go back.
“Well, congratulations,” Kai said.
“Congratulations on losing my virginity?” I asked, giggling a little.
“Sure. Why not? As your teachers, we’re very proud. And we brought champagne.”
I sat up, clutching the sheet to my chest, and took the glass that Asher handed me.
Landon sighed when Kai handed him one. “Did you two forget again that champagne is her safe word?”
“Fuck, yes, we did,” Kai said.
“Maybe you two should stick to teaching cooking and skiing,” Landon said.
“I like our lessons,” I said. “All of them.” I held up my glass, and we clinked our glasses together. Suddenly, it didn’t feel like it was about me anymore. It felt like it was about us.
Kai and Landon were twins, so they’d been on the same team since birth.
I didn’t actually know when Asher met them, but it was clear they were close.
They knew each other inside and out, and they had each other’s backs.
And being here with them, sipping champagne as Landon idly rubbed my back and Kai put his hand on my thigh—it felt like maybe I was being invited to join the team.
To my surprise, I desperately wanted to.
I took a sip, and the cool liquid tickled my throat. It was sweet and rich and bubbly all at the same time. In fact, it was delicious.
I took another long swallow and then smiled, examining the leftover liquid. “That is one expensive safe word.”
They chuckled as they finished their drinks.
I looked from one to the other, wondering who would be next.
Not that I wanted to rush things, but I wanted to know.
Finally, Landon set down his glass and swung his legs over the edge of the bed, seemingly unselfconscious of being naked in front of his friends.
He got to his feet, and Kai moved in closer, his arm sliding around my back. “Ready for more?”
I nodded a bit shyly, which was ridiculous. I’d gone down on him—that was one of the most intimate things a person could do. But a few nerves still fluttered in my stomach. Even though Kai looked exactly like his brother, his energy was so different.
Would everything be different? The way he touched me? The way it felt when he entered me? I couldn’t wait to find out.
The door shut behind Asher and Landon, and the room was dark except for the candles. Without scooting closer, without putting his arms around me, Kai leaned over and kissed me.
For some reason, the fact that we weren’t wrapped around each other made it hotter.
I could focus on the way his mouth moved, his tongue, his lips, and the way they made me feel without the sensations being overwhelmed by what his hands were doing.
When he pulled back, he tugged at my bottom lip with his teeth.
“You taste so good, baby girl. Except maybe I shouldn’t call you that. You took a big step today. A rite of passage.”
“I don’t mind it so much anymore.” Especially since the way he looked at me when he called me that always thrilled me.
“Still, shouldn’t we upgrade it somehow? Maybe ‘baby woman’ instead of ‘baby girl’?”
I laughed. “I don’t think that’s how it works.”
Then I got up on my knees and scooted closer to him, running my hands along his biceps, up to his shoulders, and cupping his neck. As I leaned in for a kiss, his mouth sank onto mine, his hands lightly resting on my waist.
His kiss was thorough, tenderly exploring my mouth, taking his time without rushing.
It felt familiar. Almost too familiar.
I pulled back and looked up at him. “Kai?”
“Yes? You okay?”
“Yes, I just—um. Could you be Kai?”
I could see the confusion on his face in the flickering candlelight. “I have been for twenty-six years, so I suppose I could do it a little longer.”
“I just mean—be yourself. I’m glad that my first time was gentle and so nice, and—” I didn’t know how to explain.
But Kai understood. “You mean you’re glad that your first time was with my brother.”
“Yes.” I felt guilty saying it. “It’s true. But now I want my second time to be with you. The real you—not you pretending to be someone you’re not.”
My heart beat faster, and I wondered if this was wise.
My first time with Landon had been so wonderful.
Wouldn’t a repeat be just as good? But I was here with Kai—and that’s who I wanted.
“Couldn’t you just be like you were in the equipment room?
When you pressed me against the wall and pushed against me from behind. Can you be like that?”
“I can.” The gleam in his eye and the predatory smile on his lips were dangerous. But that was what I wanted. It thrilled me deep inside but was also a little daunting.
“But maybe at the beginner level,” I added.
He shook his head. “You’ve never acted like a beginner,” he said softly. “You’ve been new to things, but you have too much determination to stay a beginner for long.”
He leaned in for a kiss, and I smiled against his lips. His hands were rougher on my body this time, squeezing my ass, fisting my hair, and I couldn’t help exploring his body as well.
His nipple was hard and puckered. I circled my finger around one and moved to the other side with the piercing. Impulsively, I ducked my head and kissed the little metal bar. Then I lapped at it, sucking it into my mouth.
Kai hissed, but not in pain.
“My baby girl wants to play,” he murmured. As he spoke, he pinched my nipple, stretching it a little before letting go. But he didn’t stop rolling it between his fingers. “Hasn’t anyone ever told you to be careful what you wish for?”
The glint in his eye made heat pool between my legs. This was the real Kai, and he was sexy as hell.
“Come on.” He took my hand and stood up, pulling me across the bed so I had to scramble to keep up.
And then, he was backing me against the wall. His large hands pinned my wrists high above me. His knee nudged between my legs, spreading them.
He switched his grasp so he could hold both of my wrists above my head with one hand, leaving his other hand free to explore my body. And this time he was even less gentle—pinching my nipple, gripping my ass and thighs, squeezing hard enough to make me gasp.
He lifted my thigh, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. It was such a turn-on to be pinned between him and the wall, not even touching the floor, just held up by his powerful body.
I could feel his enormous erection digging into me through his boxers.
He continued to grind against me, and his cock was so hard it almost provided enough pressure to my clit, but not quite.
“I need you inside me,” I gasped.
He growled in my ear. “Like this, or like in the equipment room?”
“The equip—” I started to say, and he was already setting me down, spinning me around, pushing my palms back against the wall and pulling my hips back toward him, leaving my breathless and with my back arched.
The head of his cock nudged at my opening, not entering yet, but just enough to make me feel it. I was sore there, but I also wanted to be filled again. I wanted that delicious friction.
And then he pushed in. He wasn’t quite as rough as before, but still, it made me gasp to suddenly feel so full. I moaned, hearing the throaty sound and having a hard time believing it came from me.
“Harder,” I begged. “Please, harder.”
Kai reached around me and rubbed my clit as he was driving into me, his other hand gripping my hip to hold me steady. The dual sensations were overwhelming—the fullness of him stretching me, the pressure on my clit, the way he filled me so completely.
His thrusts got harder, though I got the sense he was still holding back, but it was still almost more than I could take. He stretched me so much and kept varying the angle so that it felt a little different each time.
He worked my clit expertly, and my body jolted violently as I came.
I cried out, and his low raspy voice joined me as he held himself deep inside me.
The sensations were almost too much, yet I didn’t want them to stop.
Good thing he had his arm around my waist, otherwise I might have slid to the floor.
I’d never known that an orgasm could rob me of all my strength.
We stayed like that for a moment, both of us catching our breath, his body still pressed against my back. Finally, he placed a kiss on my shoulder and carefully pulled out, turning me around to face him.
“You okay?” he asked, searching my face.
I nodded, smiling up at him. “More than okay.”
He grinned, that cocky Kai grin I was starting to love. “Good. Because that was fucking incredible.”
And it was. Different from Landon but just as amazing in its own way. Each of them gave me something different, something I needed. And I still had one more to go.