Chapter 5
CHAPTER FIVE
Spade
Shit on a stick and shove it in my ear. There really were things that went bump in the night, and I was about to glue myself to one of them.
But I wouldn’t have it any other way either.
I wasn’t sure where everyone in the club had gone off to when Prez had ordered them out, but we didn’t have to face anyone on the way to my bedroom. Which was probably good, since I didn’t want to share the soft and needy look in Soren’s gaze with anyone.
As soon as we hit the room, I shut and locked the door before stepping up to Soren and slowly starting to remove his clothes.
Christ, he was stunning.
Flawlessly otherworldly.
After undoing each button of his shirt, I leaned in and kissed his shoulder as I pushed the material down his arms.
He let out a quiet sound—something between a sigh and a restrained groan—and my grip tightened on the fabric as I removed it completely.
“Mine,” I muttered, more to myself than him.
Soren’s fingers curled into my tee, tugging me closer. “Yours,” he echoed, voice rough and edged with something sharp that made my pulse kick harder. His fangs peeked when he spoke, and instead of fear, all I felt was a rush of adrenaline and need.
I’d seen a lot of wild shit in my life. None of it compared to this.
And still, I wasn’t scared.
How could I be? The world had just given me someone to love for the rest of my life. Someone who would love me just as fiercely in return.
There may be hard times. Tense times. But we’d deal with it, coming out stronger in the end. That I already believed.
He was something special.
A gift, just for me.
Christ, how’d I get so fucking lucky?
I moved my hands over him slowly, like I was mapping each area—his shoulders, his chest, the perfect lines of his body. He watched me the whole time, eyes dark and blown wide, tracking every movement.
“Tell me what you need,” I said, voice lower now, steadier than I felt.
His gaze flicked to my throat. Hunger flashed in his eyes, and my body responded instantly, a mix of tension and anticipation coiling tight in my gut.
But what was even stronger was the need to give him everything.
“You,” he simply said. “All of you.”
Yeah. That I could do.
I cupped the back of his neck and brought him in, our foreheads pressing together for a second before I closed the rest of the distance. The kiss was soft to start, then grew into a claiming.
His lips parted under mine. He gripped me tighter, dragging me closer until there wasn’t a sliver of space left between us. He removed my cut and tee to get his cool touch on me. A shiver rolled over my body and my cock throbbed.
I wanted inside him.
Needed it.
The world outside the room vanished. Like there was no club. No brothers. No supernatural bombshells.
It was just him. Us.
Soren’s breath hitched when I walked us to the bed until the backs of his knees met the frame. He went down slowly, never breaking eye contact. Reaching out, I brushed my fingers through his silky, long locks, and he released a low moan.
Leaning over, I brushed my mouth along his jaw, then down the line of his throat, feeling the way his trembling body reacted beneath me.
When I reached the spot where his pulse would’ve been if he were human, I licked and sucked over the spot. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of my jeans and tugged.
“Theo,” he breathed.
“What are you after, babe?” I asked, scraping my blunt teeth against his skin.
His groan was raw and filled with need. “I want to feed from you while you fuck me.”
Jesus Christ.
“Yeah.” I nodded and grinned. “Yeah, I’m definitely down for that. I’m gonna fuck you so good, baby. You’ll never want another.”
“I already don’t,” he told me.
Soren leaned forward for a kiss, but I dodged his attempt and pushed him gently back. He went onto his elbows and watched as I undid his pants.
“Lift,” I ordered.
As soon as he did, I pulled his pants down and noticed a missing piece of material. I smirked. “No boxers?”
He grinned, fangs flashing. “I had plans to get lucky tonight.”
“Even before you realized we’re fated?”
“Pet, I have wanted you from the first time I saw you.”
Heat rushed to my cheeks from his intense stare. I cleared my throat and nodded. “Yeah, me too.”
He cocked a brow, gaze flicking down to my jeans.
Snorting, I undid the button and zipper. “I’m gettin’ there.” I kicked off my boots, removed my socks, then shoved my jeans and boxers down. My hard dick kicked up.
While I’d never been with a guy, I still knew what to do. I went to the drawer and grabbed out the tube of lube before dropping it on the bed.
Soren tracked my movements as I walked back to the end of the frame while he slid a hand from his chest down over his stomach and to his cock.
“Damn, baby, you’re fuckin’ stunnin’.”
“So are you.”
As I stood at the end of the bed, Soren bent his knees, widened his legs, and planted his feet on the mattress, giving me the perfect view of his tiny pink hole.
“Need you, pet.”
I pressed my knees into the bed and sank down to my chest between his legs. His gaze widened a fraction as I curled my hands under his ass and gripped.
“Gonna eat first, babe. Gotta get a taste of you.” I dipped in and swiped my tongue over his puckered ring.
Soren dropped his head back. “Christ, Theo,” he panted.
“Y-you’ve done this before.” I pulled back, but before I could say anything, he shouted, “No!” There was a rip, and I glanced down at my sheets torn up by his extended claws.
He glared down his body at me. “Don’t tell me who or how many because I’ll want to murder everyone you’ve touched. ”
I kissed his inner thigh. “No one matters before you, baby.”
He harrumphed.
I scraped my teeth over his flesh, at which his tension faded with a moan, before I told him, “You just relax and feel, baby. But know you’re the only one I want a bond with. The only one I’m willin’ to be tied to.”
He glanced at me, eyes warm, and nodded. “Have me, pet. Fuck me. Make me yours, and I’ll do the same.”
With a moan, I licked, sucked, and tongued his hole and ass. Everywhere. The sounds he made were a fucking shot of arousal to my cock.
He pushed his ass down on my mouth as I toyed with his ring, trying to force my tongue in.
“Theo, please. Fuck me, pet. Need it. Want the bond.”
I crawled up his body and leaned down, pressing my lips to his.
He didn’t hesitate. He took my tongue and tangled his around mine as I reached for the lube and spread it over my cock and fingers, then his hole.
I sank two inside him, and he squeezed around them snugly.
I stretched him as much as I could, but we were both high on need.
He broke the kiss, demanding, “Enough. Fuck me, please, pet.”
“Anythin’,” I told him as I removed my fingers and lined up my cock. Slowly, I pushed inside his tightness.
Christ, he was so fucking snug around me, I was going to lose myself too soon.
Our kisses grew from slow to hard and heavy and so much more as I carefully filled him.
My hands found him, gripping his ass, needing him closer. Yet I still took my time, not wanting to hurt him.
Soren shifted, his mouth trailing from my lips to my jaw, then lower. His breath ghosted over my throat before his lips pressed there, lingering.
My pulse jumped, and I groaned as I pushed all the way in. “Soren.”
He wrapped his arm around me, and when his fangs pierced my skin, the sharp sting made me gasp, but it didn’t hurt the way I expected, soon turning to something more.
My body was shocked awake, and every nerve produced arousal. I groaned again, withdrawing to thrust back in.
Something pulled, and not just Soren taking my blood, but something deeper. Something that made my chest tighten and my breath catch as a strange hum built beneath my ribs.
Soren groaned softly against my neck, the sound sending a shiver through me.
I felt him.
Not just physically, but inside, right in the center of my chest, wrapping around my heart.
His emotions hit me next, soft but still raw and intense.
I cupped the back of his neck, holding on, as the connection deepened. When I did, the hum grew stronger, settling around my heart like it was holding it, protecting it.
“Soren…,” I breathed.
His fangs slipped from me, and he licked over his bite. He pulled back slightly, just enough to look at me. His eyes were darker now, something in them changed.
“You feel it,” he said quietly.
I nodded, my chest rising and falling too fast. “Yeah.”
He brushed his thumb over my cheek. “That’s me and you. It’s what Fate has gifted us.”
The bond.
I swallowed, trying to steady myself as the sensation settled into a low, steady awareness of him that hadn’t been there before.
“I can feel you,” I said softly. “I mean, I felt you before but, hell, this is so much more.”
“It is,” he murmured with a satisfied smile. “Now, fuck me, pet. I want your cum warming inside me like your blood is.”
With a growl, I claimed his mouth in a wild kiss as I thrust into him over and over. He wrapped his legs around my waist, letting me take control.
“Fuck,” I groaned against him as I went up onto my palms, hovering over him and watching my dick disappearing inside him and reappearing. “You feel so good, baby.”
“So do you, pet. The best.”
Everything felt heightened.
Every touch and breath.
The bond thrummed softly in my chest, reacting to him—his emotions, pure joy mixed with a heady amount of arousal, and the need he felt for me.
“Close, baby,” I warned.
He nodded, staring up at me with so much in his gaze. “Yes, pet. Just there. Harder, Theo.”
I slammed my hips against his ass, chasing the tingling release.
Soren wrapped a hand around his cock, but before he got to jack off, he came all over his stomach, setting me off. We both groaned as my seed filled him.
Soren dragged me down onto him, meeting me in a slow kiss.
After, he pressed his forehead to mine. “You’re mine,” he said quietly.
I smiled faintly, still catching my breath. “Yeah.” I brushed my fingers along his jaw. “You’re stuck with me.”
A quiet huff of amusement left him, though his eyes softened. “Forever,” he said.
“Good,” I replied.