Chapter 5 #3
The sheets are yellowed and stained, and the walls are painted a putrid green. There’s nothing in this room other than a mattress on the ground, a nightstand, and a dirty, white chest of drawers. The big light over me is hurting my eyes, and I close them to help me focus better.
As I strain my ears, I find I can’t hear anyone and I struggle harder against the rope around my wrists. Blood quickly begins to drip down my arms as I struggle, but I don’t care. My stomach cramps harder, forcing a whine from my lips, and my eyes open in horror.
“Please, please, no,” I whisper. My pussy pulses as I suck in oxygen that’s heavily laced when the scents of alphas that aren’t mine, and my nipples begin to pebble as well.
Shaking my head as tears fill my eyes, I curse my designation. I’ve never hated it more than I do now. Before, it was a fact of life, a curse there was no use despising, but that’s no longer the case.
Heat begins to burn through my veins, beginning at my fucking toes and slowly burning me alive. This is how a heat feels when it’s been gone for months and months. Bret used to play with fire by holding back his omegas’ heats until he could barter it to the highest bidders.
This is how he both amused himself and kept us in line, because he knew he held our very lives in his hands. Alphas can be unpredictable during a heat, but at least there’s still a chance one of them will kill me.
Things are so desperate, this is what I cling to as I burn with need. God, it fucking hurts!
Rubbing my thighs together to get some sort of relief, my pussy begins to slick against my will.
This is what I worried about. All I can focus on is the thickening scent of orange blossoms beginning to mingle with the putrid scents of the alphas who kidnapped me.
A door deeper in the house slams shut, I shudder with both need and terror.
They’re definitely going to be able to smell me.
I mean, I’m not even locked in here. The door to the bedroom is wide open, taunting me with how well I’m tied to the bed.
“Honey, we’re home!” Dennis yells, making his friends laugh. “Fuck. Do you smell that?”
“Mmm. It smells really good,” Jai growls. I can’t help but whine, but it’s not because I want them.
No. This comes from the horror that comes from the knowledge I won’t be able to keep them from using me during my heat, nor will I want to stop them. In my mind, I’ll hate every fucking second, but my body will lie to them and spur them on as my pussy clamps around their cocks.
I’m writhing like a cat in heat already, and their heavy footsteps aren’t fucking helping.
“Look at you,” Max purrs as he leans through the doorway with his hands on the wall. My back bows at his words and my hands fist as my nails sink into my palms. I want, burn, need.
Fuck!
“Alpha, please,” I breathe. I should tell him to close the door and leave me to suffer, but I’m not strong enough to. The haze is hitting me hard, and it’s all because this room is filled with their putrid, stinking scents.
“We put you in our bed,” Max smirks, moving closer as he gazes at me. “At least it’s big enough for us to fuck you in.”
“She’s soaking wet, isn’t she?” Jai groans, pulling his shirt off as he tosses it to the side.
In the deep recesses of my mind, I’m screaming for him to stop undressing, but I can’t force the words out.
Max’s fingers ghost down my skin as my body betrays my desires. They tear away my cheap panties before he sinks his fingers into my needy, heat dazed cunt, smirking as he finds slick pushing out of it.
“Oh yeah,” he chuckles.
Dennis is the last to come in, and he tosses a couple of bottles of water at the entrance. I’m sure in his mind, that’s enough preparation for my heat, which shows how wrong he is.
“I called the three of us out of work,” he says, kicking off his shoes. “I told them we found our scent match so they’d put us on leave. They won’t take away any of our sick days, isn’t that fucking awesome?”
“I’m…not…yours,” I rasp, shuddering.
“It doesn’t matter when no one else will know,” he says, shrugging. “We’ll fuck, bleed, and breed you and no one will fucking care.”
As he and Jai come closer, I notice that Jai has a bag in his hand. He pulls out handcuffs, more knives, and a few vibrators.
“I read once that orgasms help get omegas pregnant,” he says with a shrug.
I have an implant in my arm that keeps me from getting pregnant, but I refuse to tell him that. Bret was a fucking dick and I’m really glad he’s dead now, however his parting gifts have some uses.
“No,” I gasp, shaking my head. “If I’m pregnant, you won’t get to enjoy my heats. I’ll just be fat and tired.”
It takes a lot for me not to spit in their faces.
I’ve survived a long time with terrible masters, and I’m used to saying whatever I need to with batting eyelashes and honeyed tones.
I may fucking hate them and wish for death every damn day, but if they’re not going to give it to me, then I’ll let myself lose myself to the haze of my heat to make things easier.
“Ahh!” I scream, not getting enough friction from Max’s teasing fingers inside of me.
“Well, it looks like we’re going to get some screaming after all,” he breathes, pulling his fingers away to suck off my slick. “You may not fight the way we like, but a heat where you’re drunk off our dicks is a pretty good second choice.”
“Fuck yes,” Jai grins, pulling off his clothes.
None of them pay attention to my wrists or the way they’re bleeding.
Jai simply gets onto the mattress and flips me onto my knees, putting more strain on my aching wrists.
“We’ll see how much cum it takes to get you pregnant.
Whether it’s this heat or the next, it doesn’t fucking matter to me. ”
His hand spanks my ass hard, and his asshole friends undress to take their turn.
“The fuck is this? Property of Clara? What kind of wild shit are you into? Oh well. Once you’re ours, we’ll take you to get that covered with some ink.
In the meantime, I’m going to fucking enjoy this.
Damn. Look at you presenting for your alphas,” he smirks, pressing the crown of his cock to my puckered hole.
I’m nowhere near ready for him as I half kneel, half hunch over to save my bound wrists, but he doesn’t care.
“Be a good girl and make sure you scream my name for me.”
It’s at that moment I realize they don’t know my name and they haven’t asked.
I’m a nameless omega who they’re telling the world is theirs.
I’ve always had some kind of identifier to tell me apart from others, and now I don’t even have that.
I had the bad luck to run into them on the sidewalk, and that’s the only reason I’m here now. Once again, Fate is fucking me over.
My scream is real as he forced his way inside my ass, and I swear that as soon as I’m left alone, I’ll take my own life. I would rather be dead than have this be my life.
Before, my life meant something for the most part. No one was trying to force a bond, nor were they attempting to gain entrance to my thoughts and feelings. Even a bond that’s half formed will offer these alphas a front row seat to how much I fucking hate them.
I’ll never be able to escape because the odds of them knowing my plans will increase. I’ll be their captive fuck toy, and if I’m pregnant, I’ll be forced to bring a child into this fucked up world.
I can’t do that to a little person who deserves my complete attention and protection. I refuse to. They don’t have to worry about breaking me, it’s already happened. I’ve been trying to hold myself together with the promise of my freedom, and now I don’t even have that.
They want to strip away everything that makes me who I am…
Jai leans over me, caging me with his colorful arms and bites my back, forcing a scream from me as I beg and plead in my mind that the bond will be rejected. My eyes roll back in pain, and there’s a moment where I can feel his excitement in my mind before my body fights it off.
They’re going to beat me down until I won’t be able to fight their bites, and I’ll truly have nothing left. Their alpha barks will be able to turn me into whoever they want.
It’s over. Life as I’ve known it may as well not exist.